Someone with access to the computer systems at Greenwheels in the Netherlands and the ability to make bills disappear, locate cars and access cars remotely.
Someone with access to the computer systems of Specsavers in the Netherlands or someone who intercepted their communications with me and then pretended to be from Specsavers in that person’s communications with me. My money is on the latter.
A then still very young dude called Louis S in Portsmouth. He sat next to me once telling me a lot of strange stuff to do with his girlfriend; it was pretty bonkers. This is why I think he is part of this harassment gang. He also contacted me via Freecycle once and collected a bird cage from my home. There was a LOT of abuse regarding “cages” in Portsmouth and “cage” turned out to be sexual slang that stands for “vagina” or more generally the female crotch area.
Then there was some stuff with people pestering me who were (probably) impersonating staff from Google in Amsterdam Zuid and Hadrian Security in central Amsterdam. (I reported it to the police, just in case, because one of them – Eden Stroet aka Mrs Skelli – has been harassed and impersonated before.) Interestingly, both Eden Stroet and Felicity Meadows – see below – are part of the LGBTIQ+ community. I’m not.
Article in InfoSec Magazine: https://www.infosecurity-magazine.com/magazine-features/trolling-sexual-harassment-and/
Article in Dutch magazine Quote: https://www.quotenet.nl/zakelijk/a42630058/hadrian-hackers-startup-investering/
Article in English: https://starthub.london.edu/hadrian-a-tech-startup-co-founded-by-lbs-mba-students-raises-e2-5m-pre-seed-funding/
Article in English: https://starthub.london.edu/founder-spotlight-series-an-interview-with-rogier-fischer-mba2022-co-founder-and-ceo-of-hadrian/
Article in Dutch: https://www.bndestem.nl/overig/17-jarige-verdient-duizenden-euro-s-als-goede-hacker~ae7c7425/
Article in Dutch: https://www.vice.com/nl/article/het-klinkt-gewoon-heel-tof-om-je-eigen-overheid-te-hacken/
Article in English: https://www.sciencedirect.com:5037/science/article/abs/pii/S026840121930283X
There had been a few play-acting jerks at the library before. I ignored them. What else could I have done? Grab a nearby chair and beat them to death with it? I don’t think so.
There is also a con artist who I have seen several times in Portsmouth. Has short blond hair, looks Nordic. Broad-hipped, short blond hair, big-boned. Puts up a really good act. Has visited my home to drop off a dog that I looked after for a while. Has also pretended to be a social worker (which is a criminal offence) and several other things. Must be in her forties now. Nasty bitch.
J Lane aka Jan Lane aka Janet Lane. That is possibly a pseudonym for a Portsmouth-based female programmer whose middle name is Janet. Janet Lane is a YouTube troll, too, though. Bad sign.
The programmer in Portsmouth has actually been supporting me financially since the start of 2025, and I’m grateful for that. She’s into LGBTIQ+ (including trans) topics. Felicity Meadows is her name. I don’t think I’ve ever met her.
Someone at Keiretsu Europe BV in the Netherlands. Sent me a gift card on my birthday. Creepy. I gave it away after having verified in a RITUALS store that there actually was something on it. 10 euro. RITUALS was the only store available to me, where I could use the card, but it has no products under 10 euro. Now look up what “keiretsu” means: https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Keiretsu. Several times over the past ten years or so, I received the message “We are LinkedIn and you’re not.” Yep, they’d totally destroyed what was left of my network by then, almost entirely in other countries, plus once you get into your fifties, people in your life start passing away, even though many of my connections were younger because I’d gone to university later.
Two brothers in England, one of which is a hacker and a third person who each are a little or highly divergent in some way. I don’t know what exactly. They can’t help it; they did not create themselves. Of one, I initially thought that he had dissociative identity disorder. (I know someone in the Netherlands who has that.) In reality, he may have NPD with autism. I don’t know. I have known one of these three people for a long time. I don’t really know the other two, even though they may feel very strongly that I do, because they have interacted with me a lot but that was remotely and I wasn’t exactly socializing with them. It’s easy to be mistaken about people. These three are also in a way my adopted brothers and sister, though. In a parallel life, they could have been family. (This is an attempt at inclusivity. I have two real siblings, but we have very different values and by now, we have as good as nothing left in common.)I could say a lot more about things they did and didn’t do, but there is no more point.
A group of unhinged unknown individuals who claimed to have been sexually abused as children. I have no idea whether that is true or just a sick joke.
Someone with access to the computer systems at Southampton University (Department of Medicine, Vision Science). Angela Cree?
Someone at my GP office (Osborne ) namely a woman who was logged in as Anna-Marie Clarke. She no longer works there. She tried to make me believe that I had a form of blood cancer after my blood results came back and showed some deviations in my white blood cells. She did later apologize, but she’s clearly a very sick bitch.
Someone with access to the computer systems at Barclays Business? No. I think that there just was a lot of crazy fear about money-laundering. That started kicking in all over the world after 9-11. I was probably suspect because I had almost exclusively international clients – with at least one payment coming from a research institute in the Dominican Republic at the time – and was a foreigner.
Someone with access to the computer systems at NatWest? Possibly, but more frequently, someone intercepted their communications with me and then pretended to be from NatWest in that person’s communications with me. Phone calls. To get around this, I would always walk into the branch. The first suspicious call already arrived when I was still in Southampton. Shortly after, a payment of about 2000 pounds disappeared, but it popped up again a week later.
Someone with access to the computer systems at HMRC VAT Services who changed my contact details there. It is possible that this was accomplished with the aid of data from my stolen postal mail and/or publicly available information.
. . .
Someone at Virgin Media Business who put a message on my landline telling me that I was at death’s door. That’s a computer game, for those who don’t know. There was no more space in my vagina. Ha ha. I also got stuff about cobwebs in my vagina and about golden showers. Teenage stuff. They also put a stupid warning tone on my phone when I was in a call with someone in Florida (T.C.) and later kept disconnecting my conversation with someone in California (N.B., who I knew from Florida) so that I could keep “reconnecting” with the person. Over and over and over, whether we called, used video software, anything. Ha ha.
Someone with access to the computer systems at the bookkeeping department at the University of Twente? No. Someone called me pretending to be from the bookkeeping department at the University of Twente, but when I called back a few times, I couldn’t get through. We’d get disconnected as soon as someone at the University answered the phone.
SH in Almelo. (She’s NOT your friend, Marianne. She talks trash about you. She lies, too. She’s talented but manipulative, and she is personally vulnerable, which simply goes with her profession. SB is your friend. SH isn’t.)
Someone with access to (control over) the public library system in Portsmouth. I’ll spare you details but yes, I’m 100% sure. There was also access to the civic offices systems. Yes, 100% sure.
Someone with access to the electricity companies in the UK, possibly. My electricity account got transferred repeatedly and I’d have to hunt down which company my account had been transferred to this time. Answer: There is a national database in which staff can actually look it up, but most power company employees don’t know that. Because the information you need to transfer someone else’s account is publicly available, it might not have been done by someone with access to the company’s systems.
Infuriatingly, if you tell such companies that their security sucks, staff there tends to think you’re an old cow who doesn’t get it, and dismiss you as annoying, but they are the ones who don’t get it.
. . .
The people or person who picked my locks for over 13 years at three addresses. I suspect that this was mostly CH. Lock-picking is a favourite hobby of many hackers.
. . .
The people or person who used angle grinders to cut into live animals and tear off their heads from their bodies. This may be simply people with Pompey dots.
How these hackers get you? If they know where you are, they drive around or park a car near you and then start scanning who’s in the air. In 2023, I’d previously noticed a dark car parked outside after dark quite often, which was conspicuous. In Portsmouth, Id seen a cop do that and he was on his laptop (but they are relatively clumsy; when they hacked into my phone, it was very obvious; a few in plainclothes started following me around at the same time as my phone got hacked, right after I had stopped by at the station again, and one of them called me a fucking liar). In Amsterdam, I once saw a white Tesla shoot off after I was experiencing interference. Never saw it again. On one of those occasions the name of the hotspots of one of my phones was changed. I’ve seen a scanner network in the air in Portsmouth, when I activated wifi. I didn’t have a wifi network at home, I tethered via USB after I lost my broadband and landline.
People who I will never forgive within this context but will forget
Suzanne J.M.H. Hulscher
Robert Gerald Van Cortlandt Vernon-Jackson
Suzanne would be well advised to watch this video and pay attention to what is said at 8 minutes in. She’ll likely think that I mean this to refer to her, but she’d be wrong. And with that, I erase her from my memory. I’m not suggesting that anything like what happened to Mme Pelicot happened to me, but that there are a lot of twisted people out there who can operate as part of networks as we now know (not just for example 4chan or 764 and other The Com groups) and who do things that are so far-fetched and evil that most people are convinced that nobody does such far-fetched and evil things – and THAT makes it possible for people to do far-fetched evil things and get away with it.
Someone with access to my Dutch bank’s computer systems. Possibly an employee at the Ceintuurbaan branch in Amsterdam.
Someone with access to the computer systems at Greenwheels in the Netherlands and the ability to make bills disappear, locate cars and access cars remotely.
Someone with access to the computer systems of Specsavers in the Netherlands or someone who intercepted their communications with me and then pretended to be from Specsavers in that person’s communications with me. My money is on the latter.
A then still very young dude called Louis S in Portsmouth. He sat next to me once telling me a lot of strange stuff to do with his girlfriend; it was pretty bonkers. This is why I think he is part of this harassment gang. He also contacted me via Freecycle once and collected a bird cage from my home. There was a LOT of abuse regarding “cages” in Portsmouth and “cage” turned out to be sexual slang that stands for “vagina” or more generally the female crotch area.
Then there was some stuff with people pestering me who were (probably) impersonating staff from Google in Amsterdam Zuid and Hadrian Security in central Amsterdam. (I reported it to the police, just in case, because one of them – Eden Stroet aka Mrs Skelli – has been harassed and impersonated before.) Interestingly, both Eden Stroet and Felicity Meadows – see below – are part of the LGBTIQ+ community. I’m not.
Article in InfoSec Magazine: https://www.infosecurity-magazine.com/magazine-features/trolling-sexual-harassment-and/
Article in Dutch magazine Quote: https://www.quotenet.nl/zakelijk/a42630058/hadrian-hackers-startup-investering/
Article in English: https://starthub.london.edu/hadrian-a-tech-startup-co-founded-by-lbs-mba-students-raises-e2-5m-pre-seed-funding/
Article in English: https://starthub.london.edu/founder-spotlight-series-an-interview-with-rogier-fischer-mba2022-co-founder-and-ceo-of-hadrian/
Article in Dutch: https://www.bndestem.nl/overig/17-jarige-verdient-duizenden-euro-s-als-goede-hacker~ae7c7425/
Article in Dutch: https://www.vice.com/nl/article/het-klinkt-gewoon-heel-tof-om-je-eigen-overheid-te-hacken/
Article in English: https://www.sciencedirect.com:5037/science/article/abs/pii/S026840121930283X
There had been a few play-acting jerks at the library before. I ignored them. What else could I have done? Grab a nearby chair and beat them to death with it? I don’t think so.
There is also a con artist who I have seen several times in Portsmouth. Has short blond hair, looks Nordic. Broad-hipped, short blond hair, big-boned. Puts up a really good act. Has visited my home to drop off a dog that I looked after for a while. Has also pretended to be a social worker (which is a criminal offence) and several other things. Must be in her forties now. Nasty bitch.
J Lane aka Jan Lane aka Janet Lane. That is possibly a pseudonym for a Portsmouth-based female programmer whose middle name is Janet. Janet Lane is a YouTube troll, too, though. Bad sign.
The programmer in Portsmouth has actually been supporting me financially since the start of 2025, and I’m grateful for that. She’s into LGBTIQ+ (including trans) topics. Felicity Meadows is her name. I don’t think I’ve ever met her.
Someone at Keiretsu Europe BV in the Netherlands. Sent me a gift card on my birthday. Creepy. I gave it away after having verified in a RITUALS store that there actually was something on it. 10 euro. RITUALS was the only store available to me, where I could use the card, but it has no products under 10 euro. Now look up what “keiretsu” means: https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Keiretsu. Several times over the past ten years or so, I received the message “We are LinkedIn and you’re not.” Yep, they’d totally destroyed what was left of my network by then, almost entirely in other countries, plus once you get into your fifties, people in your life start passing away, even though many of my connections were younger because I’d gone to university later.
Two brothers in England, one of which is a hacker and a third person who each are a little or highly divergent in some way. I don’t know what exactly. They can’t help it; they did not create themselves. Of one, I initially thought that he had dissociative identity disorder. (I know someone in the Netherlands who has that.) In reality, he may have NPD with autism. I don’t know. I have known one of these three people for a long time. I don’t really know the other two, even though they may feel very strongly that I do, because they have interacted with me a lot but that was remotely and I wasn’t exactly socializing with them. It’s easy to be mistaken about people. These three are also in a way my adopted brothers and sister, though. In a parallel life, they could have been family. (This is an attempt at inclusivity. I have two real siblings, but we have very different values and by now, we have as good as nothing left in common.)I could say a lot more about things they did and didn’t do, but there is no more point.
A group of unhinged unknown individuals who claimed to have been sexually abused as children. I have no idea whether that is true or just a sick joke.
Someone with access to the computer systems at Southampton University (Department of Medicine, Vision Science). Angela Cree?
Someone at my GP office (Osborne ) namely a woman who was logged in as Anna-Marie Clarke. She no longer works there. She tried to make me believe that I had a form of blood cancer after my blood results came back and showed some deviations in my white blood cells. She did later apologize, but she’s clearly a very sick bitch.
Someone with access to the computer systems at Barclays Business? No. I think that there just was a lot of crazy fear about money-laundering. That started kicking in all over the world after 9-11. I was probably suspect because I had almost exclusively international clients – with at least one payment coming from a research institute in the Dominican Republic at the time – and was a foreigner.
Someone with access to the computer systems at NatWest? Possibly, but more frequently, someone intercepted their communications with me and then pretended to be from NatWest in that person’s communications with me. Phone calls. To get around this, I would always walk into the branch. The first suspicious call already arrived when I was still in Southampton. Shortly after, a payment of about 2000 pounds disappeared, but it popped up again a week later.
Someone with access to the computer systems at HMRC VAT Services who changed my contact details there. It is possible that this was accomplished with the aid of data from my stolen postal mail and/or publicly available information.
. . .
Someone at Virgin Media Business who put a message on my landline telling me that I was at death’s door. That’s a computer game, for those who don’t know. There was no more space in my vagina. Ha ha. I also got stuff about cobwebs in my vagina and about golden showers. Teenage stuff. They also put a stupid warning tone on my phone when I was in a call with someone in Florida (T.C.) and later kept disconnecting my conversation with someone in California (N.B., who I knew from Florida) so that I could keep “reconnecting” with the person. Over and over and over, whether we called, used video software, anything. Ha ha.
Someone with access to the computer systems at the bookkeeping department at the University of Twente? No. Someone called me pretending to be from the bookkeeping department at the University of Twente, but when I called back a few times, I couldn’t get through. We’d get disconnected as soon as someone at the University answered the phone.
SH in Almelo. (She’s NOT your friend, Marianne. She talks trash about you. She lies, too. She’s talented but manipulative, and she is personally vulnerable, which simply goes with her profession. SB is your friend. SH isn’t.)
Someone with access to (control over) the public library system in Portsmouth. I’ll spare you details but yes, I’m 100% sure. There was also access to the civic offices systems. Yes, 100% sure.
Someone with access to the electricity companies in the UK, possibly. My electricity account got transferred repeatedly and I’d have to hunt down which company my account had been transferred to this time. Answer: There is a national database in which staff can actually look it up, but most power company employees don’t know that. Because the information you need to transfer someone else’s account is publicly available, it might not have been done by someone with access to the company’s systems.
Infuriatingly, if you tell such companies that their security sucks, staff there tends to think you’re an old cow who doesn’t get it, and dismiss you as annoying, but they are the ones who don’t get it.
. . .
The people or person who picked my locks for over 13 years at three addresses. I suspect that this was mostly CH. Lock-picking is a favourite hobby of many hackers.
. . .
The people or person who used angle grinders to cut into live animals and tear off their heads from their bodies. This may be simply people with Pompey dots.
How these hackers get you? If they know where you are, they drive around or park a car near you and then start scanning who’s in the air. In 2023, I’d previously noticed a dark car parked outside after dark quite often, which was conspicuous. In Portsmouth, Id seen a cop do that and he was on his laptop (but they are relatively clumsy; when they hacked into my phone, it was very obvious; a few in plainclothes started following me around at the same time as my phone got hacked, right after I had stopped by at the station again, and one of them called me a fucking liar). In Amsterdam, I once saw a white Tesla shoot off after I was experiencing interference. Never saw it again. On one of those occasions the name of the hotspots of one of my phones was changed. I’ve seen a scanner network in the air in Portsmouth, when I activated wifi. I didn’t have a wifi network at home, I tethered via USB after I lost my broadband and landline.
People who I will never forgive within this context but will forget
Suzanne J.M.H. Hulscher
Robert Gerald Van Cortlandt Vernon-Jackson
Suzanne would be well advised to watch this video and pay attention to what is said at 8 minutes in. She’ll likely think that I mean this to refer to her, but she’d be wrong. And with that, I erase her from my memory. I’m not suggesting that anything like what happened to Mme Pelicot happened to me, but that there are a lot of twisted people out there who can operate as part of networks as we now know (not just for example 4chan or 764 and other The Com groups) and who do things that are so far-fetched and evil that most people are convinced that nobody does such far-fetched and evil things – and THAT makes it possible for people to do far-fetched evil things and get away with it.
Someone with access to the Amphia Hospital computer systems (Breda, Netherlands). Yes, I’m 100% certain of this. I was aware of this about a year before the Clinical Diagnostics lab results leak.
Someone with access to my Dutch bank’s computer systems. Possibly an employee at the Ceintuurbaan branch in Amsterdam.
Someone with access to the computer systems at Greenwheels in the Netherlands and the ability to make bills disappear, locate cars and access cars remotely.
Someone with access to the computer systems of Specsavers in the Netherlands or someone who intercepted their communications with me and then pretended to be from Specsavers in that person’s communications with me. My money is on the latter.
A then still very young dude called Louis S in Portsmouth. He sat next to me once telling me a lot of strange stuff to do with his girlfriend; it was pretty bonkers. This is why I think he is part of this harassment gang. He also contacted me via Freecycle once and collected a bird cage from my home. There was a LOT of abuse regarding “cages” in Portsmouth and “cage” turned out to be sexual slang that stands for “vagina” or more generally the female crotch area.
Then there was some stuff with people pestering me who were (probably) impersonating staff from Google in Amsterdam Zuid and Hadrian Security in central Amsterdam. (I reported it to the police, just in case, because one of them – Eden Stroet aka Mrs Skelli – has been harassed and impersonated before.) Interestingly, both Eden Stroet and Felicity Meadows – see below – are part of the LGBTIQ+ community. I’m not.
Article in InfoSec Magazine: https://www.infosecurity-magazine.com/magazine-features/trolling-sexual-harassment-and/
Article in Dutch magazine Quote: https://www.quotenet.nl/zakelijk/a42630058/hadrian-hackers-startup-investering/
Article in English: https://starthub.london.edu/hadrian-a-tech-startup-co-founded-by-lbs-mba-students-raises-e2-5m-pre-seed-funding/
Article in English: https://starthub.london.edu/founder-spotlight-series-an-interview-with-rogier-fischer-mba2022-co-founder-and-ceo-of-hadrian/
Article in Dutch: https://www.bndestem.nl/overig/17-jarige-verdient-duizenden-euro-s-als-goede-hacker~ae7c7425/
Article in Dutch: https://www.vice.com/nl/article/het-klinkt-gewoon-heel-tof-om-je-eigen-overheid-te-hacken/
Article in English: https://www.sciencedirect.com:5037/science/article/abs/pii/S026840121930283X
There had been a few play-acting jerks at the library before. I ignored them. What else could I have done? Grab a nearby chair and beat them to death with it? I don’t think so.
There is also a con artist who I have seen several times in Portsmouth. Has short blond hair, looks Nordic. Broad-hipped, short blond hair, big-boned. Puts up a really good act. Has visited my home to drop off a dog that I looked after for a while. Has also pretended to be a social worker (which is a criminal offence) and several other things. Must be in her forties now. Nasty bitch.
J Lane aka Jan Lane aka Janet Lane. That is possibly a pseudonym for a Portsmouth-based female programmer whose middle name is Janet. Janet Lane is a YouTube troll, too, though. Bad sign.
The programmer in Portsmouth has actually been supporting me financially since the start of 2025, and I’m grateful for that. She’s into LGBTIQ+ (including trans) topics. Felicity Meadows is her name. I don’t think I’ve ever met her.
Someone at Keiretsu Europe BV in the Netherlands. Sent me a gift card on my birthday. Creepy. I gave it away after having verified in a RITUALS store that there actually was something on it. 10 euro. RITUALS was the only store available to me, where I could use the card, but it has no products under 10 euro. Now look up what “keiretsu” means: https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Keiretsu. Several times over the past ten years or so, I received the message “We are LinkedIn and you’re not.” Yep, they’d totally destroyed what was left of my network by then, almost entirely in other countries, plus once you get into your fifties, people in your life start passing away, even though many of my connections were younger because I’d gone to university later.
Two brothers in England, one of which is a hacker and a third person who each are a little or highly divergent in some way. I don’t know what exactly. They can’t help it; they did not create themselves. Of one, I initially thought that he had dissociative identity disorder. (I know someone in the Netherlands who has that.) In reality, he may have NPD with autism. I don’t know. I have known one of these three people for a long time. I don’t really know the other two, even though they may feel very strongly that I do, because they have interacted with me a lot but that was remotely and I wasn’t exactly socializing with them. It’s easy to be mistaken about people. These three are also in a way my adopted brothers and sister, though. In a parallel life, they could have been family. (This is an attempt at inclusivity. I have two real siblings, but we have very different values and by now, we have as good as nothing left in common.)I could say a lot more about things they did and didn’t do, but there is no more point.
A group of unhinged unknown individuals who claimed to have been sexually abused as children. I have no idea whether that is true or just a sick joke.
Someone with access to the computer systems at Southampton University (Department of Medicine, Vision Science). Angela Cree?
Someone at my GP office (Osborne ) namely a woman who was logged in as Anna-Marie Clarke. She no longer works there. She tried to make me believe that I had a form of blood cancer after my blood results came back and showed some deviations in my white blood cells. She did later apologize, but she’s clearly a very sick bitch.
Someone with access to the computer systems at Barclays Business? No. I think that there just was a lot of crazy fear about money-laundering. That started kicking in all over the world after 9-11. I was probably suspect because I had almost exclusively international clients – with at least one payment coming from a research institute in the Dominican Republic at the time – and was a foreigner.
Someone with access to the computer systems at NatWest? Possibly, but more frequently, someone intercepted their communications with me and then pretended to be from NatWest in that person’s communications with me. Phone calls. To get around this, I would always walk into the branch. The first suspicious call already arrived when I was still in Southampton. Shortly after, a payment of about 2000 pounds disappeared, but it popped up again a week later.
Someone with access to the computer systems at HMRC VAT Services who changed my contact details there. It is possible that this was accomplished with the aid of data from my stolen postal mail and/or publicly available information.
. . .
