Seriously, “Charles/Charlie/Lee” or whoever this is, you need (professional) help. Support that helps you in such a way that you are more at peace and less at war with random individuals such as myself. Are you willing to sit down and talk about this? Or are any people in your immediate environment?
I want and deserve to be allowed to live MY LIFE in peace!!! I am not your lab experiment rabbit, thank you very much.
I think I more or less get your pathology, but I have a right to my life too, you know. (That goes for other people as well.)
For others: Currently, most of my days start with him causing my PC to reboot several times and taking it through a “bells, whistles and lights” circus. He’s done that before. The rest of the day, he is relatively quiet at the moment, interfering off and on, but no bells, lights and whistles. The noise and flashes indicate that he is angry and that can be because, for example, I switched my PC on later than he had hoped.
Right now (this afternoon), he was stopping me from printing my LinkedIn profile for some reason. Earlier (some days ago), he was popping up nonsense windows. He has been popping one up standard for 2-3 weeks now (a recurrent theme for him; has been going on for years and I still have no idea what it is about other than, eh, a form of playing troll), also one recent weekend taunting me so much, messing with what I was doing so much, that I ended up terrified. Or should that be “petrified”?
I understand that he can’t help what he does, but he’s made my life almost completely unlivable (socially, professionally, financially – in other words: in practical terms) and has caused massive losses of every imaginable kind (including that of my possessions in Florida, which still hurts). We all need something to live for, and he’s been taking those things away from me, and I don’t like it much (understatement; I used to cry and cry and cry over the immense loss of my life that he caused, but I don’t have any tears left, and anyway, I am utterly powerless with regard to what he does, anyway, no matter where I go or what I do).
People don’t want to hear about my hacker. That alone isolates enormously.
How do I escape? When I can, I get out of Portsmouth and take no electronic gadgets such as a mobile with me… and do largely unexpected things if I can. Then I can BREATHE for a few hours.
But I usually dread having to go back to Portsmouth again.
Sometimes, I will walk around for hours in another town, just to be able to postpone having to go back again.