I’m desperate to get my life back on its feet but everything became about him, with me not at all in the right state of mind for dealing with something like this.

I hadn’t realised how far gone he is. 😥😓😢

I tried to keep talking to the person who is no longer there. It made things so much worse. Bloody hell, he presents so well. He’s so convincing most of the time. You’d almost start doubting yourself. It was in around 2017, I think, when I realised that I couldn’t really talk science with him any longer. Someone else has called him “verstrooid” so apparently I am not the only one who’s noticed a change. He gets angry when you talk with him when he’s cooking and bits of egg shell get into the food these days. I first thought that the way he cooks and his anger when you address him while he’s cooking is related to his autism but now I am not so sure any more.

I try to keep myself out of these situations, take myself out of the equation as much as I can. (Please don’t misinterpret this. 🙏🏻)

“I’m living in the UK. I don’t really have anything to do with this family.”

I don’t want to be part of any kind of witch hunt. I’ve become allergic to witch hunts in the past 18 months. I now do my best to ignore the “witch hunt folks” completely. They still occasionally send me emails. Maybe they are now claiming more stupid crap because of that, though. 😂 Whatever. Yes, they seem to have managed to plunge me into a big financial mess. Me fretting over it isn’t going to resolve anything. Me getting angry over it won’t help either.

There isn’t anything I can do about the above situation right now.

Jezus Christ, what a mess.

My website keeps going to this bit. I don’t know why.

I tried to insert the “more” tag in my recent post about the messy situation elsewhere. Tried several times. Couldn’t. Finally managed a few days later. I don’t want to cause any witch hunts that affect others either.