Someone at Virgin Media Business who put a message on my landline telling me that I was at death’s door. That’s a computer game, for those who don’t know. There was no more space in my vagina. Ha ha. I also got stuff about cobwebs in my vagina and about golden showers. Teenage stuff. They also put a stupid warning tone on my phone when I was in a call with someone in Florida (T.C.) and later kept disconnecting my conversation with someone in California (N.B., who I knew from Florida) so that I could keep “reconnecting” with the person. Over and over and over, whether we called, used video software, anything. Ha ha.
Someone with access to the computer systems at the bookkeeping department at the University of Twente? No. Someone called me pretending to be from the bookkeeping department at the University of Twente, but when I called back a few times, I couldn’t get through. We’d get disconnected as soon as someone at the University answered the phone.
SH in Almelo. (She’s NOT your friend, Marianne. She talks trash about you. She lies, too. She’s talented but manipulative, and she is personally vulnerable, which simply goes with her profession. SB is your friend. SH isn’t.)
Someone with access to (control over) the public library system in Portsmouth. I’ll spare you details but yes, I’m 100% sure. There was also access to the civic offices systems. Yes, 100% sure.
Someone with access to the electricity companies in the UK, possibly. My electricity account got transferred repeatedly and I’d have to hunt down which company my account had been transferred to this time. Answer: There is a national database in which staff can actually look it up, but most power company employees don’t know that. Because the information you need to transfer someone else’s account is publicly available, it might not have been done by someone with access to the company’s systems.
Infuriatingly, if you tell such companies that their security sucks, staff there tends to think you’re an old cow who doesn’t get it, and dismiss you as annoying, but they are the ones who don’t get it.
. . .
The people or person who picked my locks for over 13 years at three addresses. I suspect that this was mostly CH. Lock-picking is a favourite hobby of many hackers.
. . .
The people or person who used angle grinders to cut into live animals and tear off their heads from their bodies. This may be simply people with Pompey dots.
How these hackers get you? If they know where you are, they drive around or park a car near you and then start scanning who’s in the air. In 2023, I’d previously noticed a dark car parked outside after dark quite often, which was conspicuous. In Portsmouth, Id seen a cop do that and he was on his laptop (but they are relatively clumsy; when they hacked into my phone, it was very obvious; a few in plainclothes started following me around at the same time as my phone got hacked, right after I had stopped by at the station again, and one of them called me a fucking liar). In Amsterdam, I once saw a white Tesla shoot off after I was experiencing interference. Never saw it again. On one of those occasions the name of the hotspots of one of my phones was changed. I’ve seen a scanner network in the air in Portsmouth, when I activated wifi. I didn’t have a wifi network at home, I tethered via USB after I lost my broadband and landline.
People who I will never forgive within this context but will forget
Suzanne J.M.H. Hulscher
Robert Gerald Van Cortlandt Vernon-Jackson
Suzanne would be well advised to watch this video and pay attention to what is said at 8 minutes in. She’ll likely think that I mean this to refer to her, but she’d be wrong. And with that, I erase her from my memory. I’m not suggesting that anything like what happened to Mme Pelicot happened to me, but that there are a lot of twisted people out there who can operate as part of networks as we now know (not just for example 4chan or 764 and other The Com groups) and who do things that are so far-fetched and evil that most people are convinced that nobody does such far-fetched and evil things – and THAT makes it possible for people to do far-fetched evil things and get away with it.
Nathan, a bald Portsmouth-based Royal Mail employee who actively interfered with my postal mail. Yes, I am 100% certain of this.
Someone with access to the Amphia Hospital computer systems (Breda, Netherlands). Yes, I’m 100% certain of this. I was aware of this about a year before the Clinical Diagnostics lab results leak.
Someone with access to my Dutch bank’s computer systems. Possibly an employee at the Ceintuurbaan branch in Amsterdam.
Someone with access to the computer systems at Greenwheels in the Netherlands and the ability to make bills disappear, locate cars and access cars remotely.
Someone with access to the computer systems of Specsavers in the Netherlands or someone who intercepted their communications with me and then pretended to be from Specsavers in that person’s communications with me. My money is on the latter.
A then still very young dude called Louis S in Portsmouth. He sat next to me once telling me a lot of strange stuff to do with his girlfriend; it was pretty bonkers. This is why I think he is part of this harassment gang. He also contacted me via Freecycle once and collected a bird cage from my home. There was a LOT of abuse regarding “cages” in Portsmouth and “cage” turned out to be sexual slang that stands for “vagina” or more generally the female crotch area.
Then there was some stuff with people pestering me who were (probably) impersonating staff from Google in Amsterdam Zuid and Hadrian Security in central Amsterdam. (I reported it to the police, just in case, because one of them – Eden Stroet aka Mrs Skelli – has been harassed and impersonated before.) Interestingly, both Eden Stroet and Felicity Meadows – see below – are part of the LGBTIQ+ community. I’m not.
Article in InfoSec Magazine: https://www.infosecurity-magazine.com/magazine-features/trolling-sexual-harassment-and/
Article in Dutch magazine Quote: https://www.quotenet.nl/zakelijk/a42630058/hadrian-hackers-startup-investering/
Article in English: https://starthub.london.edu/hadrian-a-tech-startup-co-founded-by-lbs-mba-students-raises-e2-5m-pre-seed-funding/
Article in English: https://starthub.london.edu/founder-spotlight-series-an-interview-with-rogier-fischer-mba2022-co-founder-and-ceo-of-hadrian/
Article in Dutch: https://www.bndestem.nl/overig/17-jarige-verdient-duizenden-euro-s-als-goede-hacker~ae7c7425/
Article in Dutch: https://www.vice.com/nl/article/het-klinkt-gewoon-heel-tof-om-je-eigen-overheid-te-hacken/
Article in English: https://www.sciencedirect.com:5037/science/article/abs/pii/S026840121930283X
There had been a few play-acting jerks at the library before. I ignored them. What else could I have done? Grab a nearby chair and beat them to death with it? I don’t think so.
There is also a con artist who I have seen several times in Portsmouth. Has short blond hair, looks Nordic. Broad-hipped, short blond hair, big-boned. Puts up a really good act. Has visited my home to drop off a dog that I looked after for a while. Has also pretended to be a social worker (which is a criminal offence) and several other things. Must be in her forties now. Nasty bitch.
J Lane aka Jan Lane aka Janet Lane. That is possibly a pseudonym for a Portsmouth-based female programmer whose middle name is Janet. Janet Lane is a YouTube troll, too, though. Bad sign.
The programmer in Portsmouth has actually been supporting me financially since the start of 2025, and I’m grateful for that. She’s into LGBTIQ+ (including trans) topics. Felicity Meadows is her name. I don’t think I’ve ever met her.
Someone at Keiretsu Europe BV in the Netherlands. Sent me a gift card on my birthday. Creepy. I gave it away after having verified in a RITUALS store that there actually was something on it. 10 euro. RITUALS was the only store available to me, where I could use the card, but it has no products under 10 euro. Now look up what “keiretsu” means: https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Keiretsu. Several times over the past ten years or so, I received the message “We are LinkedIn and you’re not.” Yep, they’d totally destroyed what was left of my network by then, almost entirely in other countries, plus once you get into your fifties, people in your life start passing away, even though many of my connections were younger because I’d gone to university later.
Two brothers in England, one of which is a hacker and a third person who each are a little or highly divergent in some way. I don’t know what exactly. They can’t help it; they did not create themselves. Of one, I initially thought that he had dissociative identity disorder. (I know someone in the Netherlands who has that.) In reality, he may have NPD with autism. I don’t know. I have known one of these three people for a long time. I don’t really know the other two, even though they may feel very strongly that I do, because they have interacted with me a lot but that was remotely and I wasn’t exactly socializing with them. It’s easy to be mistaken about people. These three are also in a way my adopted brothers and sister, though. In a parallel life, they could have been family. (This is an attempt at inclusivity. I have two real siblings, but we have very different values and by now, we have as good as nothing left in common.)I could say a lot more about things they did and didn’t do, but there is no more point.
A group of unhinged unknown individuals who claimed to have been sexually abused as children. I have no idea whether that is true or just a sick joke.
Someone with access to the computer systems at Southampton University (Department of Medicine, Vision Science). Angela Cree?
Someone at my GP office (Osborne ) namely a woman who was logged in as Anna-Marie Clarke. She no longer works there. She tried to make me believe that I had a form of blood cancer after my blood results came back and showed some deviations in my white blood cells. She did later apologize, but she’s clearly a very sick bitch.
Someone with access to the computer systems at Barclays Business? No. I think that there just was a lot of crazy fear about money-laundering. That started kicking in all over the world after 9-11. I was probably suspect because I had almost exclusively international clients – with at least one payment coming from a research institute in the Dominican Republic at the time – and was a foreigner.
Someone with access to the computer systems at NatWest? Possibly, but more frequently, someone intercepted their communications with me and then pretended to be from NatWest in that person’s communications with me. Phone calls. To get around this, I would always walk into the branch. The first suspicious call already arrived when I was still in Southampton. Shortly after, a payment of about 2000 pounds disappeared, but it popped up again a week later.
Someone with access to the computer systems at HMRC VAT Services who changed my contact details there. It is possible that this was accomplished with the aid of data from my stolen postal mail and/or publicly available information.
. . .
Someone at Virgin Media Business who put a message on my landline telling me that I was at death’s door. That’s a computer game, for those who don’t know. There was no more space in my vagina. Ha ha. I also got stuff about cobwebs in my vagina and about golden showers. Teenage stuff. They also put a stupid warning tone on my phone when I was in a call with someone in Florida (T.C.) and later kept disconnecting my conversation with someone in California (N.B., who I knew from Florida) so that I could keep “reconnecting” with the person. Over and over and over, whether we called, used video software, anything. Ha ha.
Someone with access to the computer systems at the bookkeeping department at the University of Twente? No. Someone called me pretending to be from the bookkeeping department at the University of Twente, but when I called back a few times, I couldn’t get through. We’d get disconnected as soon as someone at the University answered the phone.
SH in Almelo. (She’s NOT your friend, Marianne. She talks trash about you. She lies, too. She’s talented but manipulative, and she is personally vulnerable, which simply goes with her profession. SB is your friend. SH isn’t.)
Someone with access to (control over) the public library system in Portsmouth. I’ll spare you details but yes, I’m 100% sure. There was also access to the civic offices systems. Yes, 100% sure.
Someone with access to the electricity companies in the UK, possibly. My electricity account got transferred repeatedly and I’d have to hunt down which company my account had been transferred to this time. Answer: There is a national database in which staff can actually look it up, but most power company employees don’t know that. Because the information you need to transfer someone else’s account is publicly available, it might not have been done by someone with access to the company’s systems.
Infuriatingly, if you tell such companies that their security sucks, staff there tends to think you’re an old cow who doesn’t get it, and dismiss you as annoying, but they are the ones who don’t get it.
. . .
The people or person who picked my locks for over 13 years at three addresses. I suspect that this was mostly CH. Lock-picking is a favourite hobby of many hackers.
. . .
The people or person who used angle grinders to cut into live animals and tear off their heads from their bodies. This may be simply people with Pompey dots.
How these hackers get you? If they know where you are, they drive around or park a car near you and then start scanning who’s in the air. In 2023, I’d previously noticed a dark car parked outside after dark quite often, which was conspicuous. In Portsmouth, Id seen a cop do that and he was on his laptop (but they are relatively clumsy; when they hacked into my phone, it was very obvious; a few in plainclothes started following me around at the same time as my phone got hacked, right after I had stopped by at the station again, and one of them called me a fucking liar). In Amsterdam, I once saw a white Tesla shoot off after I was experiencing interference. Never saw it again. On one of those occasions the name of the hotspots of one of my phones was changed. I’ve seen a scanner network in the air in Portsmouth, when I activated wifi. I didn’t have a wifi network at home, I tethered via USB after I lost my broadband and landline.
People who I will never forgive within this context but will forget
Suzanne J.M.H. Hulscher
Robert Gerald Van Cortlandt Vernon-Jackson
Suzanne would be well advised to watch this video and pay attention to what is said at 8 minutes in. She’ll likely think that I mean this to refer to her, but she’d be wrong. And with that, I erase her from my memory. I’m not suggesting that anything like what happened to Mme Pelicot happened to me, but that there are a lot of twisted people out there who can operate as part of networks as we now know (not just for example 4chan or 764 and other The Com groups) and who do things that are so far-fetched and evil that most people are convinced that nobody does such far-fetched and evil things – and THAT makes it possible for people to do far-fetched evil things and get away with it.
First of all, I do my best not to hate anyone within this context. Why? Because hate is soul-destroying and serves no purpose.
It is now February 2026. This all began on 9 June 2008, whatever it is. There is still some digital and IRL interference, but it is nowhere near as extensive as it was in Portsmouth. Also, the IRL stuff is now often or maybe exclusively carried out by people who haven’t the foggiest idea as to who I am. It makes it easier to ignore, somehow. What’s more, some merely tagged on and aren’t related at all to how this started.
They say that if you become stalked in any way, keeping a record is crucial. That is the worst possible advice I’ve ever read in any kind of context, other than injecting yourself with bleach and such nonsense to cure yourself of infections because “bleach cleans and disinfects”.
At the end of 2009, there were a few weeks in which there seemed to be a legitimate positive purpose behind the obsessive interference with my life. After that, it accelerated increasingly into sadism and manipulation etc. If I hadn’t lost my home in 2010, I’d have lost my sanity. Someone was literally trying to drive me crazy.
That year, I sat down one evening and started writing up everything that had happened, with screenshots and code. A few hours later, I had over 200 pages of documentation and I’d only covered a short amount of time. I screamed. All that the record-keeping did was emphasize my powerlessness. I couldn’t even take it to the police.
Maybe I should have kept a record of who was abusing me IRL, but I didn’t know most of the people involved and the idea of taking photographs of them didn’t occur to me until much later. Besides, I only got my first smartphone at the end of 2009. Below is a list of some of them, however.
Nathan, a bald Portsmouth-based Royal Mail employee who actively interfered with my postal mail. Yes, I am 100% certain of this.
Someone with access to the Amphia Hospital computer systems (Breda, Netherlands). Yes, I’m 100% certain of this. I was aware of this about a year before the Clinical Diagnostics lab results leak.
Someone with access to my Dutch bank’s computer systems. Possibly an employee at the Ceintuurbaan branch in Amsterdam.
Someone with access to the computer systems at Greenwheels in the Netherlands and the ability to make bills disappear, locate cars and access cars remotely.
Someone with access to the computer systems of Specsavers in the Netherlands or someone who intercepted their communications with me and then pretended to be from Specsavers in that person’s communications with me. My money is on the latter.
A then still very young dude called Louis S in Portsmouth. He sat next to me once telling me a lot of strange stuff to do with his girlfriend; it was pretty bonkers. This is why I think he is part of this harassment gang. He also contacted me via Freecycle once and collected a bird cage from my home. There was a LOT of abuse regarding “cages” in Portsmouth and “cage” turned out to be sexual slang that stands for “vagina” or more generally the female crotch area.
Then there was some stuff with people pestering me who were (probably) impersonating staff from Google in Amsterdam Zuid and Hadrian Security in central Amsterdam. (I reported it to the police, just in case, because one of them – Eden Stroet aka Mrs Skelli – has been harassed and impersonated before.) Interestingly, both Eden Stroet and Felicity Meadows – see below – are part of the LGBTIQ+ community. I’m not.
Article in InfoSec Magazine: https://www.infosecurity-magazine.com/magazine-features/trolling-sexual-harassment-and/
Article in Dutch magazine Quote: https://www.quotenet.nl/zakelijk/a42630058/hadrian-hackers-startup-investering/
Article in English: https://starthub.london.edu/hadrian-a-tech-startup-co-founded-by-lbs-mba-students-raises-e2-5m-pre-seed-funding/
Article in English: https://starthub.london.edu/founder-spotlight-series-an-interview-with-rogier-fischer-mba2022-co-founder-and-ceo-of-hadrian/
Article in Dutch: https://www.bndestem.nl/overig/17-jarige-verdient-duizenden-euro-s-als-goede-hacker~ae7c7425/
Article in Dutch: https://www.vice.com/nl/article/het-klinkt-gewoon-heel-tof-om-je-eigen-overheid-te-hacken/
Article in English: https://www.sciencedirect.com:5037/science/article/abs/pii/S026840121930283X
There had been a few play-acting jerks at the library before. I ignored them. What else could I have done? Grab a nearby chair and beat them to death with it? I don’t think so.
There is also a con artist who I have seen several times in Portsmouth. Has short blond hair, looks Nordic. Broad-hipped, short blond hair, big-boned. Puts up a really good act. Has visited my home to drop off a dog that I looked after for a while. Has also pretended to be a social worker (which is a criminal offence) and several other things. Must be in her forties now. Nasty bitch.
J Lane aka Jan Lane aka Janet Lane. That is possibly a pseudonym for a Portsmouth-based female programmer whose middle name is Janet. Janet Lane is a YouTube troll, too, though. Bad sign.
The programmer in Portsmouth has actually been supporting me financially since the start of 2025, and I’m grateful for that. She’s into LGBTIQ+ (including trans) topics. Felicity Meadows is her name. I don’t think I’ve ever met her.
Someone at Keiretsu Europe BV in the Netherlands. Sent me a gift card on my birthday. Creepy. I gave it away after having verified in a RITUALS store that there actually was something on it. 10 euro. RITUALS was the only store available to me, where I could use the card, but it has no products under 10 euro. Now look up what “keiretsu” means: https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Keiretsu. Several times over the past ten years or so, I received the message “We are LinkedIn and you’re not.” Yep, they’d totally destroyed what was left of my network by then, almost entirely in other countries, plus once you get into your fifties, people in your life start passing away, even though many of my connections were younger because I’d gone to university later.
Two brothers in England, one of which is a hacker and a third person who each are a little or highly divergent in some way. I don’t know what exactly. They can’t help it; they did not create themselves. Of one, I initially thought that he had dissociative identity disorder. (I know someone in the Netherlands who has that.) In reality, he may have NPD with autism. I don’t know. I have known one of these three people for a long time. I don’t really know the other two, even though they may feel very strongly that I do, because they have interacted with me a lot but that was remotely and I wasn’t exactly socializing with them. It’s easy to be mistaken about people. These three are also in a way my adopted brothers and sister, though. In a parallel life, they could have been family. (This is an attempt at inclusivity. I have two real siblings, but we have very different values and by now, we have as good as nothing left in common.)I could say a lot more about things they did and didn’t do, but there is no more point.
A group of unhinged unknown individuals who claimed to have been sexually abused as children. I have no idea whether that is true or just a sick joke.
Someone with access to the computer systems at Southampton University (Department of Medicine, Vision Science). Angela Cree?
Someone at my GP office (Osborne ) namely a woman who was logged in as Anna-Marie Clarke. She no longer works there. She tried to make me believe that I had a form of blood cancer after my blood results came back and showed some deviations in my white blood cells. She did later apologize, but she’s clearly a very sick bitch.
Someone with access to the computer systems at Barclays Business? No. I think that there just was a lot of crazy fear about money-laundering. That started kicking in all over the world after 9-11. I was probably suspect because I had almost exclusively international clients – with at least one payment coming from a research institute in the Dominican Republic at the time – and was a foreigner.
Someone with access to the computer systems at NatWest? Possibly, but more frequently, someone intercepted their communications with me and then pretended to be from NatWest in that person’s communications with me. Phone calls. To get around this, I would always walk into the branch. The first suspicious call already arrived when I was still in Southampton. Shortly after, a payment of about 2000 pounds disappeared, but it popped up again a week later.
Someone with access to the computer systems at HMRC VAT Services who changed my contact details there. It is possible that this was accomplished with the aid of data from my stolen postal mail and/or publicly available information.
. . .
Someone at Virgin Media Business who put a message on my landline telling me that I was at death’s door. That’s a computer game, for those who don’t know. There was no more space in my vagina. Ha ha. I also got stuff about cobwebs in my vagina and about golden showers. Teenage stuff. They also put a stupid warning tone on my phone when I was in a call with someone in Florida (T.C.) and later kept disconnecting my conversation with someone in California (N.B., who I knew from Florida) so that I could keep “reconnecting” with the person. Over and over and over, whether we called, used video software, anything. Ha ha.
Someone with access to the computer systems at the bookkeeping department at the University of Twente? No. Someone called me pretending to be from the bookkeeping department at the University of Twente, but when I called back a few times, I couldn’t get through. We’d get disconnected as soon as someone at the University answered the phone.
SH in Almelo. (She’s NOT your friend, Marianne. She talks trash about you. She lies, too. She’s talented but manipulative, and she is personally vulnerable, which simply goes with her profession. SB is your friend. SH isn’t.)
Someone with access to (control over) the public library system in Portsmouth. I’ll spare you details but yes, I’m 100% sure. There was also access to the civic offices systems. Yes, 100% sure.
Someone with access to the electricity companies in the UK, possibly. My electricity account got transferred repeatedly and I’d have to hunt down which company my account had been transferred to this time. Answer: There is a national database in which staff can actually look it up, but most power company employees don’t know that. Because the information you need to transfer someone else’s account is publicly available, it might not have been done by someone with access to the company’s systems.
Infuriatingly, if you tell such companies that their security sucks, staff there tends to think you’re an old cow who doesn’t get it, and dismiss you as annoying, but they are the ones who don’t get it.
. . .
The people or person who picked my locks for over 13 years at three addresses. I suspect that this was mostly CH. Lock-picking is a favourite hobby of many hackers.
. . .
The people or person who used angle grinders to cut into live animals and tear off their heads from their bodies. This may be simply people with Pompey dots.
How these hackers get you? If they know where you are, they drive around or park a car near you and then start scanning who’s in the air. In 2023, I’d previously noticed a dark car parked outside after dark quite often, which was conspicuous. In Portsmouth, Id seen a cop do that and he was on his laptop (but they are relatively clumsy; when they hacked into my phone, it was very obvious; a few in plainclothes started following me around at the same time as my phone got hacked, right after I had stopped by at the station again, and one of them called me a fucking liar). In Amsterdam, I once saw a white Tesla shoot off after I was experiencing interference. Never saw it again. On one of those occasions the name of the hotspots of one of my phones was changed. I’ve seen a scanner network in the air in Portsmouth, when I activated wifi. I didn’t have a wifi network at home, I tethered via USB after I lost my broadband and landline.
People who I will never forgive within this context but will forget
Suzanne J.M.H. Hulscher
Robert Gerald Van Cortlandt Vernon-Jackson
Suzanne would be well advised to watch this video and pay attention to what is said at 8 minutes in. She’ll likely think that I mean this to refer to her, but she’d be wrong. And with that, I erase her from my memory. I’m not suggesting that anything like what happened to Mme Pelicot happened to me, but that there are a lot of twisted people out there who can operate as part of networks as we now know (not just for example 4chan or 764 and other The Com groups) and who do things that are so far-fetched and evil that most people are convinced that nobody does such far-fetched and evil things – and THAT makes it possible for people to do far-fetched evil things and get away with it.
Someone with access to my Dutch bank’s computer systems. Possibly an employee at the Ceintuurbaan branch in Amsterdam.
Someone with access to the computer systems at Greenwheels in the Netherlands and the ability to make bills disappear, locate cars and access cars remotely.
Someone with access to the computer systems of Specsavers in the Netherlands or someone who intercepted their communications with me and then pretended to be from Specsavers in that person’s communications with me. My money is on the latter.
