Is that too an example of neurodiversity? That some people did not have this symptom (with the same variant)?

When I look at photos of myself these days, I see the effects of 17+ years in England and I want to hit myself on the head for my stupidity. I was living in Amsterdam, after all, and I threw it all away. I look like such a timid scaredycat these days. And I am so often angry these days! And so utterly powerless. But then, I could never have foreseen what England is like in real life, could I? And I could never have anticipated that I would still be here, and certainly not in the kind of circumstances that I find myself in.