A then still very young dude called Louis S in Portsmouth. He sat next to me once telling me a lot of strange stuff to do with his girlfriend; it was pretty bonkers. This is why I think he is part of this harassment gang. He also contacted me via Freecycle once and collected a bird cage from my home. There was a LOT of abuse regarding “cages” in Portsmouth and “cage” turned out to be sexual slang that stands for “vagina” or more generally the female crotch area.
Then there was some stuff with people pestering me who were (probably) impersonating staff from Google in Amsterdam Zuid and Hadrian Security in central Amsterdam. (I reported it to the police, just in case, because one of them – Eden Stroet aka Mrs Skelli – has been harassed and impersonated before.) Interestingly, both Eden Stroet and Felicity Meadows – see below – are part of the LGBTIQ+ community. I’m not.
Article in InfoSec Magazine: https://www.infosecurity-magazine.com/magazine-features/trolling-sexual-harassment-and/
Article in Dutch magazine Quote: https://www.quotenet.nl/zakelijk/a42630058/hadrian-hackers-startup-investering/
Article in English: https://starthub.london.edu/hadrian-a-tech-startup-co-founded-by-lbs-mba-students-raises-e2-5m-pre-seed-funding/
Article in English: https://starthub.london.edu/founder-spotlight-series-an-interview-with-rogier-fischer-mba2022-co-founder-and-ceo-of-hadrian/
Article in Dutch: https://www.bndestem.nl/overig/17-jarige-verdient-duizenden-euro-s-als-goede-hacker~ae7c7425/
Article in Dutch: https://www.vice.com/nl/article/het-klinkt-gewoon-heel-tof-om-je-eigen-overheid-te-hacken/
Article in English: https://www.sciencedirect.com:5037/science/article/abs/pii/S026840121930283X
There had been a few play-acting jerks at the library before. I ignored them. What else could I have done? Grab a nearby chair and beat them to death with it? I don’t think so.
There is also a con artist who I have seen several times in Portsmouth. Has short blond hair, looks Nordic. Broad-hipped, short blond hair, big-boned. Puts up a really good act. Has visited my home to drop off a dog that I looked after for a while. Has also pretended to be a social worker (which is a criminal offence) and several other things. Must be in her forties now. Nasty bitch.
J Lane aka Jan Lane aka Janet Lane. That is possibly a pseudonym for a Portsmouth-based female programmer whose middle name is Janet. Janet Lane is a YouTube troll, too, though. Bad sign.
The programmer in Portsmouth has actually been supporting me financially since the start of 2025, and I’m grateful for that. She’s into LGBTIQ+ (including trans) topics. Felicity Meadows is her name. I don’t think I’ve ever met her.
Someone at Keiretsu Europe BV in the Netherlands. Sent me a gift card on my birthday. Creepy. I gave it away after having verified in a RITUALS store that there actually was something on it. 10 euro. RITUALS was the only store available to me, where I could use the card, but it has no products under 10 euro. Now look up what “keiretsu” means: https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Keiretsu. Several times over the past ten years or so, I received the message “We are LinkedIn and you’re not.” Yep, they’d totally destroyed what was left of my network by then, almost entirely in other countries, plus once you get into your fifties, people in your life start passing away, even though many of my connections were younger because I’d gone to university later.
Two brothers in England, one of which is a hacker and a third person who each are a little or highly divergent in some way. I don’t know what exactly. They can’t help it; they did not create themselves. Of one, I initially thought that he had dissociative identity disorder. (I know someone in the Netherlands who has that.) In reality, he may have NPD with autism. I don’t know. I have known one of these three people for a long time. I don’t really know the other two, even though they may feel very strongly that I do, because they have interacted with me a lot but that was remotely and I wasn’t exactly socializing with them. It’s easy to be mistaken about people. These three are also in a way my adopted brothers and sister, though. In a parallel life, they could have been family. (This is an attempt at inclusivity. I have two real siblings, but we have very different values and by now, we have as good as nothing left in common.)I could say a lot more about things they did and didn’t do, but there is no more point.
A group of unhinged unknown individuals who claimed to have been sexually abused as children. I have no idea whether that is true or just a sick joke.
Someone with access to the computer systems at Southampton University (Department of Medicine, Vision Science). Angela Cree?
Someone at my GP office (Osborne ) namely a woman who was logged in as Anna-Marie Clarke. She no longer works there. She tried to make me believe that I had a form of blood cancer after my blood results came back and showed some deviations in my white blood cells. She did later apologize, but she’s clearly a very sick bitch.
Someone with access to the computer systems at Barclays Business? No. I think that there just was a lot of crazy fear about money-laundering. That started kicking in all over the world after 9-11. I was probably suspect because I had almost exclusively international clients – with at least one payment coming from a research institute in the Dominican Republic at the time – and was a foreigner.
Someone with access to the computer systems at NatWest? Possibly, but more frequently, someone intercepted their communications with me and then pretended to be from NatWest in that person’s communications with me. Phone calls. To get around this, I would always walk into the branch. The first suspicious call already arrived when I was still in Southampton. Shortly after, a payment of about 2000 pounds disappeared, but it popped up again a week later.
Someone with access to the computer systems at HMRC VAT Services who changed my contact details there. It is possible that this was accomplished with the aid of data from my stolen postal mail and/or publicly available information.
. . .
Someone at Virgin Media Business who put a message on my landline telling me that I was at death’s door. That’s a computer game, for those who don’t know. There was no more space in my vagina. Ha ha. I also got stuff about cobwebs in my vagina and about golden showers. Teenage stuff. They also put a stupid warning tone on my phone when I was in a call with someone in Florida (T.C.) and later kept disconnecting my conversation with someone in California (N.B., who I knew from Florida) so that I could keep “reconnecting” with the person. Over and over and over, whether we called, used video software, anything. Ha ha.
Someone with access to the computer systems at the bookkeeping department at the University of Twente? No. Someone called me pretending to be from the bookkeeping department at the University of Twente, but when I called back a few times, I couldn’t get through. We’d get disconnected as soon as someone at the University answered the phone.
SH in Almelo. (She’s NOT your friend, Marianne. She talks trash about you. She lies, too. She’s talented but manipulative, and she is personally vulnerable, which simply goes with her profession. SB is your friend. SH isn’t.)
Someone with access to (control over) the public library system in Portsmouth. I’ll spare you details but yes, I’m 100% sure. There was also access to the civic offices systems. Yes, 100% sure.
Someone with access to the electricity companies in the UK, possibly. My electricity account got transferred repeatedly and I’d have to hunt down which company my account had been transferred to this time. Answer: There is a national database in which staff can actually look it up, but most power company employees don’t know that. Because the information you need to transfer someone else’s account is publicly available, it might not have been done by someone with access to the company’s systems.
Infuriatingly, if you tell such companies that their security sucks, staff there tends to think you’re an old cow who doesn’t get it, and dismiss you as annoying, but they are the ones who don’t get it.
. . .
The people or person who picked my locks for over 13 years at three addresses. I suspect that this was mostly CH. Lock-picking is a favourite hobby of many hackers.
. . .
The people or person who used angle grinders to cut into live animals and tear off their heads from their bodies. This may be simply people with Pompey dots.
How these hackers get you? If they know where you are, they drive around or park a car near you and then start scanning who’s in the air. In 2023, I’d previously noticed a dark car parked outside after dark quite often, which was conspicuous. In Portsmouth, Id seen a cop do that and he was on his laptop (but they are relatively clumsy; when they hacked into my phone, it was very obvious; a few in plainclothes started following me around at the same time as my phone got hacked, right after I had stopped by at the station again, and one of them called me a fucking liar). In Amsterdam, I once saw a white Tesla shoot off after I was experiencing interference. Never saw it again. On one of those occasions the name of the hotspots of one of my phones was changed. I’ve seen a scanner network in the air in Portsmouth, when I activated wifi. I didn’t have a wifi network at home, I tethered via USB after I lost my broadband and landline.
People who I will never forgive within this context but will forget
Suzanne J.M.H. Hulscher
Robert Gerald Van Cortlandt Vernon-Jackson
Suzanne would be well advised to watch this video and pay attention to what is said at 8 minutes in. She’ll likely think that I mean this to refer to her, but she’d be wrong. And with that, I erase her from my memory. I’m not suggesting that anything like what happened to Mme Pelicot happened to me, but that there are a lot of twisted people out there who can operate as part of networks as we now know (not just for example 4chan or 764 and other The Com groups) and who do things that are so far-fetched and evil that most people are convinced that nobody does such far-fetched and evil things – and THAT makes it possible for people to do far-fetched evil things and get away with it.
First of all, I do my best not to hate anyone within this context. Why? Because hate is soul-destroying and serves no purpose.
It is now February 2026. This all began on 9 June 2008, whatever it is. There is still some digital and IRL interference, but it is nowhere near as extensive as it was in Portsmouth. Also, the IRL stuff is now often or maybe exclusively carried out by people who haven’t the foggiest idea as to who I am. It makes it easier to ignore, somehow. What’s more, some merely tagged on and aren’t related at all to how this started.
They say that if you become stalked in any way, keeping a record is crucial. That is the worst possible advice I’ve ever read in any kind of context, other than injecting yourself with bleach and such nonsense to cure yourself of infections because “bleach cleans and disinfects”.
At the end of 2009, there were a few weeks in which there seemed to be a legitimate positive purpose behind the obsessive interference with my life. After that, it accelerated increasingly into sadism and manipulation etc. If I hadn’t lost my home in 2010, I’d have lost my sanity. Someone was literally trying to drive me crazy.
That year, I sat down one evening and started writing up everything that had happened, with screenshots and code. A few hours later, I had over 200 pages of documentation and I’d only covered a short amount of time. I screamed. All that the record-keeping did was emphasize my powerlessness. I couldn’t even take it to the police.
Maybe I should have kept a record of who was abusing me IRL, but I didn’t know most of the people involved and the idea of taking photographs of them didn’t occur to me until much later. Besides, I only got my first smartphone at the end of 2009. Below is a list of some of them, however.
Nathan, a bald Portsmouth-based Royal Mail employee who actively interfered with my postal mail. Yes, I am 100% certain of this.
Someone with access to the Amphia Hospital computer systems (Breda, Netherlands). Yes, I’m 100% certain of this. I was aware of this about a year before the Clinical Diagnostics lab results leak.
Someone with access to my Dutch bank’s computer systems. Possibly an employee at the Ceintuurbaan branch in Amsterdam.
Someone with access to the computer systems at Greenwheels in the Netherlands and the ability to make bills disappear, locate cars and access cars remotely.
Someone with access to the computer systems of Specsavers in the Netherlands or someone who intercepted their communications with me and then pretended to be from Specsavers in that person’s communications with me. My money is on the latter.
A then still very young dude called Louis S in Portsmouth. He sat next to me once telling me a lot of strange stuff to do with his girlfriend; it was pretty bonkers. This is why I think he is part of this harassment gang. He also contacted me via Freecycle once and collected a bird cage from my home. There was a LOT of abuse regarding “cages” in Portsmouth and “cage” turned out to be sexual slang that stands for “vagina” or more generally the female crotch area.
Then there was some stuff with people pestering me who were (probably) impersonating staff from Google in Amsterdam Zuid and Hadrian Security in central Amsterdam. (I reported it to the police, just in case, because one of them – Eden Stroet aka Mrs Skelli – has been harassed and impersonated before.) Interestingly, both Eden Stroet and Felicity Meadows – see below – are part of the LGBTIQ+ community. I’m not.
Article in InfoSec Magazine: https://www.infosecurity-magazine.com/magazine-features/trolling-sexual-harassment-and/
Article in Dutch magazine Quote: https://www.quotenet.nl/zakelijk/a42630058/hadrian-hackers-startup-investering/
Article in English: https://starthub.london.edu/hadrian-a-tech-startup-co-founded-by-lbs-mba-students-raises-e2-5m-pre-seed-funding/
Article in English: https://starthub.london.edu/founder-spotlight-series-an-interview-with-rogier-fischer-mba2022-co-founder-and-ceo-of-hadrian/
Article in Dutch: https://www.bndestem.nl/overig/17-jarige-verdient-duizenden-euro-s-als-goede-hacker~ae7c7425/
Article in Dutch: https://www.vice.com/nl/article/het-klinkt-gewoon-heel-tof-om-je-eigen-overheid-te-hacken/
Article in English: https://www.sciencedirect.com:5037/science/article/abs/pii/S026840121930283X
There had been a few play-acting jerks at the library before. I ignored them. What else could I have done? Grab a nearby chair and beat them to death with it? I don’t think so.
There is also a con artist who I have seen several times in Portsmouth. Has short blond hair, looks Nordic. Broad-hipped, short blond hair, big-boned. Puts up a really good act. Has visited my home to drop off a dog that I looked after for a while. Has also pretended to be a social worker (which is a criminal offence) and several other things. Must be in her forties now. Nasty bitch.
J Lane aka Jan Lane aka Janet Lane. That is possibly a pseudonym for a Portsmouth-based female programmer whose middle name is Janet. Janet Lane is a YouTube troll, too, though. Bad sign.
The programmer in Portsmouth has actually been supporting me financially since the start of 2025, and I’m grateful for that. She’s into LGBTIQ+ (including trans) topics. Felicity Meadows is her name. I don’t think I’ve ever met her.
Someone at Keiretsu Europe BV in the Netherlands. Sent me a gift card on my birthday. Creepy. I gave it away after having verified in a RITUALS store that there actually was something on it. 10 euro. RITUALS was the only store available to me, where I could use the card, but it has no products under 10 euro. Now look up what “keiretsu” means: https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Keiretsu. Several times over the past ten years or so, I received the message “We are LinkedIn and you’re not.” Yep, they’d totally destroyed what was left of my network by then, almost entirely in other countries, plus once you get into your fifties, people in your life start passing away, even though many of my connections were younger because I’d gone to university later.
Two brothers in England, one of which is a hacker and a third person who each are a little or highly divergent in some way. I don’t know what exactly. They can’t help it; they did not create themselves. Of one, I initially thought that he had dissociative identity disorder. (I know someone in the Netherlands who has that.) In reality, he may have NPD with autism. I don’t know. I have known one of these three people for a long time. I don’t really know the other two, even though they may feel very strongly that I do, because they have interacted with me a lot but that was remotely and I wasn’t exactly socializing with them. It’s easy to be mistaken about people. These three are also in a way my adopted brothers and sister, though. In a parallel life, they could have been family. (This is an attempt at inclusivity. I have two real siblings, but we have very different values and by now, we have as good as nothing left in common.)I could say a lot more about things they did and didn’t do, but there is no more point.
A group of unhinged unknown individuals who claimed to have been sexually abused as children. I have no idea whether that is true or just a sick joke.
Someone with access to the computer systems at Southampton University (Department of Medicine, Vision Science). Angela Cree?
Someone at my GP office (Osborne ) namely a woman who was logged in as Anna-Marie Clarke. She no longer works there. She tried to make me believe that I had a form of blood cancer after my blood results came back and showed some deviations in my white blood cells. She did later apologize, but she’s clearly a very sick bitch.
Someone with access to the computer systems at Barclays Business? No. I think that there just was a lot of crazy fear about money-laundering. That started kicking in all over the world after 9-11. I was probably suspect because I had almost exclusively international clients – with at least one payment coming from a research institute in the Dominican Republic at the time – and was a foreigner.
Someone with access to the computer systems at NatWest? Possibly, but more frequently, someone intercepted their communications with me and then pretended to be from NatWest in that person’s communications with me. Phone calls. To get around this, I would always walk into the branch. The first suspicious call already arrived when I was still in Southampton. Shortly after, a payment of about 2000 pounds disappeared, but it popped up again a week later.
Someone with access to the computer systems at HMRC VAT Services who changed my contact details there. It is possible that this was accomplished with the aid of data from my stolen postal mail and/or publicly available information.
. . .
Someone at Virgin Media Business who put a message on my landline telling me that I was at death’s door. That’s a computer game, for those who don’t know. There was no more space in my vagina. Ha ha. I also got stuff about cobwebs in my vagina and about golden showers. Teenage stuff. They also put a stupid warning tone on my phone when I was in a call with someone in Florida (T.C.) and later kept disconnecting my conversation with someone in California (N.B., who I knew from Florida) so that I could keep “reconnecting” with the person. Over and over and over, whether we called, used video software, anything. Ha ha.
Someone with access to the computer systems at the bookkeeping department at the University of Twente? No. Someone called me pretending to be from the bookkeeping department at the University of Twente, but when I called back a few times, I couldn’t get through. We’d get disconnected as soon as someone at the University answered the phone.
SH in Almelo. (She’s NOT your friend, Marianne. She talks trash about you. She lies, too. She’s talented but manipulative, and she is personally vulnerable, which simply goes with her profession. SB is your friend. SH isn’t.)
Someone with access to (control over) the public library system in Portsmouth. I’ll spare you details but yes, I’m 100% sure. There was also access to the civic offices systems. Yes, 100% sure.
Someone with access to the electricity companies in the UK, possibly. My electricity account got transferred repeatedly and I’d have to hunt down which company my account had been transferred to this time. Answer: There is a national database in which staff can actually look it up, but most power company employees don’t know that. Because the information you need to transfer someone else’s account is publicly available, it might not have been done by someone with access to the company’s systems.
Infuriatingly, if you tell such companies that their security sucks, staff there tends to think you’re an old cow who doesn’t get it, and dismiss you as annoying, but they are the ones who don’t get it.
. . .
The people or person who picked my locks for over 13 years at three addresses. I suspect that this was mostly CH. Lock-picking is a favourite hobby of many hackers.
. . .
The people or person who used angle grinders to cut into live animals and tear off their heads from their bodies. This may be simply people with Pompey dots.
How these hackers get you? If they know where you are, they drive around or park a car near you and then start scanning who’s in the air. In 2023, I’d previously noticed a dark car parked outside after dark quite often, which was conspicuous. In Portsmouth, Id seen a cop do that and he was on his laptop (but they are relatively clumsy; when they hacked into my phone, it was very obvious; a few in plainclothes started following me around at the same time as my phone got hacked, right after I had stopped by at the station again, and one of them called me a fucking liar). In Amsterdam, I once saw a white Tesla shoot off after I was experiencing interference. Never saw it again. On one of those occasions the name of the hotspots of one of my phones was changed. I’ve seen a scanner network in the air in Portsmouth, when I activated wifi. I didn’t have a wifi network at home, I tethered via USB after I lost my broadband and landline.
People who I will never forgive within this context but will forget
Suzanne J.M.H. Hulscher
Robert Gerald Van Cortlandt Vernon-Jackson
Suzanne would be well advised to watch this video and pay attention to what is said at 8 minutes in. She’ll likely think that I mean this to refer to her, but she’d be wrong. And with that, I erase her from my memory. I’m not suggesting that anything like what happened to Mme Pelicot happened to me, but that there are a lot of twisted people out there who can operate as part of networks as we now know (not just for example 4chan or 764 and other The Com groups) and who do things that are so far-fetched and evil that most people are convinced that nobody does such far-fetched and evil things – and THAT makes it possible for people to do far-fetched evil things and get away with it.
Someone with access to the Amphia Hospital computer systems (Breda, Netherlands). Yes, I’m 100% certain of this. I was aware of this about a year before the Clinical Diagnostics lab results leak.
Someone with access to my Dutch bank’s computer systems. Possibly an employee at the Ceintuurbaan branch in Amsterdam.
Someone with access to the computer systems at Greenwheels in the Netherlands and the ability to make bills disappear, locate cars and access cars remotely.
Someone with access to the computer systems of Specsavers in the Netherlands or someone who intercepted their communications with me and then pretended to be from Specsavers in that person’s communications with me. My money is on the latter.
A then still very young dude called Louis S in Portsmouth. He sat next to me once telling me a lot of strange stuff to do with his girlfriend; it was pretty bonkers. This is why I think he is part of this harassment gang. He also contacted me via Freecycle once and collected a bird cage from my home. There was a LOT of abuse regarding “cages” in Portsmouth and “cage” turned out to be sexual slang that stands for “vagina” or more generally the female crotch area.
Then there was some stuff with people pestering me who were (probably) impersonating staff from Google in Amsterdam Zuid and Hadrian Security in central Amsterdam. (I reported it to the police, just in case, because one of them – Eden Stroet aka Mrs Skelli – has been harassed and impersonated before.) Interestingly, both Eden Stroet and Felicity Meadows – see below – are part of the LGBTIQ+ community. I’m not.
Article in InfoSec Magazine: https://www.infosecurity-magazine.com/magazine-features/trolling-sexual-harassment-and/
Article in Dutch magazine Quote: https://www.quotenet.nl/zakelijk/a42630058/hadrian-hackers-startup-investering/
Article in English: https://starthub.london.edu/hadrian-a-tech-startup-co-founded-by-lbs-mba-students-raises-e2-5m-pre-seed-funding/
Article in English: https://starthub.london.edu/founder-spotlight-series-an-interview-with-rogier-fischer-mba2022-co-founder-and-ceo-of-hadrian/
Article in Dutch: https://www.bndestem.nl/overig/17-jarige-verdient-duizenden-euro-s-als-goede-hacker~ae7c7425/
Article in Dutch: https://www.vice.com/nl/article/het-klinkt-gewoon-heel-tof-om-je-eigen-overheid-te-hacken/
Article in English: https://www.sciencedirect.com:5037/science/article/abs/pii/S026840121930283X
There had been a few play-acting jerks at the library before. I ignored them. What else could I have done? Grab a nearby chair and beat them to death with it? I don’t think so.
There is also a con artist who I have seen several times in Portsmouth. Has short blond hair, looks Nordic. Broad-hipped, short blond hair, big-boned. Puts up a really good act. Has visited my home to drop off a dog that I looked after for a while. Has also pretended to be a social worker (which is a criminal offence) and several other things. Must be in her forties now. Nasty bitch.
J Lane aka Jan Lane aka Janet Lane. That is possibly a pseudonym for a Portsmouth-based female programmer whose middle name is Janet. Janet Lane is a YouTube troll, too, though. Bad sign.
The programmer in Portsmouth has actually been supporting me financially since the start of 2025, and I’m grateful for that. She’s into LGBTIQ+ (including trans) topics. Felicity Meadows is her name. I don’t think I’ve ever met her.
Someone at Keiretsu Europe BV in the Netherlands. Sent me a gift card on my birthday. Creepy. I gave it away after having verified in a RITUALS store that there actually was something on it. 10 euro. RITUALS was the only store available to me, where I could use the card, but it has no products under 10 euro. Now look up what “keiretsu” means: https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Keiretsu. Several times over the past ten years or so, I received the message “We are LinkedIn and you’re not.” Yep, they’d totally destroyed what was left of my network by then, almost entirely in other countries, plus once you get into your fifties, people in your life start passing away, even though many of my connections were younger because I’d gone to university later.
Two brothers in England, one of which is a hacker and a third person who each are a little or highly divergent in some way. I don’t know what exactly. They can’t help it; they did not create themselves. Of one, I initially thought that he had dissociative identity disorder. (I know someone in the Netherlands who has that.) In reality, he may have NPD with autism. I don’t know. I have known one of these three people for a long time. I don’t really know the other two, even though they may feel very strongly that I do, because they have interacted with me a lot but that was remotely and I wasn’t exactly socializing with them. It’s easy to be mistaken about people. These three are also in a way my adopted brothers and sister, though. In a parallel life, they could have been family. (This is an attempt at inclusivity. I have two real siblings, but we have very different values and by now, we have as good as nothing left in common.)I could say a lot more about things they did and didn’t do, but there is no more point.
A group of unhinged unknown individuals who claimed to have been sexually abused as children. I have no idea whether that is true or just a sick joke.
Someone with access to the computer systems at Southampton University (Department of Medicine, Vision Science). Angela Cree?
Someone at my GP office (Osborne ) namely a woman who was logged in as Anna-Marie Clarke. She no longer works there. She tried to make me believe that I had a form of blood cancer after my blood results came back and showed some deviations in my white blood cells. She did later apologize, but she’s clearly a very sick bitch.
Someone with access to the computer systems at Barclays Business? No. I think that there just was a lot of crazy fear about money-laundering. That started kicking in all over the world after 9-11. I was probably suspect because I had almost exclusively international clients – with at least one payment coming from a research institute in the Dominican Republic at the time – and was a foreigner.
Someone with access to the computer systems at NatWest? Possibly, but more frequently, someone intercepted their communications with me and then pretended to be from NatWest in that person’s communications with me. Phone calls. To get around this, I would always walk into the branch. The first suspicious call already arrived when I was still in Southampton. Shortly after, a payment of about 2000 pounds disappeared, but it popped up again a week later.
Someone with access to the computer systems at HMRC VAT Services who changed my contact details there. It is possible that this was accomplished with the aid of data from my stolen postal mail and/or publicly available information.
. . .
Someone at Virgin Media Business who put a message on my landline telling me that I was at death’s door. That’s a computer game, for those who don’t know. There was no more space in my vagina. Ha ha. I also got stuff about cobwebs in my vagina and about golden showers. Teenage stuff. They also put a stupid warning tone on my phone when I was in a call with someone in Florida (T.C.) and later kept disconnecting my conversation with someone in California (N.B., who I knew from Florida) so that I could keep “reconnecting” with the person. Over and over and over, whether we called, used video software, anything. Ha ha.
Someone with access to the computer systems at the bookkeeping department at the University of Twente? No. Someone called me pretending to be from the bookkeeping department at the University of Twente, but when I called back a few times, I couldn’t get through. We’d get disconnected as soon as someone at the University answered the phone.
SH in Almelo. (She’s NOT your friend, Marianne. She talks trash about you. She lies, too. She’s talented but manipulative, and she is personally vulnerable, which simply goes with her profession. SB is your friend. SH isn’t.)
Someone with access to (control over) the public library system in Portsmouth. I’ll spare you details but yes, I’m 100% sure. There was also access to the civic offices systems. Yes, 100% sure.
Someone with access to the electricity companies in the UK, possibly. My electricity account got transferred repeatedly and I’d have to hunt down which company my account had been transferred to this time. Answer: There is a national database in which staff can actually look it up, but most power company employees don’t know that. Because the information you need to transfer someone else’s account is publicly available, it might not have been done by someone with access to the company’s systems.
Infuriatingly, if you tell such companies that their security sucks, staff there tends to think you’re an old cow who doesn’t get it, and dismiss you as annoying, but they are the ones who don’t get it.
. . .
The people or person who picked my locks for over 13 years at three addresses. I suspect that this was mostly CH. Lock-picking is a favourite hobby of many hackers.
. . .
The people or person who used angle grinders to cut into live animals and tear off their heads from their bodies. This may be simply people with Pompey dots.
How these hackers get you? If they know where you are, they drive around or park a car near you and then start scanning who’s in the air. In 2023, I’d previously noticed a dark car parked outside after dark quite often, which was conspicuous. In Portsmouth, Id seen a cop do that and he was on his laptop (but they are relatively clumsy; when they hacked into my phone, it was very obvious; a few in plainclothes started following me around at the same time as my phone got hacked, right after I had stopped by at the station again, and one of them called me a fucking liar). In Amsterdam, I once saw a white Tesla shoot off after I was experiencing interference. Never saw it again. On one of those occasions the name of the hotspots of one of my phones was changed. I’ve seen a scanner network in the air in Portsmouth, when I activated wifi. I didn’t have a wifi network at home, I tethered via USB after I lost my broadband and landline.
People who I will never forgive within this context but will forget
Suzanne J.M.H. Hulscher
Robert Gerald Van Cortlandt Vernon-Jackson
Suzanne would be well advised to watch this video and pay attention to what is said at 8 minutes in. She’ll likely think that I mean this to refer to her, but she’d be wrong. And with that, I erase her from my memory. I’m not suggesting that anything like what happened to Mme Pelicot happened to me, but that there are a lot of twisted people out there who can operate as part of networks as we now know (not just for example 4chan or 764 and other The Com groups) and who do things that are so far-fetched and evil that most people are convinced that nobody does such far-fetched and evil things – and THAT makes it possible for people to do far-fetched evil things and get away with it.
First of all, I do my best not to hate anyone within this context. Why? Because hate is soul-destroying and serves no purpose.
It is now February 2026. This all began on 9 June 2008, whatever it is. There is still some digital and IRL interference, but it is nowhere near as extensive as it was in Portsmouth. Also, the IRL stuff is now often or maybe exclusively carried out by people who haven’t the foggiest idea as to who I am. It makes it easier to ignore, somehow. What’s more, some merely tagged on and aren’t related at all to how this started.
They say that if you become stalked in any way, keeping a record is crucial. That is the worst possible advice I’ve ever read in any kind of context, other than injecting yourself with bleach and such nonsense to cure yourself of infections because “bleach cleans and disinfects”.
At the end of 2009, there were a few weeks in which there seemed to be a legitimate positive purpose behind the obsessive interference with my life. After that, it accelerated increasingly into sadism and manipulation etc. If I hadn’t lost my home in 2010, I’d have lost my sanity. Someone was literally trying to drive me crazy.
That year, I sat down one evening and started writing up everything that had happened, with screenshots and code. A few hours later, I had over 200 pages of documentation and I’d only covered a short amount of time. I screamed. All that the record-keeping did was emphasize my powerlessness. I couldn’t even take it to the police.
Maybe I should have kept a record of who was abusing me IRL, but I didn’t know most of the people involved and the idea of taking photographs of them didn’t occur to me until much later. Besides, I only got my first smartphone at the end of 2009. Below is a list of some of them, however.
Nathan, a bald Portsmouth-based Royal Mail employee who actively interfered with my postal mail. Yes, I am 100% certain of this.
Someone with access to the Amphia Hospital computer systems (Breda, Netherlands). Yes, I’m 100% certain of this. I was aware of this about a year before the Clinical Diagnostics lab results leak.
Someone with access to my Dutch bank’s computer systems. Possibly an employee at the Ceintuurbaan branch in Amsterdam.
Someone with access to the computer systems at Greenwheels in the Netherlands and the ability to make bills disappear, locate cars and access cars remotely.
Someone with access to the computer systems of Specsavers in the Netherlands or someone who intercepted their communications with me and then pretended to be from Specsavers in that person’s communications with me. My money is on the latter.
A then still very young dude called Louis S in Portsmouth. He sat next to me once telling me a lot of strange stuff to do with his girlfriend; it was pretty bonkers. This is why I think he is part of this harassment gang. He also contacted me via Freecycle once and collected a bird cage from my home. There was a LOT of abuse regarding “cages” in Portsmouth and “cage” turned out to be sexual slang that stands for “vagina” or more generally the female crotch area.
Then there was some stuff with people pestering me who were (probably) impersonating staff from Google in Amsterdam Zuid and Hadrian Security in central Amsterdam. (I reported it to the police, just in case, because one of them – Eden Stroet aka Mrs Skelli – has been harassed and impersonated before.) Interestingly, both Eden Stroet and Felicity Meadows – see below – are part of the LGBTIQ+ community. I’m not.
Article in InfoSec Magazine: https://www.infosecurity-magazine.com/magazine-features/trolling-sexual-harassment-and/
Article in Dutch magazine Quote: https://www.quotenet.nl/zakelijk/a42630058/hadrian-hackers-startup-investering/
Article in English: https://starthub.london.edu/hadrian-a-tech-startup-co-founded-by-lbs-mba-students-raises-e2-5m-pre-seed-funding/
Article in English: https://starthub.london.edu/founder-spotlight-series-an-interview-with-rogier-fischer-mba2022-co-founder-and-ceo-of-hadrian/
Article in Dutch: https://www.bndestem.nl/overig/17-jarige-verdient-duizenden-euro-s-als-goede-hacker~ae7c7425/
Article in Dutch: https://www.vice.com/nl/article/het-klinkt-gewoon-heel-tof-om-je-eigen-overheid-te-hacken/
Article in English: https://www.sciencedirect.com:5037/science/article/abs/pii/S026840121930283X
There had been a few play-acting jerks at the library before. I ignored them. What else could I have done? Grab a nearby chair and beat them to death with it? I don’t think so.
There is also a con artist who I have seen several times in Portsmouth. Has short blond hair, looks Nordic. Broad-hipped, short blond hair, big-boned. Puts up a really good act. Has visited my home to drop off a dog that I looked after for a while. Has also pretended to be a social worker (which is a criminal offence) and several other things. Must be in her forties now. Nasty bitch.
J Lane aka Jan Lane aka Janet Lane. That is possibly a pseudonym for a Portsmouth-based female programmer whose middle name is Janet. Janet Lane is a YouTube troll, too, though. Bad sign.
The programmer in Portsmouth has actually been supporting me financially since the start of 2025, and I’m grateful for that. She’s into LGBTIQ+ (including trans) topics. Felicity Meadows is her name. I don’t think I’ve ever met her.
Someone at Keiretsu Europe BV in the Netherlands. Sent me a gift card on my birthday. Creepy. I gave it away after having verified in a RITUALS store that there actually was something on it. 10 euro. RITUALS was the only store available to me, where I could use the card, but it has no products under 10 euro. Now look up what “keiretsu” means: https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Keiretsu. Several times over the past ten years or so, I received the message “We are LinkedIn and you’re not.” Yep, they’d totally destroyed what was left of my network by then, almost entirely in other countries, plus once you get into your fifties, people in your life start passing away, even though many of my connections were younger because I’d gone to university later.
Two brothers in England, one of which is a hacker and a third person who each are a little or highly divergent in some way. I don’t know what exactly. They can’t help it; they did not create themselves. Of one, I initially thought that he had dissociative identity disorder. (I know someone in the Netherlands who has that.) In reality, he may have NPD with autism. I don’t know. I have known one of these three people for a long time. I don’t really know the other two, even though they may feel very strongly that I do, because they have interacted with me a lot but that was remotely and I wasn’t exactly socializing with them. It’s easy to be mistaken about people. These three are also in a way my adopted brothers and sister, though. In a parallel life, they could have been family. (This is an attempt at inclusivity. I have two real siblings, but we have very different values and by now, we have as good as nothing left in common.)I could say a lot more about things they did and didn’t do, but there is no more point.
A group of unhinged unknown individuals who claimed to have been sexually abused as children. I have no idea whether that is true or just a sick joke.
Someone with access to the computer systems at Southampton University (Department of Medicine, Vision Science). Angela Cree?
Someone at my GP office (Osborne ) namely a woman who was logged in as Anna-Marie Clarke. She no longer works there. She tried to make me believe that I had a form of blood cancer after my blood results came back and showed some deviations in my white blood cells. She did later apologize, but she’s clearly a very sick bitch.
Someone with access to the computer systems at Barclays Business? No. I think that there just was a lot of crazy fear about money-laundering. That started kicking in all over the world after 9-11. I was probably suspect because I had almost exclusively international clients – with at least one payment coming from a research institute in the Dominican Republic at the time – and was a foreigner.
Someone with access to the computer systems at NatWest? Possibly, but more frequently, someone intercepted their communications with me and then pretended to be from NatWest in that person’s communications with me. Phone calls. To get around this, I would always walk into the branch. The first suspicious call already arrived when I was still in Southampton. Shortly after, a payment of about 2000 pounds disappeared, but it popped up again a week later.
Someone with access to the computer systems at HMRC VAT Services who changed my contact details there. It is possible that this was accomplished with the aid of data from my stolen postal mail and/or publicly available information.
. . .
Someone at Virgin Media Business who put a message on my landline telling me that I was at death’s door. That’s a computer game, for those who don’t know. There was no more space in my vagina. Ha ha. I also got stuff about cobwebs in my vagina and about golden showers. Teenage stuff. They also put a stupid warning tone on my phone when I was in a call with someone in Florida (T.C.) and later kept disconnecting my conversation with someone in California (N.B., who I knew from Florida) so that I could keep “reconnecting” with the person. Over and over and over, whether we called, used video software, anything. Ha ha.
Someone with access to the computer systems at the bookkeeping department at the University of Twente? No. Someone called me pretending to be from the bookkeeping department at the University of Twente, but when I called back a few times, I couldn’t get through. We’d get disconnected as soon as someone at the University answered the phone.
SH in Almelo. (She’s NOT your friend, Marianne. She talks trash about you. She lies, too. She’s talented but manipulative, and she is personally vulnerable, which simply goes with her profession. SB is your friend. SH isn’t.)
Someone with access to (control over) the public library system in Portsmouth. I’ll spare you details but yes, I’m 100% sure. There was also access to the civic offices systems. Yes, 100% sure.
Someone with access to the electricity companies in the UK, possibly. My electricity account got transferred repeatedly and I’d have to hunt down which company my account had been transferred to this time. Answer: There is a national database in which staff can actually look it up, but most power company employees don’t know that. Because the information you need to transfer someone else’s account is publicly available, it might not have been done by someone with access to the company’s systems.
Infuriatingly, if you tell such companies that their security sucks, staff there tends to think you’re an old cow who doesn’t get it, and dismiss you as annoying, but they are the ones who don’t get it.
. . .
The people or person who picked my locks for over 13 years at three addresses. I suspect that this was mostly CH. Lock-picking is a favourite hobby of many hackers.
. . .
The people or person who used angle grinders to cut into live animals and tear off their heads from their bodies. This may be simply people with Pompey dots.
How these hackers get you? If they know where you are, they drive around or park a car near you and then start scanning who’s in the air. In 2023, I’d previously noticed a dark car parked outside after dark quite often, which was conspicuous. In Portsmouth, Id seen a cop do that and he was on his laptop (but they are relatively clumsy; when they hacked into my phone, it was very obvious; a few in plainclothes started following me around at the same time as my phone got hacked, right after I had stopped by at the station again, and one of them called me a fucking liar). In Amsterdam, I once saw a white Tesla shoot off after I was experiencing interference. Never saw it again. On one of those occasions the name of the hotspots of one of my phones was changed. I’ve seen a scanner network in the air in Portsmouth, when I activated wifi. I didn’t have a wifi network at home, I tethered via USB after I lost my broadband and landline.
People who I will never forgive within this context but will forget
Suzanne J.M.H. Hulscher
Robert Gerald Van Cortlandt Vernon-Jackson
Suzanne would be well advised to watch this video and pay attention to what is said at 8 minutes in. She’ll likely think that I mean this to refer to her, but she’d be wrong. And with that, I erase her from my memory. I’m not suggesting that anything like what happened to Mme Pelicot happened to me, but that there are a lot of twisted people out there who can operate as part of networks as we now know (not just for example 4chan or 764 and other The Com groups) and who do things that are so far-fetched and evil that most people are convinced that nobody does such far-fetched and evil things – and THAT makes it possible for people to do far-fetched evil things and get away with it.
Nathan, a bald Portsmouth-based Royal Mail employee who actively interfered with my postal mail. Yes, I am 100% certain of this.
Someone with access to the Amphia Hospital computer systems (Breda, Netherlands). Yes, I’m 100% certain of this. I was aware of this about a year before the Clinical Diagnostics lab results leak.
Someone with access to my Dutch bank’s computer systems. Possibly an employee at the Ceintuurbaan branch in Amsterdam.
Someone with access to the computer systems at Greenwheels in the Netherlands and the ability to make bills disappear, locate cars and access cars remotely.
Someone with access to the computer systems of Specsavers in the Netherlands or someone who intercepted their communications with me and then pretended to be from Specsavers in that person’s communications with me. My money is on the latter.
A then still very young dude called Louis S in Portsmouth. He sat next to me once telling me a lot of strange stuff to do with his girlfriend; it was pretty bonkers. This is why I think he is part of this harassment gang. He also contacted me via Freecycle once and collected a bird cage from my home. There was a LOT of abuse regarding “cages” in Portsmouth and “cage” turned out to be sexual slang that stands for “vagina” or more generally the female crotch area.
Then there was some stuff with people pestering me who were (probably) impersonating staff from Google in Amsterdam Zuid and Hadrian Security in central Amsterdam. (I reported it to the police, just in case, because one of them – Eden Stroet aka Mrs Skelli – has been harassed and impersonated before.) Interestingly, both Eden Stroet and Felicity Meadows – see below – are part of the LGBTIQ+ community. I’m not.
Article in InfoSec Magazine: https://www.infosecurity-magazine.com/magazine-features/trolling-sexual-harassment-and/
Article in Dutch magazine Quote: https://www.quotenet.nl/zakelijk/a42630058/hadrian-hackers-startup-investering/
Article in English: https://starthub.london.edu/hadrian-a-tech-startup-co-founded-by-lbs-mba-students-raises-e2-5m-pre-seed-funding/
Article in English: https://starthub.london.edu/founder-spotlight-series-an-interview-with-rogier-fischer-mba2022-co-founder-and-ceo-of-hadrian/
Article in Dutch: https://www.bndestem.nl/overig/17-jarige-verdient-duizenden-euro-s-als-goede-hacker~ae7c7425/
Article in Dutch: https://www.vice.com/nl/article/het-klinkt-gewoon-heel-tof-om-je-eigen-overheid-te-hacken/
Article in English: https://www.sciencedirect.com:5037/science/article/abs/pii/S026840121930283X
There had been a few play-acting jerks at the library before. I ignored them. What else could I have done? Grab a nearby chair and beat them to death with it? I don’t think so.
There is also a con artist who I have seen several times in Portsmouth. Has short blond hair, looks Nordic. Broad-hipped, short blond hair, big-boned. Puts up a really good act. Has visited my home to drop off a dog that I looked after for a while. Has also pretended to be a social worker (which is a criminal offence) and several other things. Must be in her forties now. Nasty bitch.
J Lane aka Jan Lane aka Janet Lane. That is possibly a pseudonym for a Portsmouth-based female programmer whose middle name is Janet. Janet Lane is a YouTube troll, too, though. Bad sign.
The programmer in Portsmouth has actually been supporting me financially since the start of 2025, and I’m grateful for that. She’s into LGBTIQ+ (including trans) topics. Felicity Meadows is her name. I don’t think I’ve ever met her.
Someone at Keiretsu Europe BV in the Netherlands. Sent me a gift card on my birthday. Creepy. I gave it away after having verified in a RITUALS store that there actually was something on it. 10 euro. RITUALS was the only store available to me, where I could use the card, but it has no products under 10 euro. Now look up what “keiretsu” means: https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Keiretsu. Several times over the past ten years or so, I received the message “We are LinkedIn and you’re not.” Yep, they’d totally destroyed what was left of my network by then, almost entirely in other countries, plus once you get into your fifties, people in your life start passing away, even though many of my connections were younger because I’d gone to university later.
Two brothers in England, one of which is a hacker and a third person who each are a little or highly divergent in some way. I don’t know what exactly. They can’t help it; they did not create themselves. Of one, I initially thought that he had dissociative identity disorder. (I know someone in the Netherlands who has that.) In reality, he may have NPD with autism. I don’t know. I have known one of these three people for a long time. I don’t really know the other two, even though they may feel very strongly that I do, because they have interacted with me a lot but that was remotely and I wasn’t exactly socializing with them. It’s easy to be mistaken about people. These three are also in a way my adopted brothers and sister, though. In a parallel life, they could have been family. (This is an attempt at inclusivity. I have two real siblings, but we have very different values and by now, we have as good as nothing left in common.)I could say a lot more about things they did and didn’t do, but there is no more point.
A group of unhinged unknown individuals who claimed to have been sexually abused as children. I have no idea whether that is true or just a sick joke.
Someone with access to the computer systems at Southampton University (Department of Medicine, Vision Science). Angela Cree?
Someone at my GP office (Osborne ) namely a woman who was logged in as Anna-Marie Clarke. She no longer works there. She tried to make me believe that I had a form of blood cancer after my blood results came back and showed some deviations in my white blood cells. She did later apologize, but she’s clearly a very sick bitch.
Someone with access to the computer systems at Barclays Business? No. I think that there just was a lot of crazy fear about money-laundering. That started kicking in all over the world after 9-11. I was probably suspect because I had almost exclusively international clients – with at least one payment coming from a research institute in the Dominican Republic at the time – and was a foreigner.
Someone with access to the computer systems at NatWest? Possibly, but more frequently, someone intercepted their communications with me and then pretended to be from NatWest in that person’s communications with me. Phone calls. To get around this, I would always walk into the branch. The first suspicious call already arrived when I was still in Southampton. Shortly after, a payment of about 2000 pounds disappeared, but it popped up again a week later.
Someone with access to the computer systems at HMRC VAT Services who changed my contact details there. It is possible that this was accomplished with the aid of data from my stolen postal mail and/or publicly available information.
. . .
Someone at Virgin Media Business who put a message on my landline telling me that I was at death’s door. That’s a computer game, for those who don’t know. There was no more space in my vagina. Ha ha. I also got stuff about cobwebs in my vagina and about golden showers. Teenage stuff. They also put a stupid warning tone on my phone when I was in a call with someone in Florida (T.C.) and later kept disconnecting my conversation with someone in California (N.B., who I knew from Florida) so that I could keep “reconnecting” with the person. Over and over and over, whether we called, used video software, anything. Ha ha.
Someone with access to the computer systems at the bookkeeping department at the University of Twente? No. Someone called me pretending to be from the bookkeeping department at the University of Twente, but when I called back a few times, I couldn’t get through. We’d get disconnected as soon as someone at the University answered the phone.
SH in Almelo. (She’s NOT your friend, Marianne. She talks trash about you. She lies, too. She’s talented but manipulative, and she is personally vulnerable, which simply goes with her profession. SB is your friend. SH isn’t.)
Someone with access to (control over) the public library system in Portsmouth. I’ll spare you details but yes, I’m 100% sure. There was also access to the civic offices systems. Yes, 100% sure.
Someone with access to the electricity companies in the UK, possibly. My electricity account got transferred repeatedly and I’d have to hunt down which company my account had been transferred to this time. Answer: There is a national database in which staff can actually look it up, but most power company employees don’t know that. Because the information you need to transfer someone else’s account is publicly available, it might not have been done by someone with access to the company’s systems.
Infuriatingly, if you tell such companies that their security sucks, staff there tends to think you’re an old cow who doesn’t get it, and dismiss you as annoying, but they are the ones who don’t get it.
. . .
The people or person who picked my locks for over 13 years at three addresses. I suspect that this was mostly CH. Lock-picking is a favourite hobby of many hackers.
. . .
The people or person who used angle grinders to cut into live animals and tear off their heads from their bodies. This may be simply people with Pompey dots.
How these hackers get you? If they know where you are, they drive around or park a car near you and then start scanning who’s in the air. In 2023, I’d previously noticed a dark car parked outside after dark quite often, which was conspicuous. In Portsmouth, Id seen a cop do that and he was on his laptop (but they are relatively clumsy; when they hacked into my phone, it was very obvious; a few in plainclothes started following me around at the same time as my phone got hacked, right after I had stopped by at the station again, and one of them called me a fucking liar). In Amsterdam, I once saw a white Tesla shoot off after I was experiencing interference. Never saw it again. On one of those occasions the name of the hotspots of one of my phones was changed. I’ve seen a scanner network in the air in Portsmouth, when I activated wifi. I didn’t have a wifi network at home, I tethered via USB after I lost my broadband and landline.
People who I will never forgive within this context but will forget
Suzanne J.M.H. Hulscher
Robert Gerald Van Cortlandt Vernon-Jackson
Suzanne would be well advised to watch this video and pay attention to what is said at 8 minutes in. She’ll likely think that I mean this to refer to her, but she’d be wrong. And with that, I erase her from my memory. I’m not suggesting that anything like what happened to Mme Pelicot happened to me, but that there are a lot of twisted people out there who can operate as part of networks as we now know (not just for example 4chan or 764 and other The Com groups) and who do things that are so far-fetched and evil that most people are convinced that nobody does such far-fetched and evil things – and THAT makes it possible for people to do far-fetched evil things and get away with it.
First of all, I do my best not to hate anyone within this context. Why? Because hate is soul-destroying and serves no purpose.
It is now February 2026. This all began on 9 June 2008, whatever it is. There is still some digital and IRL interference, but it is nowhere near as extensive as it was in Portsmouth. Also, the IRL stuff is now often or maybe exclusively carried out by people who haven’t the foggiest idea as to who I am. It makes it easier to ignore, somehow. What’s more, some merely tagged on and aren’t related at all to how this started.
They say that if you become stalked in any way, keeping a record is crucial. That is the worst possible advice I’ve ever read in any kind of context, other than injecting yourself with bleach and such nonsense to cure yourself of infections because “bleach cleans and disinfects”.
At the end of 2009, there were a few weeks in which there seemed to be a legitimate positive purpose behind the obsessive interference with my life. After that, it accelerated increasingly into sadism and manipulation etc. If I hadn’t lost my home in 2010, I’d have lost my sanity. Someone was literally trying to drive me crazy.
That year, I sat down one evening and started writing up everything that had happened, with screenshots and code. A few hours later, I had over 200 pages of documentation and I’d only covered a short amount of time. I screamed. All that the record-keeping did was emphasize my powerlessness. I couldn’t even take it to the police.
Maybe I should have kept a record of who was abusing me IRL, but I didn’t know most of the people involved and the idea of taking photographs of them didn’t occur to me until much later. Besides, I only got my first smartphone at the end of 2009. Below is a list of some of them, however.
Nathan, a bald Portsmouth-based Royal Mail employee who actively interfered with my postal mail. Yes, I am 100% certain of this.
Someone with access to the Amphia Hospital computer systems (Breda, Netherlands). Yes, I’m 100% certain of this. I was aware of this about a year before the Clinical Diagnostics lab results leak.
Someone with access to my Dutch bank’s computer systems. Possibly an employee at the Ceintuurbaan branch in Amsterdam.
Someone with access to the computer systems at Greenwheels in the Netherlands and the ability to make bills disappear, locate cars and access cars remotely.
Someone with access to the computer systems of Specsavers in the Netherlands or someone who intercepted their communications with me and then pretended to be from Specsavers in that person’s communications with me. My money is on the latter.
A then still very young dude called Louis S in Portsmouth. He sat next to me once telling me a lot of strange stuff to do with his girlfriend; it was pretty bonkers. This is why I think he is part of this harassment gang. He also contacted me via Freecycle once and collected a bird cage from my home. There was a LOT of abuse regarding “cages” in Portsmouth and “cage” turned out to be sexual slang that stands for “vagina” or more generally the female crotch area.
Then there was some stuff with people pestering me who were (probably) impersonating staff from Google in Amsterdam Zuid and Hadrian Security in central Amsterdam. (I reported it to the police, just in case, because one of them – Eden Stroet aka Mrs Skelli – has been harassed and impersonated before.) Interestingly, both Eden Stroet and Felicity Meadows – see below – are part of the LGBTIQ+ community. I’m not.
Article in InfoSec Magazine: https://www.infosecurity-magazine.com/magazine-features/trolling-sexual-harassment-and/
Article in Dutch magazine Quote: https://www.quotenet.nl/zakelijk/a42630058/hadrian-hackers-startup-investering/
Article in English: https://starthub.london.edu/hadrian-a-tech-startup-co-founded-by-lbs-mba-students-raises-e2-5m-pre-seed-funding/
Article in English: https://starthub.london.edu/founder-spotlight-series-an-interview-with-rogier-fischer-mba2022-co-founder-and-ceo-of-hadrian/
Article in Dutch: https://www.bndestem.nl/overig/17-jarige-verdient-duizenden-euro-s-als-goede-hacker~ae7c7425/
Article in Dutch: https://www.vice.com/nl/article/het-klinkt-gewoon-heel-tof-om-je-eigen-overheid-te-hacken/
Article in English: https://www.sciencedirect.com:5037/science/article/abs/pii/S026840121930283X
There had been a few play-acting jerks at the library before. I ignored them. What else could I have done? Grab a nearby chair and beat them to death with it? I don’t think so.
There is also a con artist who I have seen several times in Portsmouth. Has short blond hair, looks Nordic. Broad-hipped, short blond hair, big-boned. Puts up a really good act. Has visited my home to drop off a dog that I looked after for a while. Has also pretended to be a social worker (which is a criminal offence) and several other things. Must be in her forties now. Nasty bitch.
J Lane aka Jan Lane aka Janet Lane. That is possibly a pseudonym for a Portsmouth-based female programmer whose middle name is Janet. Janet Lane is a YouTube troll, too, though. Bad sign.
The programmer in Portsmouth has actually been supporting me financially since the start of 2025, and I’m grateful for that. She’s into LGBTIQ+ (including trans) topics. Felicity Meadows is her name. I don’t think I’ve ever met her.
Someone at Keiretsu Europe BV in the Netherlands. Sent me a gift card on my birthday. Creepy. I gave it away after having verified in a RITUALS store that there actually was something on it. 10 euro. RITUALS was the only store available to me, where I could use the card, but it has no products under 10 euro. Now look up what “keiretsu” means: https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Keiretsu. Several times over the past ten years or so, I received the message “We are LinkedIn and you’re not.” Yep, they’d totally destroyed what was left of my network by then, almost entirely in other countries, plus once you get into your fifties, people in your life start passing away, even though many of my connections were younger because I’d gone to university later.
Two brothers in England, one of which is a hacker and a third person who each are a little or highly divergent in some way. I don’t know what exactly. They can’t help it; they did not create themselves. Of one, I initially thought that he had dissociative identity disorder. (I know someone in the Netherlands who has that.) In reality, he may have NPD with autism. I don’t know. I have known one of these three people for a long time. I don’t really know the other two, even though they may feel very strongly that I do, because they have interacted with me a lot but that was remotely and I wasn’t exactly socializing with them. It’s easy to be mistaken about people. These three are also in a way my adopted brothers and sister, though. In a parallel life, they could have been family. (This is an attempt at inclusivity. I have two real siblings, but we have very different values and by now, we have as good as nothing left in common.)I could say a lot more about things they did and didn’t do, but there is no more point.
A group of unhinged unknown individuals who claimed to have been sexually abused as children. I have no idea whether that is true or just a sick joke.
Someone with access to the computer systems at Southampton University (Department of Medicine, Vision Science). Angela Cree?
Someone at my GP office (Osborne ) namely a woman who was logged in as Anna-Marie Clarke. She no longer works there. She tried to make me believe that I had a form of blood cancer after my blood results came back and showed some deviations in my white blood cells. She did later apologize, but she’s clearly a very sick bitch.
Someone with access to the computer systems at Barclays Business? No. I think that there just was a lot of crazy fear about money-laundering. That started kicking in all over the world after 9-11. I was probably suspect because I had almost exclusively international clients – with at least one payment coming from a research institute in the Dominican Republic at the time – and was a foreigner.
Someone with access to the computer systems at NatWest? Possibly, but more frequently, someone intercepted their communications with me and then pretended to be from NatWest in that person’s communications with me. Phone calls. To get around this, I would always walk into the branch. The first suspicious call already arrived when I was still in Southampton. Shortly after, a payment of about 2000 pounds disappeared, but it popped up again a week later.
Someone with access to the computer systems at HMRC VAT Services who changed my contact details there. It is possible that this was accomplished with the aid of data from my stolen postal mail and/or publicly available information.
. . .
Someone at Virgin Media Business who put a message on my landline telling me that I was at death’s door. That’s a computer game, for those who don’t know. There was no more space in my vagina. Ha ha. I also got stuff about cobwebs in my vagina and about golden showers. Teenage stuff. They also put a stupid warning tone on my phone when I was in a call with someone in Florida (T.C.) and later kept disconnecting my conversation with someone in California (N.B., who I knew from Florida) so that I could keep “reconnecting” with the person. Over and over and over, whether we called, used video software, anything. Ha ha.
Someone with access to the computer systems at the bookkeeping department at the University of Twente? No. Someone called me pretending to be from the bookkeeping department at the University of Twente, but when I called back a few times, I couldn’t get through. We’d get disconnected as soon as someone at the University answered the phone.
SH in Almelo. (She’s NOT your friend, Marianne. She talks trash about you. She lies, too. She’s talented but manipulative, and she is personally vulnerable, which simply goes with her profession. SB is your friend. SH isn’t.)
Someone with access to (control over) the public library system in Portsmouth. I’ll spare you details but yes, I’m 100% sure. There was also access to the civic offices systems. Yes, 100% sure.
Someone with access to the electricity companies in the UK, possibly. My electricity account got transferred repeatedly and I’d have to hunt down which company my account had been transferred to this time. Answer: There is a national database in which staff can actually look it up, but most power company employees don’t know that. Because the information you need to transfer someone else’s account is publicly available, it might not have been done by someone with access to the company’s systems.
Infuriatingly, if you tell such companies that their security sucks, staff there tends to think you’re an old cow who doesn’t get it, and dismiss you as annoying, but they are the ones who don’t get it.
. . .
The people or person who picked my locks for over 13 years at three addresses. I suspect that this was mostly CH. Lock-picking is a favourite hobby of many hackers.
. . .
The people or person who used angle grinders to cut into live animals and tear off their heads from their bodies. This may be simply people with Pompey dots.
How these hackers get you? If they know where you are, they drive around or park a car near you and then start scanning who’s in the air. In 2023, I’d previously noticed a dark car parked outside after dark quite often, which was conspicuous. In Portsmouth, Id seen a cop do that and he was on his laptop (but they are relatively clumsy; when they hacked into my phone, it was very obvious; a few in plainclothes started following me around at the same time as my phone got hacked, right after I had stopped by at the station again, and one of them called me a fucking liar). In Amsterdam, I once saw a white Tesla shoot off after I was experiencing interference. Never saw it again. On one of those occasions the name of the hotspots of one of my phones was changed. I’ve seen a scanner network in the air in Portsmouth, when I activated wifi. I didn’t have a wifi network at home, I tethered via USB after I lost my broadband and landline.
People who I will never forgive within this context but will forget
Suzanne J.M.H. Hulscher
Robert Gerald Van Cortlandt Vernon-Jackson
Suzanne would be well advised to watch this video and pay attention to what is said at 8 minutes in. She’ll likely think that I mean this to refer to her, but she’d be wrong. And with that, I erase her from my memory. I’m not suggesting that anything like what happened to Mme Pelicot happened to me, but that there are a lot of twisted people out there who can operate as part of networks as we now know (not just for example 4chan or 764 and other The Com groups) and who do things that are so far-fetched and evil that most people are convinced that nobody does such far-fetched and evil things – and THAT makes it possible for people to do far-fetched evil things and get away with it.
Someone with access to my Dutch bank’s computer systems. Possibly an employee at the Ceintuurbaan branch in Amsterdam.
Someone with access to the computer systems at Greenwheels in the Netherlands and the ability to make bills disappear, locate cars and access cars remotely.
Someone with access to the computer systems of Specsavers in the Netherlands or someone who intercepted their communications with me and then pretended to be from Specsavers in that person’s communications with me. My money is on the latter.
A then still very young dude called Louis S in Portsmouth. He sat next to me once telling me a lot of strange stuff to do with his girlfriend; it was pretty bonkers. This is why I think he is part of this harassment gang. He also contacted me via Freecycle once and collected a bird cage from my home. There was a LOT of abuse regarding “cages” in Portsmouth and “cage” turned out to be sexual slang that stands for “vagina” or more generally the female crotch area.
Then there was some stuff with people pestering me who were (probably) impersonating staff from Google in Amsterdam Zuid and Hadrian Security in central Amsterdam. (I reported it to the police, just in case, because one of them – Eden Stroet aka Mrs Skelli – has been harassed and impersonated before.) Interestingly, both Eden Stroet and Felicity Meadows – see below – are part of the LGBTIQ+ community. I’m not.
Article in InfoSec Magazine: https://www.infosecurity-magazine.com/magazine-features/trolling-sexual-harassment-and/
Article in Dutch magazine Quote: https://www.quotenet.nl/zakelijk/a42630058/hadrian-hackers-startup-investering/
Article in English: https://starthub.london.edu/hadrian-a-tech-startup-co-founded-by-lbs-mba-students-raises-e2-5m-pre-seed-funding/
Article in English: https://starthub.london.edu/founder-spotlight-series-an-interview-with-rogier-fischer-mba2022-co-founder-and-ceo-of-hadrian/
Article in Dutch: https://www.bndestem.nl/overig/17-jarige-verdient-duizenden-euro-s-als-goede-hacker~ae7c7425/
Article in Dutch: https://www.vice.com/nl/article/het-klinkt-gewoon-heel-tof-om-je-eigen-overheid-te-hacken/
Article in English: https://www.sciencedirect.com:5037/science/article/abs/pii/S026840121930283X
There had been a few play-acting jerks at the library before. I ignored them. What else could I have done? Grab a nearby chair and beat them to death with it? I don’t think so.
There is also a con artist who I have seen several times in Portsmouth. Has short blond hair, looks Nordic. Broad-hipped, short blond hair, big-boned. Puts up a really good act. Has visited my home to drop off a dog that I looked after for a while. Has also pretended to be a social worker (which is a criminal offence) and several other things. Must be in her forties now. Nasty bitch.
J Lane aka Jan Lane aka Janet Lane. That is possibly a pseudonym for a Portsmouth-based female programmer whose middle name is Janet. Janet Lane is a YouTube troll, too, though. Bad sign.
The programmer in Portsmouth has actually been supporting me financially since the start of 2025, and I’m grateful for that. She’s into LGBTIQ+ (including trans) topics. Felicity Meadows is her name. I don’t think I’ve ever met her.
Someone at Keiretsu Europe BV in the Netherlands. Sent me a gift card on my birthday. Creepy. I gave it away after having verified in a RITUALS store that there actually was something on it. 10 euro. RITUALS was the only store available to me, where I could use the card, but it has no products under 10 euro. Now look up what “keiretsu” means: https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Keiretsu. Several times over the past ten years or so, I received the message “We are LinkedIn and you’re not.” Yep, they’d totally destroyed what was left of my network by then, almost entirely in other countries, plus once you get into your fifties, people in your life start passing away, even though many of my connections were younger because I’d gone to university later.
Two brothers in England, one of which is a hacker and a third person who each are a little or highly divergent in some way. I don’t know what exactly. They can’t help it; they did not create themselves. Of one, I initially thought that he had dissociative identity disorder. (I know someone in the Netherlands who has that.) In reality, he may have NPD with autism. I don’t know. I have known one of these three people for a long time. I don’t really know the other two, even though they may feel very strongly that I do, because they have interacted with me a lot but that was remotely and I wasn’t exactly socializing with them. It’s easy to be mistaken about people. These three are also in a way my adopted brothers and sister, though. In a parallel life, they could have been family. (This is an attempt at inclusivity. I have two real siblings, but we have very different values and by now, we have as good as nothing left in common.)I could say a lot more about things they did and didn’t do, but there is no more point.
A group of unhinged unknown individuals who claimed to have been sexually abused as children. I have no idea whether that is true or just a sick joke.
Someone with access to the computer systems at Southampton University (Department of Medicine, Vision Science). Angela Cree?
Someone at my GP office (Osborne ) namely a woman who was logged in as Anna-Marie Clarke. She no longer works there. She tried to make me believe that I had a form of blood cancer after my blood results came back and showed some deviations in my white blood cells. She did later apologize, but she’s clearly a very sick bitch.
Someone with access to the computer systems at Barclays Business? No. I think that there just was a lot of crazy fear about money-laundering. That started kicking in all over the world after 9-11. I was probably suspect because I had almost exclusively international clients – with at least one payment coming from a research institute in the Dominican Republic at the time – and was a foreigner.
Someone with access to the computer systems at NatWest? Possibly, but more frequently, someone intercepted their communications with me and then pretended to be from NatWest in that person’s communications with me. Phone calls. To get around this, I would always walk into the branch. The first suspicious call already arrived when I was still in Southampton. Shortly after, a payment of about 2000 pounds disappeared, but it popped up again a week later.
Someone with access to the computer systems at HMRC VAT Services who changed my contact details there. It is possible that this was accomplished with the aid of data from my stolen postal mail and/or publicly available information.
. . .
Someone at Virgin Media Business who put a message on my landline telling me that I was at death’s door. That’s a computer game, for those who don’t know. There was no more space in my vagina. Ha ha. I also got stuff about cobwebs in my vagina and about golden showers. Teenage stuff. They also put a stupid warning tone on my phone when I was in a call with someone in Florida (T.C.) and later kept disconnecting my conversation with someone in California (N.B., who I knew from Florida) so that I could keep “reconnecting” with the person. Over and over and over, whether we called, used video software, anything. Ha ha.
Someone with access to the computer systems at the bookkeeping department at the University of Twente? No. Someone called me pretending to be from the bookkeeping department at the University of Twente, but when I called back a few times, I couldn’t get through. We’d get disconnected as soon as someone at the University answered the phone.
SH in Almelo. (She’s NOT your friend, Marianne. She talks trash about you. She lies, too. She’s talented but manipulative, and she is personally vulnerable, which simply goes with her profession. SB is your friend. SH isn’t.)
Someone with access to (control over) the public library system in Portsmouth. I’ll spare you details but yes, I’m 100% sure. There was also access to the civic offices systems. Yes, 100% sure.
Someone with access to the electricity companies in the UK, possibly. My electricity account got transferred repeatedly and I’d have to hunt down which company my account had been transferred to this time. Answer: There is a national database in which staff can actually look it up, but most power company employees don’t know that. Because the information you need to transfer someone else’s account is publicly available, it might not have been done by someone with access to the company’s systems.
Infuriatingly, if you tell such companies that their security sucks, staff there tends to think you’re an old cow who doesn’t get it, and dismiss you as annoying, but they are the ones who don’t get it.
. . .
The people or person who picked my locks for over 13 years at three addresses. I suspect that this was mostly CH. Lock-picking is a favourite hobby of many hackers.
. . .
The people or person who used angle grinders to cut into live animals and tear off their heads from their bodies. This may be simply people with Pompey dots.
How these hackers get you? If they know where you are, they drive around or park a car near you and then start scanning who’s in the air. In 2023, I’d previously noticed a dark car parked outside after dark quite often, which was conspicuous. In Portsmouth, Id seen a cop do that and he was on his laptop (but they are relatively clumsy; when they hacked into my phone, it was very obvious; a few in plainclothes started following me around at the same time as my phone got hacked, right after I had stopped by at the station again, and one of them called me a fucking liar). In Amsterdam, I once saw a white Tesla shoot off after I was experiencing interference. Never saw it again. On one of those occasions the name of the hotspots of one of my phones was changed. I’ve seen a scanner network in the air in Portsmouth, when I activated wifi. I didn’t have a wifi network at home, I tethered via USB after I lost my broadband and landline.
People who I will never forgive within this context but will forget
Suzanne J.M.H. Hulscher
Robert Gerald Van Cortlandt Vernon-Jackson
Suzanne would be well advised to watch this video and pay attention to what is said at 8 minutes in. She’ll likely think that I mean this to refer to her, but she’d be wrong. And with that, I erase her from my memory. I’m not suggesting that anything like what happened to Mme Pelicot happened to me, but that there are a lot of twisted people out there who can operate as part of networks as we now know (not just for example 4chan or 764 and other The Com groups) and who do things that are so far-fetched and evil that most people are convinced that nobody does such far-fetched and evil things – and THAT makes it possible for people to do far-fetched evil things and get away with it.
Nathan, a bald Portsmouth-based Royal Mail employee who actively interfered with my postal mail. Yes, I am 100% certain of this.
Someone with access to the Amphia Hospital computer systems (Breda, Netherlands). Yes, I’m 100% certain of this. I was aware of this about a year before the Clinical Diagnostics lab results leak.
Someone with access to my Dutch bank’s computer systems. Possibly an employee at the Ceintuurbaan branch in Amsterdam.
Someone with access to the computer systems at Greenwheels in the Netherlands and the ability to make bills disappear, locate cars and access cars remotely.
Someone with access to the computer systems of Specsavers in the Netherlands or someone who intercepted their communications with me and then pretended to be from Specsavers in that person’s communications with me. My money is on the latter.
A then still very young dude called Louis S in Portsmouth. He sat next to me once telling me a lot of strange stuff to do with his girlfriend; it was pretty bonkers. This is why I think he is part of this harassment gang. He also contacted me via Freecycle once and collected a bird cage from my home. There was a LOT of abuse regarding “cages” in Portsmouth and “cage” turned out to be sexual slang that stands for “vagina” or more generally the female crotch area.
Then there was some stuff with people pestering me who were (probably) impersonating staff from Google in Amsterdam Zuid and Hadrian Security in central Amsterdam. (I reported it to the police, just in case, because one of them – Eden Stroet aka Mrs Skelli – has been harassed and impersonated before.) Interestingly, both Eden Stroet and Felicity Meadows – see below – are part of the LGBTIQ+ community. I’m not.
Article in InfoSec Magazine: https://www.infosecurity-magazine.com/magazine-features/trolling-sexual-harassment-and/
Article in Dutch magazine Quote: https://www.quotenet.nl/zakelijk/a42630058/hadrian-hackers-startup-investering/
Article in English: https://starthub.london.edu/hadrian-a-tech-startup-co-founded-by-lbs-mba-students-raises-e2-5m-pre-seed-funding/
Article in English: https://starthub.london.edu/founder-spotlight-series-an-interview-with-rogier-fischer-mba2022-co-founder-and-ceo-of-hadrian/
Article in Dutch: https://www.bndestem.nl/overig/17-jarige-verdient-duizenden-euro-s-als-goede-hacker~ae7c7425/
Article in Dutch: https://www.vice.com/nl/article/het-klinkt-gewoon-heel-tof-om-je-eigen-overheid-te-hacken/
Article in English: https://www.sciencedirect.com:5037/science/article/abs/pii/S026840121930283X
There had been a few play-acting jerks at the library before. I ignored them. What else could I have done? Grab a nearby chair and beat them to death with it? I don’t think so.
There is also a con artist who I have seen several times in Portsmouth. Has short blond hair, looks Nordic. Broad-hipped, short blond hair, big-boned. Puts up a really good act. Has visited my home to drop off a dog that I looked after for a while. Has also pretended to be a social worker (which is a criminal offence) and several other things. Must be in her forties now. Nasty bitch.
J Lane aka Jan Lane aka Janet Lane. That is possibly a pseudonym for a Portsmouth-based female programmer whose middle name is Janet. Janet Lane is a YouTube troll, too, though. Bad sign.
The programmer in Portsmouth has actually been supporting me financially since the start of 2025, and I’m grateful for that. She’s into LGBTIQ+ (including trans) topics. Felicity Meadows is her name. I don’t think I’ve ever met her.
Someone at Keiretsu Europe BV in the Netherlands. Sent me a gift card on my birthday. Creepy. I gave it away after having verified in a RITUALS store that there actually was something on it. 10 euro. RITUALS was the only store available to me, where I could use the card, but it has no products under 10 euro. Now look up what “keiretsu” means: https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Keiretsu. Several times over the past ten years or so, I received the message “We are LinkedIn and you’re not.” Yep, they’d totally destroyed what was left of my network by then, almost entirely in other countries, plus once you get into your fifties, people in your life start passing away, even though many of my connections were younger because I’d gone to university later.
Two brothers in England, one of which is a hacker and a third person who each are a little or highly divergent in some way. I don’t know what exactly. They can’t help it; they did not create themselves. Of one, I initially thought that he had dissociative identity disorder. (I know someone in the Netherlands who has that.) In reality, he may have NPD with autism. I don’t know. I have known one of these three people for a long time. I don’t really know the other two, even though they may feel very strongly that I do, because they have interacted with me a lot but that was remotely and I wasn’t exactly socializing with them. It’s easy to be mistaken about people. These three are also in a way my adopted brothers and sister, though. In a parallel life, they could have been family. (This is an attempt at inclusivity. I have two real siblings, but we have very different values and by now, we have as good as nothing left in common.)I could say a lot more about things they did and didn’t do, but there is no more point.
A group of unhinged unknown individuals who claimed to have been sexually abused as children. I have no idea whether that is true or just a sick joke.
Someone with access to the computer systems at Southampton University (Department of Medicine, Vision Science). Angela Cree?
Someone at my GP office (Osborne ) namely a woman who was logged in as Anna-Marie Clarke. She no longer works there. She tried to make me believe that I had a form of blood cancer after my blood results came back and showed some deviations in my white blood cells. She did later apologize, but she’s clearly a very sick bitch.
Someone with access to the computer systems at Barclays Business? No. I think that there just was a lot of crazy fear about money-laundering. That started kicking in all over the world after 9-11. I was probably suspect because I had almost exclusively international clients – with at least one payment coming from a research institute in the Dominican Republic at the time – and was a foreigner.
Someone with access to the computer systems at NatWest? Possibly, but more frequently, someone intercepted their communications with me and then pretended to be from NatWest in that person’s communications with me. Phone calls. To get around this, I would always walk into the branch. The first suspicious call already arrived when I was still in Southampton. Shortly after, a payment of about 2000 pounds disappeared, but it popped up again a week later.
Someone with access to the computer systems at HMRC VAT Services who changed my contact details there. It is possible that this was accomplished with the aid of data from my stolen postal mail and/or publicly available information.
. . .
Someone at Virgin Media Business who put a message on my landline telling me that I was at death’s door. That’s a computer game, for those who don’t know. There was no more space in my vagina. Ha ha. I also got stuff about cobwebs in my vagina and about golden showers. Teenage stuff. They also put a stupid warning tone on my phone when I was in a call with someone in Florida (T.C.) and later kept disconnecting my conversation with someone in California (N.B., who I knew from Florida) so that I could keep “reconnecting” with the person. Over and over and over, whether we called, used video software, anything. Ha ha.
Someone with access to the computer systems at the bookkeeping department at the University of Twente? No. Someone called me pretending to be from the bookkeeping department at the University of Twente, but when I called back a few times, I couldn’t get through. We’d get disconnected as soon as someone at the University answered the phone.
SH in Almelo. (She’s NOT your friend, Marianne. She talks trash about you. She lies, too. She’s talented but manipulative, and she is personally vulnerable, which simply goes with her profession. SB is your friend. SH isn’t.)
Someone with access to (control over) the public library system in Portsmouth. I’ll spare you details but yes, I’m 100% sure. There was also access to the civic offices systems. Yes, 100% sure.
Someone with access to the electricity companies in the UK, possibly. My electricity account got transferred repeatedly and I’d have to hunt down which company my account had been transferred to this time. Answer: There is a national database in which staff can actually look it up, but most power company employees don’t know that. Because the information you need to transfer someone else’s account is publicly available, it might not have been done by someone with access to the company’s systems.
Infuriatingly, if you tell such companies that their security sucks, staff there tends to think you’re an old cow who doesn’t get it, and dismiss you as annoying, but they are the ones who don’t get it.
. . .
The people or person who picked my locks for over 13 years at three addresses. I suspect that this was mostly CH. Lock-picking is a favourite hobby of many hackers.
. . .
The people or person who used angle grinders to cut into live animals and tear off their heads from their bodies. This may be simply people with Pompey dots.
How these hackers get you? If they know where you are, they drive around or park a car near you and then start scanning who’s in the air. In 2023, I’d previously noticed a dark car parked outside after dark quite often, which was conspicuous. In Portsmouth, Id seen a cop do that and he was on his laptop (but they are relatively clumsy; when they hacked into my phone, it was very obvious; a few in plainclothes started following me around at the same time as my phone got hacked, right after I had stopped by at the station again, and one of them called me a fucking liar). In Amsterdam, I once saw a white Tesla shoot off after I was experiencing interference. Never saw it again. On one of those occasions the name of the hotspots of one of my phones was changed. I’ve seen a scanner network in the air in Portsmouth, when I activated wifi. I didn’t have a wifi network at home, I tethered via USB after I lost my broadband and landline.
People who I will never forgive within this context but will forget
Suzanne J.M.H. Hulscher
Robert Gerald Van Cortlandt Vernon-Jackson
Suzanne would be well advised to watch this video and pay attention to what is said at 8 minutes in. She’ll likely think that I mean this to refer to her, but she’d be wrong. And with that, I erase her from my memory. I’m not suggesting that anything like what happened to Mme Pelicot happened to me, but that there are a lot of twisted people out there who can operate as part of networks as we now know (not just for example 4chan or 764 and other The Com groups) and who do things that are so far-fetched and evil that most people are convinced that nobody does such far-fetched and evil things – and THAT makes it possible for people to do far-fetched evil things and get away with it.
First of all, I do my best not to hate anyone within this context. Why? Because hate is soul-destroying and serves no purpose.
It is now February 2026. This all began on 9 June 2008, whatever it is. There is still some digital and IRL interference, but it is nowhere near as extensive as it was in Portsmouth. Also, the IRL stuff is now often or maybe exclusively carried out by people who haven’t the foggiest idea as to who I am. It makes it easier to ignore, somehow. What’s more, some merely tagged on and aren’t related at all to how this started.
They say that if you become stalked in any way, keeping a record is crucial. That is the worst possible advice I’ve ever read in any kind of context, other than injecting yourself with bleach and such nonsense to cure yourself of infections because “bleach cleans and disinfects”.
At the end of 2009, there were a few weeks in which there seemed to be a legitimate positive purpose behind the obsessive interference with my life. After that, it accelerated increasingly into sadism and manipulation etc. If I hadn’t lost my home in 2010, I’d have lost my sanity. Someone was literally trying to drive me crazy.
That year, I sat down one evening and started writing up everything that had happened, with screenshots and code. A few hours later, I had over 200 pages of documentation and I’d only covered a short amount of time. I screamed. All that the record-keeping did was emphasize my powerlessness. I couldn’t even take it to the police.
Maybe I should have kept a record of who was abusing me IRL, but I didn’t know most of the people involved and the idea of taking photographs of them didn’t occur to me until much later. Besides, I only got my first smartphone at the end of 2009. Below is a list of some of them, however.
Nathan, a bald Portsmouth-based Royal Mail employee who actively interfered with my postal mail. Yes, I am 100% certain of this.
Someone with access to the Amphia Hospital computer systems (Breda, Netherlands). Yes, I’m 100% certain of this. I was aware of this about a year before the Clinical Diagnostics lab results leak.
Someone with access to my Dutch bank’s computer systems. Possibly an employee at the Ceintuurbaan branch in Amsterdam.
Someone with access to the computer systems at Greenwheels in the Netherlands and the ability to make bills disappear, locate cars and access cars remotely.
Someone with access to the computer systems of Specsavers in the Netherlands or someone who intercepted their communications with me and then pretended to be from Specsavers in that person’s communications with me. My money is on the latter.
A then still very young dude called Louis S in Portsmouth. He sat next to me once telling me a lot of strange stuff to do with his girlfriend; it was pretty bonkers. This is why I think he is part of this harassment gang. He also contacted me via Freecycle once and collected a bird cage from my home. There was a LOT of abuse regarding “cages” in Portsmouth and “cage” turned out to be sexual slang that stands for “vagina” or more generally the female crotch area.
Then there was some stuff with people pestering me who were (probably) impersonating staff from Google in Amsterdam Zuid and Hadrian Security in central Amsterdam. (I reported it to the police, just in case, because one of them – Eden Stroet aka Mrs Skelli – has been harassed and impersonated before.) Interestingly, both Eden Stroet and Felicity Meadows – see below – are part of the LGBTIQ+ community. I’m not.
Article in InfoSec Magazine: https://www.infosecurity-magazine.com/magazine-features/trolling-sexual-harassment-and/
Article in Dutch magazine Quote: https://www.quotenet.nl/zakelijk/a42630058/hadrian-hackers-startup-investering/
Article in English: https://starthub.london.edu/hadrian-a-tech-startup-co-founded-by-lbs-mba-students-raises-e2-5m-pre-seed-funding/
Article in English: https://starthub.london.edu/founder-spotlight-series-an-interview-with-rogier-fischer-mba2022-co-founder-and-ceo-of-hadrian/
Article in Dutch: https://www.bndestem.nl/overig/17-jarige-verdient-duizenden-euro-s-als-goede-hacker~ae7c7425/
Article in Dutch: https://www.vice.com/nl/article/het-klinkt-gewoon-heel-tof-om-je-eigen-overheid-te-hacken/
Article in English: https://www.sciencedirect.com:5037/science/article/abs/pii/S026840121930283X
There had been a few play-acting jerks at the library before. I ignored them. What else could I have done? Grab a nearby chair and beat them to death with it? I don’t think so.
There is also a con artist who I have seen several times in Portsmouth. Has short blond hair, looks Nordic. Broad-hipped, short blond hair, big-boned. Puts up a really good act. Has visited my home to drop off a dog that I looked after for a while. Has also pretended to be a social worker (which is a criminal offence) and several other things. Must be in her forties now. Nasty bitch.
J Lane aka Jan Lane aka Janet Lane. That is possibly a pseudonym for a Portsmouth-based female programmer whose middle name is Janet. Janet Lane is a YouTube troll, too, though. Bad sign.
The programmer in Portsmouth has actually been supporting me financially since the start of 2025, and I’m grateful for that. She’s into LGBTIQ+ (including trans) topics. Felicity Meadows is her name. I don’t think I’ve ever met her.
Someone at Keiretsu Europe BV in the Netherlands. Sent me a gift card on my birthday. Creepy. I gave it away after having verified in a RITUALS store that there actually was something on it. 10 euro. RITUALS was the only store available to me, where I could use the card, but it has no products under 10 euro. Now look up what “keiretsu” means: https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Keiretsu. Several times over the past ten years or so, I received the message “We are LinkedIn and you’re not.” Yep, they’d totally destroyed what was left of my network by then, almost entirely in other countries, plus once you get into your fifties, people in your life start passing away, even though many of my connections were younger because I’d gone to university later.
Two brothers in England, one of which is a hacker and a third person who each are a little or highly divergent in some way. I don’t know what exactly. They can’t help it; they did not create themselves. Of one, I initially thought that he had dissociative identity disorder. (I know someone in the Netherlands who has that.) In reality, he may have NPD with autism. I don’t know. I have known one of these three people for a long time. I don’t really know the other two, even though they may feel very strongly that I do, because they have interacted with me a lot but that was remotely and I wasn’t exactly socializing with them. It’s easy to be mistaken about people. These three are also in a way my adopted brothers and sister, though. In a parallel life, they could have been family. (This is an attempt at inclusivity. I have two real siblings, but we have very different values and by now, we have as good as nothing left in common.)I could say a lot more about things they did and didn’t do, but there is no more point.
A group of unhinged unknown individuals who claimed to have been sexually abused as children. I have no idea whether that is true or just a sick joke.
Someone with access to the computer systems at Southampton University (Department of Medicine, Vision Science). Angela Cree?
Someone at my GP office (Osborne ) namely a woman who was logged in as Anna-Marie Clarke. She no longer works there. She tried to make me believe that I had a form of blood cancer after my blood results came back and showed some deviations in my white blood cells. She did later apologize, but she’s clearly a very sick bitch.
Someone with access to the computer systems at Barclays Business? No. I think that there just was a lot of crazy fear about money-laundering. That started kicking in all over the world after 9-11. I was probably suspect because I had almost exclusively international clients – with at least one payment coming from a research institute in the Dominican Republic at the time – and was a foreigner.
Someone with access to the computer systems at NatWest? Possibly, but more frequently, someone intercepted their communications with me and then pretended to be from NatWest in that person’s communications with me. Phone calls. To get around this, I would always walk into the branch. The first suspicious call already arrived when I was still in Southampton. Shortly after, a payment of about 2000 pounds disappeared, but it popped up again a week later.
Someone with access to the computer systems at HMRC VAT Services who changed my contact details there. It is possible that this was accomplished with the aid of data from my stolen postal mail and/or publicly available information.
. . .
Someone at Virgin Media Business who put a message on my landline telling me that I was at death’s door. That’s a computer game, for those who don’t know. There was no more space in my vagina. Ha ha. I also got stuff about cobwebs in my vagina and about golden showers. Teenage stuff. They also put a stupid warning tone on my phone when I was in a call with someone in Florida (T.C.) and later kept disconnecting my conversation with someone in California (N.B., who I knew from Florida) so that I could keep “reconnecting” with the person. Over and over and over, whether we called, used video software, anything. Ha ha.
Someone with access to the computer systems at the bookkeeping department at the University of Twente? No. Someone called me pretending to be from the bookkeeping department at the University of Twente, but when I called back a few times, I couldn’t get through. We’d get disconnected as soon as someone at the University answered the phone.
SH in Almelo. (She’s NOT your friend, Marianne. She talks trash about you. She lies, too. She’s talented but manipulative, and she is personally vulnerable, which simply goes with her profession. SB is your friend. SH isn’t.)
Someone with access to (control over) the public library system in Portsmouth. I’ll spare you details but yes, I’m 100% sure. There was also access to the civic offices systems. Yes, 100% sure.
Someone with access to the electricity companies in the UK, possibly. My electricity account got transferred repeatedly and I’d have to hunt down which company my account had been transferred to this time. Answer: There is a national database in which staff can actually look it up, but most power company employees don’t know that. Because the information you need to transfer someone else’s account is publicly available, it might not have been done by someone with access to the company’s systems.
Infuriatingly, if you tell such companies that their security sucks, staff there tends to think you’re an old cow who doesn’t get it, and dismiss you as annoying, but they are the ones who don’t get it.
. . .
The people or person who picked my locks for over 13 years at three addresses. I suspect that this was mostly CH. Lock-picking is a favourite hobby of many hackers.
. . .
The people or person who used angle grinders to cut into live animals and tear off their heads from their bodies. This may be simply people with Pompey dots.
How these hackers get you? If they know where you are, they drive around or park a car near you and then start scanning who’s in the air. In 2023, I’d previously noticed a dark car parked outside after dark quite often, which was conspicuous. In Portsmouth, Id seen a cop do that and he was on his laptop (but they are relatively clumsy; when they hacked into my phone, it was very obvious; a few in plainclothes started following me around at the same time as my phone got hacked, right after I had stopped by at the station again, and one of them called me a fucking liar). In Amsterdam, I once saw a white Tesla shoot off after I was experiencing interference. Never saw it again. On one of those occasions the name of the hotspots of one of my phones was changed. I’ve seen a scanner network in the air in Portsmouth, when I activated wifi. I didn’t have a wifi network at home, I tethered via USB after I lost my broadband and landline.
People who I will never forgive within this context but will forget
Suzanne J.M.H. Hulscher
Robert Gerald Van Cortlandt Vernon-Jackson
Suzanne would be well advised to watch this video and pay attention to what is said at 8 minutes in. She’ll likely think that I mean this to refer to her, but she’d be wrong. And with that, I erase her from my memory. I’m not suggesting that anything like what happened to Mme Pelicot happened to me, but that there are a lot of twisted people out there who can operate as part of networks as we now know (not just for example 4chan or 764 and other The Com groups) and who do things that are so far-fetched and evil that most people are convinced that nobody does such far-fetched and evil things – and THAT makes it possible for people to do far-fetched evil things and get away with it.
Someone with access to the Amphia Hospital computer systems (Breda, Netherlands). Yes, I’m 100% certain of this. I was aware of this about a year before the Clinical Diagnostics lab results leak.
Someone with access to my Dutch bank’s computer systems. Possibly an employee at the Ceintuurbaan branch in Amsterdam.
Someone with access to the computer systems at Greenwheels in the Netherlands and the ability to make bills disappear, locate cars and access cars remotely.
Someone with access to the computer systems of Specsavers in the Netherlands or someone who intercepted their communications with me and then pretended to be from Specsavers in that person’s communications with me. My money is on the latter.
A then still very young dude called Louis S in Portsmouth. He sat next to me once telling me a lot of strange stuff to do with his girlfriend; it was pretty bonkers. This is why I think he is part of this harassment gang. He also contacted me via Freecycle once and collected a bird cage from my home. There was a LOT of abuse regarding “cages” in Portsmouth and “cage” turned out to be sexual slang that stands for “vagina” or more generally the female crotch area.
Then there was some stuff with people pestering me who were (probably) impersonating staff from Google in Amsterdam Zuid and Hadrian Security in central Amsterdam. (I reported it to the police, just in case, because one of them – Eden Stroet aka Mrs Skelli – has been harassed and impersonated before.) Interestingly, both Eden Stroet and Felicity Meadows – see below – are part of the LGBTIQ+ community. I’m not.
Article in InfoSec Magazine: https://www.infosecurity-magazine.com/magazine-features/trolling-sexual-harassment-and/
Article in Dutch magazine Quote: https://www.quotenet.nl/zakelijk/a42630058/hadrian-hackers-startup-investering/
Article in English: https://starthub.london.edu/hadrian-a-tech-startup-co-founded-by-lbs-mba-students-raises-e2-5m-pre-seed-funding/
Article in English: https://starthub.london.edu/founder-spotlight-series-an-interview-with-rogier-fischer-mba2022-co-founder-and-ceo-of-hadrian/
Article in Dutch: https://www.bndestem.nl/overig/17-jarige-verdient-duizenden-euro-s-als-goede-hacker~ae7c7425/
Article in Dutch: https://www.vice.com/nl/article/het-klinkt-gewoon-heel-tof-om-je-eigen-overheid-te-hacken/
Article in English: https://www.sciencedirect.com:5037/science/article/abs/pii/S026840121930283X
There had been a few play-acting jerks at the library before. I ignored them. What else could I have done? Grab a nearby chair and beat them to death with it? I don’t think so.
There is also a con artist who I have seen several times in Portsmouth. Has short blond hair, looks Nordic. Broad-hipped, short blond hair, big-boned. Puts up a really good act. Has visited my home to drop off a dog that I looked after for a while. Has also pretended to be a social worker (which is a criminal offence) and several other things. Must be in her forties now. Nasty bitch.
J Lane aka Jan Lane aka Janet Lane. That is possibly a pseudonym for a Portsmouth-based female programmer whose middle name is Janet. Janet Lane is a YouTube troll, too, though. Bad sign.
The programmer in Portsmouth has actually been supporting me financially since the start of 2025, and I’m grateful for that. She’s into LGBTIQ+ (including trans) topics. Felicity Meadows is her name. I don’t think I’ve ever met her.
Someone at Keiretsu Europe BV in the Netherlands. Sent me a gift card on my birthday. Creepy. I gave it away after having verified in a RITUALS store that there actually was something on it. 10 euro. RITUALS was the only store available to me, where I could use the card, but it has no products under 10 euro. Now look up what “keiretsu” means: https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Keiretsu. Several times over the past ten years or so, I received the message “We are LinkedIn and you’re not.” Yep, they’d totally destroyed what was left of my network by then, almost entirely in other countries, plus once you get into your fifties, people in your life start passing away, even though many of my connections were younger because I’d gone to university later.
Two brothers in England, one of which is a hacker and a third person who each are a little or highly divergent in some way. I don’t know what exactly. They can’t help it; they did not create themselves. Of one, I initially thought that he had dissociative identity disorder. (I know someone in the Netherlands who has that.) In reality, he may have NPD with autism. I don’t know. I have known one of these three people for a long time. I don’t really know the other two, even though they may feel very strongly that I do, because they have interacted with me a lot but that was remotely and I wasn’t exactly socializing with them. It’s easy to be mistaken about people. These three are also in a way my adopted brothers and sister, though. In a parallel life, they could have been family. (This is an attempt at inclusivity. I have two real siblings, but we have very different values and by now, we have as good as nothing left in common.)I could say a lot more about things they did and didn’t do, but there is no more point.
A group of unhinged unknown individuals who claimed to have been sexually abused as children. I have no idea whether that is true or just a sick joke.
Someone with access to the computer systems at Southampton University (Department of Medicine, Vision Science). Angela Cree?
Someone at my GP office (Osborne ) namely a woman who was logged in as Anna-Marie Clarke. She no longer works there. She tried to make me believe that I had a form of blood cancer after my blood results came back and showed some deviations in my white blood cells. She did later apologize, but she’s clearly a very sick bitch.
Someone with access to the computer systems at Barclays Business? No. I think that there just was a lot of crazy fear about money-laundering. That started kicking in all over the world after 9-11. I was probably suspect because I had almost exclusively international clients – with at least one payment coming from a research institute in the Dominican Republic at the time – and was a foreigner.
Someone with access to the computer systems at NatWest? Possibly, but more frequently, someone intercepted their communications with me and then pretended to be from NatWest in that person’s communications with me. Phone calls. To get around this, I would always walk into the branch. The first suspicious call already arrived when I was still in Southampton. Shortly after, a payment of about 2000 pounds disappeared, but it popped up again a week later.
Someone with access to the computer systems at HMRC VAT Services who changed my contact details there. It is possible that this was accomplished with the aid of data from my stolen postal mail and/or publicly available information.
. . .
Someone at Virgin Media Business who put a message on my landline telling me that I was at death’s door. That’s a computer game, for those who don’t know. There was no more space in my vagina. Ha ha. I also got stuff about cobwebs in my vagina and about golden showers. Teenage stuff. They also put a stupid warning tone on my phone when I was in a call with someone in Florida (T.C.) and later kept disconnecting my conversation with someone in California (N.B., who I knew from Florida) so that I could keep “reconnecting” with the person. Over and over and over, whether we called, used video software, anything. Ha ha.
Someone with access to the computer systems at the bookkeeping department at the University of Twente? No. Someone called me pretending to be from the bookkeeping department at the University of Twente, but when I called back a few times, I couldn’t get through. We’d get disconnected as soon as someone at the University answered the phone.
SH in Almelo. (She’s NOT your friend, Marianne. She talks trash about you. She lies, too. She’s talented but manipulative, and she is personally vulnerable, which simply goes with her profession. SB is your friend. SH isn’t.)
Someone with access to (control over) the public library system in Portsmouth. I’ll spare you details but yes, I’m 100% sure. There was also access to the civic offices systems. Yes, 100% sure.
Someone with access to the electricity companies in the UK, possibly. My electricity account got transferred repeatedly and I’d have to hunt down which company my account had been transferred to this time. Answer: There is a national database in which staff can actually look it up, but most power company employees don’t know that. Because the information you need to transfer someone else’s account is publicly available, it might not have been done by someone with access to the company’s systems.
Infuriatingly, if you tell such companies that their security sucks, staff there tends to think you’re an old cow who doesn’t get it, and dismiss you as annoying, but they are the ones who don’t get it.
. . .
The people or person who picked my locks for over 13 years at three addresses. I suspect that this was mostly CH. Lock-picking is a favourite hobby of many hackers.
. . .
The people or person who used angle grinders to cut into live animals and tear off their heads from their bodies. This may be simply people with Pompey dots.
How these hackers get you? If they know where you are, they drive around or park a car near you and then start scanning who’s in the air. In 2023, I’d previously noticed a dark car parked outside after dark quite often, which was conspicuous. In Portsmouth, Id seen a cop do that and he was on his laptop (but they are relatively clumsy; when they hacked into my phone, it was very obvious; a few in plainclothes started following me around at the same time as my phone got hacked, right after I had stopped by at the station again, and one of them called me a fucking liar). In Amsterdam, I once saw a white Tesla shoot off after I was experiencing interference. Never saw it again. On one of those occasions the name of the hotspots of one of my phones was changed. I’ve seen a scanner network in the air in Portsmouth, when I activated wifi. I didn’t have a wifi network at home, I tethered via USB after I lost my broadband and landline.
People who I will never forgive within this context but will forget
Suzanne J.M.H. Hulscher
Robert Gerald Van Cortlandt Vernon-Jackson
Suzanne would be well advised to watch this video and pay attention to what is said at 8 minutes in. She’ll likely think that I mean this to refer to her, but she’d be wrong. And with that, I erase her from my memory. I’m not suggesting that anything like what happened to Mme Pelicot happened to me, but that there are a lot of twisted people out there who can operate as part of networks as we now know (not just for example 4chan or 764 and other The Com groups) and who do things that are so far-fetched and evil that most people are convinced that nobody does such far-fetched and evil things – and THAT makes it possible for people to do far-fetched evil things and get away with it.
Nathan, a bald Portsmouth-based Royal Mail employee who actively interfered with my postal mail. Yes, I am 100% certain of this.
Someone with access to the Amphia Hospital computer systems (Breda, Netherlands). Yes, I’m 100% certain of this. I was aware of this about a year before the Clinical Diagnostics lab results leak.
Someone with access to my Dutch bank’s computer systems. Possibly an employee at the Ceintuurbaan branch in Amsterdam.
Someone with access to the computer systems at Greenwheels in the Netherlands and the ability to make bills disappear, locate cars and access cars remotely.
Someone with access to the computer systems of Specsavers in the Netherlands or someone who intercepted their communications with me and then pretended to be from Specsavers in that person’s communications with me. My money is on the latter.
A then still very young dude called Louis S in Portsmouth. He sat next to me once telling me a lot of strange stuff to do with his girlfriend; it was pretty bonkers. This is why I think he is part of this harassment gang. He also contacted me via Freecycle once and collected a bird cage from my home. There was a LOT of abuse regarding “cages” in Portsmouth and “cage” turned out to be sexual slang that stands for “vagina” or more generally the female crotch area.
Then there was some stuff with people pestering me who were (probably) impersonating staff from Google in Amsterdam Zuid and Hadrian Security in central Amsterdam. (I reported it to the police, just in case, because one of them – Eden Stroet aka Mrs Skelli – has been harassed and impersonated before.) Interestingly, both Eden Stroet and Felicity Meadows – see below – are part of the LGBTIQ+ community. I’m not.
Article in InfoSec Magazine: https://www.infosecurity-magazine.com/magazine-features/trolling-sexual-harassment-and/
Article in Dutch magazine Quote: https://www.quotenet.nl/zakelijk/a42630058/hadrian-hackers-startup-investering/
Article in English: https://starthub.london.edu/hadrian-a-tech-startup-co-founded-by-lbs-mba-students-raises-e2-5m-pre-seed-funding/
Article in English: https://starthub.london.edu/founder-spotlight-series-an-interview-with-rogier-fischer-mba2022-co-founder-and-ceo-of-hadrian/
Article in Dutch: https://www.bndestem.nl/overig/17-jarige-verdient-duizenden-euro-s-als-goede-hacker~ae7c7425/
Article in Dutch: https://www.vice.com/nl/article/het-klinkt-gewoon-heel-tof-om-je-eigen-overheid-te-hacken/
Article in English: https://www.sciencedirect.com:5037/science/article/abs/pii/S026840121930283X
There had been a few play-acting jerks at the library before. I ignored them. What else could I have done? Grab a nearby chair and beat them to death with it? I don’t think so.
There is also a con artist who I have seen several times in Portsmouth. Has short blond hair, looks Nordic. Broad-hipped, short blond hair, big-boned. Puts up a really good act. Has visited my home to drop off a dog that I looked after for a while. Has also pretended to be a social worker (which is a criminal offence) and several other things. Must be in her forties now. Nasty bitch.
J Lane aka Jan Lane aka Janet Lane. That is possibly a pseudonym for a Portsmouth-based female programmer whose middle name is Janet. Janet Lane is a YouTube troll, too, though. Bad sign.
The programmer in Portsmouth has actually been supporting me financially since the start of 2025, and I’m grateful for that. She’s into LGBTIQ+ (including trans) topics. Felicity Meadows is her name. I don’t think I’ve ever met her.
Someone at Keiretsu Europe BV in the Netherlands. Sent me a gift card on my birthday. Creepy. I gave it away after having verified in a RITUALS store that there actually was something on it. 10 euro. RITUALS was the only store available to me, where I could use the card, but it has no products under 10 euro. Now look up what “keiretsu” means: https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Keiretsu. Several times over the past ten years or so, I received the message “We are LinkedIn and you’re not.” Yep, they’d totally destroyed what was left of my network by then, almost entirely in other countries, plus once you get into your fifties, people in your life start passing away, even though many of my connections were younger because I’d gone to university later.
Two brothers in England, one of which is a hacker and a third person who each are a little or highly divergent in some way. I don’t know what exactly. They can’t help it; they did not create themselves. Of one, I initially thought that he had dissociative identity disorder. (I know someone in the Netherlands who has that.) In reality, he may have NPD with autism. I don’t know. I have known one of these three people for a long time. I don’t really know the other two, even though they may feel very strongly that I do, because they have interacted with me a lot but that was remotely and I wasn’t exactly socializing with them. It’s easy to be mistaken about people. These three are also in a way my adopted brothers and sister, though. In a parallel life, they could have been family. (This is an attempt at inclusivity. I have two real siblings, but we have very different values and by now, we have as good as nothing left in common.)I could say a lot more about things they did and didn’t do, but there is no more point.
A group of unhinged unknown individuals who claimed to have been sexually abused as children. I have no idea whether that is true or just a sick joke.
Someone with access to the computer systems at Southampton University (Department of Medicine, Vision Science). Angela Cree?
Someone at my GP office (Osborne ) namely a woman who was logged in as Anna-Marie Clarke. She no longer works there. She tried to make me believe that I had a form of blood cancer after my blood results came back and showed some deviations in my white blood cells. She did later apologize, but she’s clearly a very sick bitch.
Someone with access to the computer systems at Barclays Business? No. I think that there just was a lot of crazy fear about money-laundering. That started kicking in all over the world after 9-11. I was probably suspect because I had almost exclusively international clients – with at least one payment coming from a research institute in the Dominican Republic at the time – and was a foreigner.
Someone with access to the computer systems at NatWest? Possibly, but more frequently, someone intercepted their communications with me and then pretended to be from NatWest in that person’s communications with me. Phone calls. To get around this, I would always walk into the branch. The first suspicious call already arrived when I was still in Southampton. Shortly after, a payment of about 2000 pounds disappeared, but it popped up again a week later.
Someone with access to the computer systems at HMRC VAT Services who changed my contact details there. It is possible that this was accomplished with the aid of data from my stolen postal mail and/or publicly available information.
. . .
Someone at Virgin Media Business who put a message on my landline telling me that I was at death’s door. That’s a computer game, for those who don’t know. There was no more space in my vagina. Ha ha. I also got stuff about cobwebs in my vagina and about golden showers. Teenage stuff. They also put a stupid warning tone on my phone when I was in a call with someone in Florida (T.C.) and later kept disconnecting my conversation with someone in California (N.B., who I knew from Florida) so that I could keep “reconnecting” with the person. Over and over and over, whether we called, used video software, anything. Ha ha.
Someone with access to the computer systems at the bookkeeping department at the University of Twente? No. Someone called me pretending to be from the bookkeeping department at the University of Twente, but when I called back a few times, I couldn’t get through. We’d get disconnected as soon as someone at the University answered the phone.
SH in Almelo. (She’s NOT your friend, Marianne. She talks trash about you. She lies, too. She’s talented but manipulative, and she is personally vulnerable, which simply goes with her profession. SB is your friend. SH isn’t.)
Someone with access to (control over) the public library system in Portsmouth. I’ll spare you details but yes, I’m 100% sure. There was also access to the civic offices systems. Yes, 100% sure.
Someone with access to the electricity companies in the UK, possibly. My electricity account got transferred repeatedly and I’d have to hunt down which company my account had been transferred to this time. Answer: There is a national database in which staff can actually look it up, but most power company employees don’t know that. Because the information you need to transfer someone else’s account is publicly available, it might not have been done by someone with access to the company’s systems.
Infuriatingly, if you tell such companies that their security sucks, staff there tends to think you’re an old cow who doesn’t get it, and dismiss you as annoying, but they are the ones who don’t get it.
. . .
The people or person who picked my locks for over 13 years at three addresses. I suspect that this was mostly CH. Lock-picking is a favourite hobby of many hackers.
. . .
The people or person who used angle grinders to cut into live animals and tear off their heads from their bodies. This may be simply people with Pompey dots.
How these hackers get you? If they know where you are, they drive around or park a car near you and then start scanning who’s in the air. In 2023, I’d previously noticed a dark car parked outside after dark quite often, which was conspicuous. In Portsmouth, Id seen a cop do that and he was on his laptop (but they are relatively clumsy; when they hacked into my phone, it was very obvious; a few in plainclothes started following me around at the same time as my phone got hacked, right after I had stopped by at the station again, and one of them called me a fucking liar). In Amsterdam, I once saw a white Tesla shoot off after I was experiencing interference. Never saw it again. On one of those occasions the name of the hotspots of one of my phones was changed. I’ve seen a scanner network in the air in Portsmouth, when I activated wifi. I didn’t have a wifi network at home, I tethered via USB after I lost my broadband and landline.
People who I will never forgive within this context but will forget
Suzanne J.M.H. Hulscher
Robert Gerald Van Cortlandt Vernon-Jackson
Suzanne would be well advised to watch this video and pay attention to what is said at 8 minutes in. She’ll likely think that I mean this to refer to her, but she’d be wrong. And with that, I erase her from my memory. I’m not suggesting that anything like what happened to Mme Pelicot happened to me, but that there are a lot of twisted people out there who can operate as part of networks as we now know (not just for example 4chan or 764 and other The Com groups) and who do things that are so far-fetched and evil that most people are convinced that nobody does such far-fetched and evil things – and THAT makes it possible for people to do far-fetched evil things and get away with it.
First of all, I do my best not to hate anyone within this context. Why? Because hate is soul-destroying and serves no purpose.
It is now February 2026. This all began on 9 June 2008, whatever it is. There is still some digital and IRL interference, but it is nowhere near as extensive as it was in Portsmouth. Also, the IRL stuff is now often or maybe exclusively carried out by people who haven’t the foggiest idea as to who I am. It makes it easier to ignore, somehow. What’s more, some merely tagged on and aren’t related at all to how this started.
They say that if you become stalked in any way, keeping a record is crucial. That is the worst possible advice I’ve ever read in any kind of context, other than injecting yourself with bleach and such nonsense to cure yourself of infections because “bleach cleans and disinfects”.
At the end of 2009, there were a few weeks in which there seemed to be a legitimate positive purpose behind the obsessive interference with my life. After that, it accelerated increasingly into sadism and manipulation etc. If I hadn’t lost my home in 2010, I’d have lost my sanity. Someone was literally trying to drive me crazy.
That year, I sat down one evening and started writing up everything that had happened, with screenshots and code. A few hours later, I had over 200 pages of documentation and I’d only covered a short amount of time. I screamed. All that the record-keeping did was emphasize my powerlessness. I couldn’t even take it to the police.
Maybe I should have kept a record of who was abusing me IRL, but I didn’t know most of the people involved and the idea of taking photographs of them didn’t occur to me until much later. Besides, I only got my first smartphone at the end of 2009. Below is a list of some of them, however.
Nathan, a bald Portsmouth-based Royal Mail employee who actively interfered with my postal mail. Yes, I am 100% certain of this.
Someone with access to the Amphia Hospital computer systems (Breda, Netherlands). Yes, I’m 100% certain of this. I was aware of this about a year before the Clinical Diagnostics lab results leak.
Someone with access to my Dutch bank’s computer systems. Possibly an employee at the Ceintuurbaan branch in Amsterdam.
Someone with access to the computer systems at Greenwheels in the Netherlands and the ability to make bills disappear, locate cars and access cars remotely.
Someone with access to the computer systems of Specsavers in the Netherlands or someone who intercepted their communications with me and then pretended to be from Specsavers in that person’s communications with me. My money is on the latter.
A then still very young dude called Louis S in Portsmouth. He sat next to me once telling me a lot of strange stuff to do with his girlfriend; it was pretty bonkers. This is why I think he is part of this harassment gang. He also contacted me via Freecycle once and collected a bird cage from my home. There was a LOT of abuse regarding “cages” in Portsmouth and “cage” turned out to be sexual slang that stands for “vagina” or more generally the female crotch area.
Then there was some stuff with people pestering me who were (probably) impersonating staff from Google in Amsterdam Zuid and Hadrian Security in central Amsterdam. (I reported it to the police, just in case, because one of them – Eden Stroet aka Mrs Skelli – has been harassed and impersonated before.) Interestingly, both Eden Stroet and Felicity Meadows – see below – are part of the LGBTIQ+ community. I’m not.
Article in InfoSec Magazine: https://www.infosecurity-magazine.com/magazine-features/trolling-sexual-harassment-and/
Article in Dutch magazine Quote: https://www.quotenet.nl/zakelijk/a42630058/hadrian-hackers-startup-investering/
Article in English: https://starthub.london.edu/hadrian-a-tech-startup-co-founded-by-lbs-mba-students-raises-e2-5m-pre-seed-funding/
Article in English: https://starthub.london.edu/founder-spotlight-series-an-interview-with-rogier-fischer-mba2022-co-founder-and-ceo-of-hadrian/
Article in Dutch: https://www.bndestem.nl/overig/17-jarige-verdient-duizenden-euro-s-als-goede-hacker~ae7c7425/
Article in Dutch: https://www.vice.com/nl/article/het-klinkt-gewoon-heel-tof-om-je-eigen-overheid-te-hacken/
Article in English: https://www.sciencedirect.com:5037/science/article/abs/pii/S026840121930283X
There had been a few play-acting jerks at the library before. I ignored them. What else could I have done? Grab a nearby chair and beat them to death with it? I don’t think so.
There is also a con artist who I have seen several times in Portsmouth. Has short blond hair, looks Nordic. Broad-hipped, short blond hair, big-boned. Puts up a really good act. Has visited my home to drop off a dog that I looked after for a while. Has also pretended to be a social worker (which is a criminal offence) and several other things. Must be in her forties now. Nasty bitch.
J Lane aka Jan Lane aka Janet Lane. That is possibly a pseudonym for a Portsmouth-based female programmer whose middle name is Janet. Janet Lane is a YouTube troll, too, though. Bad sign.
The programmer in Portsmouth has actually been supporting me financially since the start of 2025, and I’m grateful for that. She’s into LGBTIQ+ (including trans) topics. Felicity Meadows is her name. I don’t think I’ve ever met her.
Someone at Keiretsu Europe BV in the Netherlands. Sent me a gift card on my birthday. Creepy. I gave it away after having verified in a RITUALS store that there actually was something on it. 10 euro. RITUALS was the only store available to me, where I could use the card, but it has no products under 10 euro. Now look up what “keiretsu” means: https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Keiretsu. Several times over the past ten years or so, I received the message “We are LinkedIn and you’re not.” Yep, they’d totally destroyed what was left of my network by then, almost entirely in other countries, plus once you get into your fifties, people in your life start passing away, even though many of my connections were younger because I’d gone to university later.
Two brothers in England, one of which is a hacker and a third person who each are a little or highly divergent in some way. I don’t know what exactly. They can’t help it; they did not create themselves. Of one, I initially thought that he had dissociative identity disorder. (I know someone in the Netherlands who has that.) In reality, he may have NPD with autism. I don’t know. I have known one of these three people for a long time. I don’t really know the other two, even though they may feel very strongly that I do, because they have interacted with me a lot but that was remotely and I wasn’t exactly socializing with them. It’s easy to be mistaken about people. These three are also in a way my adopted brothers and sister, though. In a parallel life, they could have been family. (This is an attempt at inclusivity. I have two real siblings, but we have very different values and by now, we have as good as nothing left in common.)I could say a lot more about things they did and didn’t do, but there is no more point.
A group of unhinged unknown individuals who claimed to have been sexually abused as children. I have no idea whether that is true or just a sick joke.
Someone with access to the computer systems at Southampton University (Department of Medicine, Vision Science). Angela Cree?
Someone at my GP office (Osborne ) namely a woman who was logged in as Anna-Marie Clarke. She no longer works there. She tried to make me believe that I had a form of blood cancer after my blood results came back and showed some deviations in my white blood cells. She did later apologize, but she’s clearly a very sick bitch.
Someone with access to the computer systems at Barclays Business? No. I think that there just was a lot of crazy fear about money-laundering. That started kicking in all over the world after 9-11. I was probably suspect because I had almost exclusively international clients – with at least one payment coming from a research institute in the Dominican Republic at the time – and was a foreigner.
Someone with access to the computer systems at NatWest? Possibly, but more frequently, someone intercepted their communications with me and then pretended to be from NatWest in that person’s communications with me. Phone calls. To get around this, I would always walk into the branch. The first suspicious call already arrived when I was still in Southampton. Shortly after, a payment of about 2000 pounds disappeared, but it popped up again a week later.
Someone with access to the computer systems at HMRC VAT Services who changed my contact details there. It is possible that this was accomplished with the aid of data from my stolen postal mail and/or publicly available information.
. . .
Someone at Virgin Media Business who put a message on my landline telling me that I was at death’s door. That’s a computer game, for those who don’t know. There was no more space in my vagina. Ha ha. I also got stuff about cobwebs in my vagina and about golden showers. Teenage stuff. They also put a stupid warning tone on my phone when I was in a call with someone in Florida (T.C.) and later kept disconnecting my conversation with someone in California (N.B., who I knew from Florida) so that I could keep “reconnecting” with the person. Over and over and over, whether we called, used video software, anything. Ha ha.
Someone with access to the computer systems at the bookkeeping department at the University of Twente? No. Someone called me pretending to be from the bookkeeping department at the University of Twente, but when I called back a few times, I couldn’t get through. We’d get disconnected as soon as someone at the University answered the phone.
SH in Almelo. (She’s NOT your friend, Marianne. She talks trash about you. She lies, too. She’s talented but manipulative, and she is personally vulnerable, which simply goes with her profession. SB is your friend. SH isn’t.)
Someone with access to (control over) the public library system in Portsmouth. I’ll spare you details but yes, I’m 100% sure. There was also access to the civic offices systems. Yes, 100% sure.
Someone with access to the electricity companies in the UK, possibly. My electricity account got transferred repeatedly and I’d have to hunt down which company my account had been transferred to this time. Answer: There is a national database in which staff can actually look it up, but most power company employees don’t know that. Because the information you need to transfer someone else’s account is publicly available, it might not have been done by someone with access to the company’s systems.
Infuriatingly, if you tell such companies that their security sucks, staff there tends to think you’re an old cow who doesn’t get it, and dismiss you as annoying, but they are the ones who don’t get it.
. . .
The people or person who picked my locks for over 13 years at three addresses. I suspect that this was mostly CH. Lock-picking is a favourite hobby of many hackers.
. . .
The people or person who used angle grinders to cut into live animals and tear off their heads from their bodies. This may be simply people with Pompey dots.
How these hackers get you? If they know where you are, they drive around or park a car near you and then start scanning who’s in the air. In 2023, I’d previously noticed a dark car parked outside after dark quite often, which was conspicuous. In Portsmouth, Id seen a cop do that and he was on his laptop (but they are relatively clumsy; when they hacked into my phone, it was very obvious; a few in plainclothes started following me around at the same time as my phone got hacked, right after I had stopped by at the station again, and one of them called me a fucking liar). In Amsterdam, I once saw a white Tesla shoot off after I was experiencing interference. Never saw it again. On one of those occasions the name of the hotspots of one of my phones was changed. I’ve seen a scanner network in the air in Portsmouth, when I activated wifi. I didn’t have a wifi network at home, I tethered via USB after I lost my broadband and landline.
People who I will never forgive within this context but will forget
Suzanne J.M.H. Hulscher
Robert Gerald Van Cortlandt Vernon-Jackson
Suzanne would be well advised to watch this video and pay attention to what is said at 8 minutes in. She’ll likely think that I mean this to refer to her, but she’d be wrong. And with that, I erase her from my memory. I’m not suggesting that anything like what happened to Mme Pelicot happened to me, but that there are a lot of twisted people out there who can operate as part of networks as we now know (not just for example 4chan or 764 and other The Com groups) and who do things that are so far-fetched and evil that most people are convinced that nobody does such far-fetched and evil things – and THAT makes it possible for people to do far-fetched evil things and get away with it.
Someone with access to my Dutch bank’s computer systems. Possibly an employee at the Ceintuurbaan branch in Amsterdam.
Someone with access to the computer systems at Greenwheels in the Netherlands and the ability to make bills disappear, locate cars and access cars remotely.
Someone with access to the computer systems of Specsavers in the Netherlands or someone who intercepted their communications with me and then pretended to be from Specsavers in that person’s communications with me. My money is on the latter.
A then still very young dude called Louis S in Portsmouth. He sat next to me once telling me a lot of strange stuff to do with his girlfriend; it was pretty bonkers. This is why I think he is part of this harassment gang. He also contacted me via Freecycle once and collected a bird cage from my home. There was a LOT of abuse regarding “cages” in Portsmouth and “cage” turned out to be sexual slang that stands for “vagina” or more generally the female crotch area.
Then there was some stuff with people pestering me who were (probably) impersonating staff from Google in Amsterdam Zuid and Hadrian Security in central Amsterdam. (I reported it to the police, just in case, because one of them – Eden Stroet aka Mrs Skelli – has been harassed and impersonated before.) Interestingly, both Eden Stroet and Felicity Meadows – see below – are part of the LGBTIQ+ community. I’m not.
Article in InfoSec Magazine: https://www.infosecurity-magazine.com/magazine-features/trolling-sexual-harassment-and/
Article in Dutch magazine Quote: https://www.quotenet.nl/zakelijk/a42630058/hadrian-hackers-startup-investering/
Article in English: https://starthub.london.edu/hadrian-a-tech-startup-co-founded-by-lbs-mba-students-raises-e2-5m-pre-seed-funding/
Article in English: https://starthub.london.edu/founder-spotlight-series-an-interview-with-rogier-fischer-mba2022-co-founder-and-ceo-of-hadrian/
Article in Dutch: https://www.bndestem.nl/overig/17-jarige-verdient-duizenden-euro-s-als-goede-hacker~ae7c7425/
Article in Dutch: https://www.vice.com/nl/article/het-klinkt-gewoon-heel-tof-om-je-eigen-overheid-te-hacken/
Article in English: https://www.sciencedirect.com:5037/science/article/abs/pii/S026840121930283X
There had been a few play-acting jerks at the library before. I ignored them. What else could I have done? Grab a nearby chair and beat them to death with it? I don’t think so.
There is also a con artist who I have seen several times in Portsmouth. Has short blond hair, looks Nordic. Broad-hipped, short blond hair, big-boned. Puts up a really good act. Has visited my home to drop off a dog that I looked after for a while. Has also pretended to be a social worker (which is a criminal offence) and several other things. Must be in her forties now. Nasty bitch.
J Lane aka Jan Lane aka Janet Lane. That is possibly a pseudonym for a Portsmouth-based female programmer whose middle name is Janet. Janet Lane is a YouTube troll, too, though. Bad sign.
The programmer in Portsmouth has actually been supporting me financially since the start of 2025, and I’m grateful for that. She’s into LGBTIQ+ (including trans) topics. Felicity Meadows is her name. I don’t think I’ve ever met her.
Someone at Keiretsu Europe BV in the Netherlands. Sent me a gift card on my birthday. Creepy. I gave it away after having verified in a RITUALS store that there actually was something on it. 10 euro. RITUALS was the only store available to me, where I could use the card, but it has no products under 10 euro. Now look up what “keiretsu” means: https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Keiretsu. Several times over the past ten years or so, I received the message “We are LinkedIn and you’re not.” Yep, they’d totally destroyed what was left of my network by then, almost entirely in other countries, plus once you get into your fifties, people in your life start passing away, even though many of my connections were younger because I’d gone to university later.
Two brothers in England, one of which is a hacker and a third person who each are a little or highly divergent in some way. I don’t know what exactly. They can’t help it; they did not create themselves. Of one, I initially thought that he had dissociative identity disorder. (I know someone in the Netherlands who has that.) In reality, he may have NPD with autism. I don’t know. I have known one of these three people for a long time. I don’t really know the other two, even though they may feel very strongly that I do, because they have interacted with me a lot but that was remotely and I wasn’t exactly socializing with them. It’s easy to be mistaken about people. These three are also in a way my adopted brothers and sister, though. In a parallel life, they could have been family. (This is an attempt at inclusivity. I have two real siblings, but we have very different values and by now, we have as good as nothing left in common.)I could say a lot more about things they did and didn’t do, but there is no more point.
A group of unhinged unknown individuals who claimed to have been sexually abused as children. I have no idea whether that is true or just a sick joke.
Someone with access to the computer systems at Southampton University (Department of Medicine, Vision Science). Angela Cree?
Someone at my GP office (Osborne ) namely a woman who was logged in as Anna-Marie Clarke. She no longer works there. She tried to make me believe that I had a form of blood cancer after my blood results came back and showed some deviations in my white blood cells. She did later apologize, but she’s clearly a very sick bitch.
Someone with access to the computer systems at Barclays Business? No. I think that there just was a lot of crazy fear about money-laundering. That started kicking in all over the world after 9-11. I was probably suspect because I had almost exclusively international clients – with at least one payment coming from a research institute in the Dominican Republic at the time – and was a foreigner.
Someone with access to the computer systems at NatWest? Possibly, but more frequently, someone intercepted their communications with me and then pretended to be from NatWest in that person’s communications with me. Phone calls. To get around this, I would always walk into the branch. The first suspicious call already arrived when I was still in Southampton. Shortly after, a payment of about 2000 pounds disappeared, but it popped up again a week later.
Someone with access to the computer systems at HMRC VAT Services who changed my contact details there. It is possible that this was accomplished with the aid of data from my stolen postal mail and/or publicly available information.
. . .
Someone at Virgin Media Business who put a message on my landline telling me that I was at death’s door. That’s a computer game, for those who don’t know. There was no more space in my vagina. Ha ha. I also got stuff about cobwebs in my vagina and about golden showers. Teenage stuff. They also put a stupid warning tone on my phone when I was in a call with someone in Florida (T.C.) and later kept disconnecting my conversation with someone in California (N.B., who I knew from Florida) so that I could keep “reconnecting” with the person. Over and over and over, whether we called, used video software, anything. Ha ha.
Someone with access to the computer systems at the bookkeeping department at the University of Twente? No. Someone called me pretending to be from the bookkeeping department at the University of Twente, but when I called back a few times, I couldn’t get through. We’d get disconnected as soon as someone at the University answered the phone.
SH in Almelo. (She’s NOT your friend, Marianne. She talks trash about you. She lies, too. She’s talented but manipulative, and she is personally vulnerable, which simply goes with her profession. SB is your friend. SH isn’t.)
Someone with access to (control over) the public library system in Portsmouth. I’ll spare you details but yes, I’m 100% sure. There was also access to the civic offices systems. Yes, 100% sure.
Someone with access to the electricity companies in the UK, possibly. My electricity account got transferred repeatedly and I’d have to hunt down which company my account had been transferred to this time. Answer: There is a national database in which staff can actually look it up, but most power company employees don’t know that. Because the information you need to transfer someone else’s account is publicly available, it might not have been done by someone with access to the company’s systems.
Infuriatingly, if you tell such companies that their security sucks, staff there tends to think you’re an old cow who doesn’t get it, and dismiss you as annoying, but they are the ones who don’t get it.
. . .
The people or person who picked my locks for over 13 years at three addresses. I suspect that this was mostly CH. Lock-picking is a favourite hobby of many hackers.
. . .
The people or person who used angle grinders to cut into live animals and tear off their heads from their bodies. This may be simply people with Pompey dots.
How these hackers get you? If they know where you are, they drive around or park a car near you and then start scanning who’s in the air. In 2023, I’d previously noticed a dark car parked outside after dark quite often, which was conspicuous. In Portsmouth, Id seen a cop do that and he was on his laptop (but they are relatively clumsy; when they hacked into my phone, it was very obvious; a few in plainclothes started following me around at the same time as my phone got hacked, right after I had stopped by at the station again, and one of them called me a fucking liar). In Amsterdam, I once saw a white Tesla shoot off after I was experiencing interference. Never saw it again. On one of those occasions the name of the hotspots of one of my phones was changed. I’ve seen a scanner network in the air in Portsmouth, when I activated wifi. I didn’t have a wifi network at home, I tethered via USB after I lost my broadband and landline.
People who I will never forgive within this context but will forget
Suzanne J.M.H. Hulscher
Robert Gerald Van Cortlandt Vernon-Jackson
Suzanne would be well advised to watch this video and pay attention to what is said at 8 minutes in. She’ll likely think that I mean this to refer to her, but she’d be wrong. And with that, I erase her from my memory. I’m not suggesting that anything like what happened to Mme Pelicot happened to me, but that there are a lot of twisted people out there who can operate as part of networks as we now know (not just for example 4chan or 764 and other The Com groups) and who do things that are so far-fetched and evil that most people are convinced that nobody does such far-fetched and evil things – and THAT makes it possible for people to do far-fetched evil things and get away with it.
Someone with access to the Amphia Hospital computer systems (Breda, Netherlands). Yes, I’m 100% certain of this. I was aware of this about a year before the Clinical Diagnostics lab results leak.
Someone with access to my Dutch bank’s computer systems. Possibly an employee at the Ceintuurbaan branch in Amsterdam.
Someone with access to the computer systems at Greenwheels in the Netherlands and the ability to make bills disappear, locate cars and access cars remotely.
Someone with access to the computer systems of Specsavers in the Netherlands or someone who intercepted their communications with me and then pretended to be from Specsavers in that person’s communications with me. My money is on the latter.
A then still very young dude called Louis S in Portsmouth. He sat next to me once telling me a lot of strange stuff to do with his girlfriend; it was pretty bonkers. This is why I think he is part of this harassment gang. He also contacted me via Freecycle once and collected a bird cage from my home. There was a LOT of abuse regarding “cages” in Portsmouth and “cage” turned out to be sexual slang that stands for “vagina” or more generally the female crotch area.
Then there was some stuff with people pestering me who were (probably) impersonating staff from Google in Amsterdam Zuid and Hadrian Security in central Amsterdam. (I reported it to the police, just in case, because one of them – Eden Stroet aka Mrs Skelli – has been harassed and impersonated before.) Interestingly, both Eden Stroet and Felicity Meadows – see below – are part of the LGBTIQ+ community. I’m not.
Article in InfoSec Magazine: https://www.infosecurity-magazine.com/magazine-features/trolling-sexual-harassment-and/
Article in Dutch magazine Quote: https://www.quotenet.nl/zakelijk/a42630058/hadrian-hackers-startup-investering/
Article in English: https://starthub.london.edu/hadrian-a-tech-startup-co-founded-by-lbs-mba-students-raises-e2-5m-pre-seed-funding/
Article in English: https://starthub.london.edu/founder-spotlight-series-an-interview-with-rogier-fischer-mba2022-co-founder-and-ceo-of-hadrian/
Article in Dutch: https://www.bndestem.nl/overig/17-jarige-verdient-duizenden-euro-s-als-goede-hacker~ae7c7425/
Article in Dutch: https://www.vice.com/nl/article/het-klinkt-gewoon-heel-tof-om-je-eigen-overheid-te-hacken/
Article in English: https://www.sciencedirect.com:5037/science/article/abs/pii/S026840121930283X
There had been a few play-acting jerks at the library before. I ignored them. What else could I have done? Grab a nearby chair and beat them to death with it? I don’t think so.
There is also a con artist who I have seen several times in Portsmouth. Has short blond hair, looks Nordic. Broad-hipped, short blond hair, big-boned. Puts up a really good act. Has visited my home to drop off a dog that I looked after for a while. Has also pretended to be a social worker (which is a criminal offence) and several other things. Must be in her forties now. Nasty bitch.
J Lane aka Jan Lane aka Janet Lane. That is possibly a pseudonym for a Portsmouth-based female programmer whose middle name is Janet. Janet Lane is a YouTube troll, too, though. Bad sign.
The programmer in Portsmouth has actually been supporting me financially since the start of 2025, and I’m grateful for that. She’s into LGBTIQ+ (including trans) topics. Felicity Meadows is her name. I don’t think I’ve ever met her.
Someone at Keiretsu Europe BV in the Netherlands. Sent me a gift card on my birthday. Creepy. I gave it away after having verified in a RITUALS store that there actually was something on it. 10 euro. RITUALS was the only store available to me, where I could use the card, but it has no products under 10 euro. Now look up what “keiretsu” means: https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Keiretsu. Several times over the past ten years or so, I received the message “We are LinkedIn and you’re not.” Yep, they’d totally destroyed what was left of my network by then, almost entirely in other countries, plus once you get into your fifties, people in your life start passing away, even though many of my connections were younger because I’d gone to university later.
Two brothers in England, one of which is a hacker and a third person who each are a little or highly divergent in some way. I don’t know what exactly. They can’t help it; they did not create themselves. Of one, I initially thought that he had dissociative identity disorder. (I know someone in the Netherlands who has that.) In reality, he may have NPD with autism. I don’t know. I have known one of these three people for a long time. I don’t really know the other two, even though they may feel very strongly that I do, because they have interacted with me a lot but that was remotely and I wasn’t exactly socializing with them. It’s easy to be mistaken about people. These three are also in a way my adopted brothers and sister, though. In a parallel life, they could have been family. (This is an attempt at inclusivity. I have two real siblings, but we have very different values and by now, we have as good as nothing left in common.)I could say a lot more about things they did and didn’t do, but there is no more point.
A group of unhinged unknown individuals who claimed to have been sexually abused as children. I have no idea whether that is true or just a sick joke.
Someone with access to the computer systems at Southampton University (Department of Medicine, Vision Science). Angela Cree?
Someone at my GP office (Osborne ) namely a woman who was logged in as Anna-Marie Clarke. She no longer works there. She tried to make me believe that I had a form of blood cancer after my blood results came back and showed some deviations in my white blood cells. She did later apologize, but she’s clearly a very sick bitch.
Someone with access to the computer systems at Barclays Business? No. I think that there just was a lot of crazy fear about money-laundering. That started kicking in all over the world after 9-11. I was probably suspect because I had almost exclusively international clients – with at least one payment coming from a research institute in the Dominican Republic at the time – and was a foreigner.
Someone with access to the computer systems at NatWest? Possibly, but more frequently, someone intercepted their communications with me and then pretended to be from NatWest in that person’s communications with me. Phone calls. To get around this, I would always walk into the branch. The first suspicious call already arrived when I was still in Southampton. Shortly after, a payment of about 2000 pounds disappeared, but it popped up again a week later.
Someone with access to the computer systems at HMRC VAT Services who changed my contact details there. It is possible that this was accomplished with the aid of data from my stolen postal mail and/or publicly available information.
. . .
Someone at Virgin Media Business who put a message on my landline telling me that I was at death’s door. That’s a computer game, for those who don’t know. There was no more space in my vagina. Ha ha. I also got stuff about cobwebs in my vagina and about golden showers. Teenage stuff. They also put a stupid warning tone on my phone when I was in a call with someone in Florida (T.C.) and later kept disconnecting my conversation with someone in California (N.B., who I knew from Florida) so that I could keep “reconnecting” with the person. Over and over and over, whether we called, used video software, anything. Ha ha.
Someone with access to the computer systems at the bookkeeping department at the University of Twente? No. Someone called me pretending to be from the bookkeeping department at the University of Twente, but when I called back a few times, I couldn’t get through. We’d get disconnected as soon as someone at the University answered the phone.
SH in Almelo. (She’s NOT your friend, Marianne. She talks trash about you. She lies, too. She’s talented but manipulative, and she is personally vulnerable, which simply goes with her profession. SB is your friend. SH isn’t.)
Someone with access to (control over) the public library system in Portsmouth. I’ll spare you details but yes, I’m 100% sure. There was also access to the civic offices systems. Yes, 100% sure.
Someone with access to the electricity companies in the UK, possibly. My electricity account got transferred repeatedly and I’d have to hunt down which company my account had been transferred to this time. Answer: There is a national database in which staff can actually look it up, but most power company employees don’t know that. Because the information you need to transfer someone else’s account is publicly available, it might not have been done by someone with access to the company’s systems.
Infuriatingly, if you tell such companies that their security sucks, staff there tends to think you’re an old cow who doesn’t get it, and dismiss you as annoying, but they are the ones who don’t get it.
. . .
The people or person who picked my locks for over 13 years at three addresses. I suspect that this was mostly CH. Lock-picking is a favourite hobby of many hackers.
. . .
The people or person who used angle grinders to cut into live animals and tear off their heads from their bodies. This may be simply people with Pompey dots.
How these hackers get you? If they know where you are, they drive around or park a car near you and then start scanning who’s in the air. In 2023, I’d previously noticed a dark car parked outside after dark quite often, which was conspicuous. In Portsmouth, Id seen a cop do that and he was on his laptop (but they are relatively clumsy; when they hacked into my phone, it was very obvious; a few in plainclothes started following me around at the same time as my phone got hacked, right after I had stopped by at the station again, and one of them called me a fucking liar). In Amsterdam, I once saw a white Tesla shoot off after I was experiencing interference. Never saw it again. On one of those occasions the name of the hotspots of one of my phones was changed. I’ve seen a scanner network in the air in Portsmouth, when I activated wifi. I didn’t have a wifi network at home, I tethered via USB after I lost my broadband and landline.
People who I will never forgive within this context but will forget
Suzanne J.M.H. Hulscher
Robert Gerald Van Cortlandt Vernon-Jackson
Suzanne would be well advised to watch this video and pay attention to what is said at 8 minutes in. She’ll likely think that I mean this to refer to her, but she’d be wrong. And with that, I erase her from my memory. I’m not suggesting that anything like what happened to Mme Pelicot happened to me, but that there are a lot of twisted people out there who can operate as part of networks as we now know (not just for example 4chan or 764 and other The Com groups) and who do things that are so far-fetched and evil that most people are convinced that nobody does such far-fetched and evil things – and THAT makes it possible for people to do far-fetched evil things and get away with it.
Nathan, a bald Portsmouth-based Royal Mail employee who actively interfered with my postal mail. Yes, I am 100% certain of this.
Someone with access to the Amphia Hospital computer systems (Breda, Netherlands). Yes, I’m 100% certain of this. I was aware of this about a year before the Clinical Diagnostics lab results leak.
Someone with access to my Dutch bank’s computer systems. Possibly an employee at the Ceintuurbaan branch in Amsterdam.
Someone with access to the computer systems at Greenwheels in the Netherlands and the ability to make bills disappear, locate cars and access cars remotely.
Someone with access to the computer systems of Specsavers in the Netherlands or someone who intercepted their communications with me and then pretended to be from Specsavers in that person’s communications with me. My money is on the latter.
A then still very young dude called Louis S in Portsmouth. He sat next to me once telling me a lot of strange stuff to do with his girlfriend; it was pretty bonkers. This is why I think he is part of this harassment gang. He also contacted me via Freecycle once and collected a bird cage from my home. There was a LOT of abuse regarding “cages” in Portsmouth and “cage” turned out to be sexual slang that stands for “vagina” or more generally the female crotch area.
Then there was some stuff with people pestering me who were (probably) impersonating staff from Google in Amsterdam Zuid and Hadrian Security in central Amsterdam. (I reported it to the police, just in case, because one of them – Eden Stroet aka Mrs Skelli – has been harassed and impersonated before.) Interestingly, both Eden Stroet and Felicity Meadows – see below – are part of the LGBTIQ+ community. I’m not.
Article in InfoSec Magazine: https://www.infosecurity-magazine.com/magazine-features/trolling-sexual-harassment-and/
Article in Dutch magazine Quote: https://www.quotenet.nl/zakelijk/a42630058/hadrian-hackers-startup-investering/
Article in English: https://starthub.london.edu/hadrian-a-tech-startup-co-founded-by-lbs-mba-students-raises-e2-5m-pre-seed-funding/
Article in English: https://starthub.london.edu/founder-spotlight-series-an-interview-with-rogier-fischer-mba2022-co-founder-and-ceo-of-hadrian/
Article in Dutch: https://www.bndestem.nl/overig/17-jarige-verdient-duizenden-euro-s-als-goede-hacker~ae7c7425/
Article in Dutch: https://www.vice.com/nl/article/het-klinkt-gewoon-heel-tof-om-je-eigen-overheid-te-hacken/
Article in English: https://www.sciencedirect.com:5037/science/article/abs/pii/S026840121930283X
There had been a few play-acting jerks at the library before. I ignored them. What else could I have done? Grab a nearby chair and beat them to death with it? I don’t think so.
There is also a con artist who I have seen several times in Portsmouth. Has short blond hair, looks Nordic. Broad-hipped, short blond hair, big-boned. Puts up a really good act. Has visited my home to drop off a dog that I looked after for a while. Has also pretended to be a social worker (which is a criminal offence) and several other things. Must be in her forties now. Nasty bitch.
J Lane aka Jan Lane aka Janet Lane. That is possibly a pseudonym for a Portsmouth-based female programmer whose middle name is Janet. Janet Lane is a YouTube troll, too, though. Bad sign.
The programmer in Portsmouth has actually been supporting me financially since the start of 2025, and I’m grateful for that. She’s into LGBTIQ+ (including trans) topics. Felicity Meadows is her name. I don’t think I’ve ever met her.
Someone at Keiretsu Europe BV in the Netherlands. Sent me a gift card on my birthday. Creepy. I gave it away after having verified in a RITUALS store that there actually was something on it. 10 euro. RITUALS was the only store available to me, where I could use the card, but it has no products under 10 euro. Now look up what “keiretsu” means: https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Keiretsu. Several times over the past ten years or so, I received the message “We are LinkedIn and you’re not.” Yep, they’d totally destroyed what was left of my network by then, almost entirely in other countries, plus once you get into your fifties, people in your life start passing away, even though many of my connections were younger because I’d gone to university later.
Two brothers in England, one of which is a hacker and a third person who each are a little or highly divergent in some way. I don’t know what exactly. They can’t help it; they did not create themselves. Of one, I initially thought that he had dissociative identity disorder. (I know someone in the Netherlands who has that.) In reality, he may have NPD with autism. I don’t know. I have known one of these three people for a long time. I don’t really know the other two, even though they may feel very strongly that I do, because they have interacted with me a lot but that was remotely and I wasn’t exactly socializing with them. It’s easy to be mistaken about people. These three are also in a way my adopted brothers and sister, though. In a parallel life, they could have been family. (This is an attempt at inclusivity. I have two real siblings, but we have very different values and by now, we have as good as nothing left in common.)I could say a lot more about things they did and didn’t do, but there is no more point.
A group of unhinged unknown individuals who claimed to have been sexually abused as children. I have no idea whether that is true or just a sick joke.
Someone with access to the computer systems at Southampton University (Department of Medicine, Vision Science). Angela Cree?
Someone at my GP office (Osborne ) namely a woman who was logged in as Anna-Marie Clarke. She no longer works there. She tried to make me believe that I had a form of blood cancer after my blood results came back and showed some deviations in my white blood cells. She did later apologize, but she’s clearly a very sick bitch.
Someone with access to the computer systems at Barclays Business? No. I think that there just was a lot of crazy fear about money-laundering. That started kicking in all over the world after 9-11. I was probably suspect because I had almost exclusively international clients – with at least one payment coming from a research institute in the Dominican Republic at the time – and was a foreigner.
Someone with access to the computer systems at NatWest? Possibly, but more frequently, someone intercepted their communications with me and then pretended to be from NatWest in that person’s communications with me. Phone calls. To get around this, I would always walk into the branch. The first suspicious call already arrived when I was still in Southampton. Shortly after, a payment of about 2000 pounds disappeared, but it popped up again a week later.
Someone with access to the computer systems at HMRC VAT Services who changed my contact details there. It is possible that this was accomplished with the aid of data from my stolen postal mail and/or publicly available information.
. . .
Someone at Virgin Media Business who put a message on my landline telling me that I was at death’s door. That’s a computer game, for those who don’t know. There was no more space in my vagina. Ha ha. I also got stuff about cobwebs in my vagina and about golden showers. Teenage stuff. They also put a stupid warning tone on my phone when I was in a call with someone in Florida (T.C.) and later kept disconnecting my conversation with someone in California (N.B., who I knew from Florida) so that I could keep “reconnecting” with the person. Over and over and over, whether we called, used video software, anything. Ha ha.
Someone with access to the computer systems at the bookkeeping department at the University of Twente? No. Someone called me pretending to be from the bookkeeping department at the University of Twente, but when I called back a few times, I couldn’t get through. We’d get disconnected as soon as someone at the University answered the phone.
SH in Almelo. (She’s NOT your friend, Marianne. She talks trash about you. She lies, too. She’s talented but manipulative, and she is personally vulnerable, which simply goes with her profession. SB is your friend. SH isn’t.)
Someone with access to (control over) the public library system in Portsmouth. I’ll spare you details but yes, I’m 100% sure. There was also access to the civic offices systems. Yes, 100% sure.
Someone with access to the electricity companies in the UK, possibly. My electricity account got transferred repeatedly and I’d have to hunt down which company my account had been transferred to this time. Answer: There is a national database in which staff can actually look it up, but most power company employees don’t know that. Because the information you need to transfer someone else’s account is publicly available, it might not have been done by someone with access to the company’s systems.
Infuriatingly, if you tell such companies that their security sucks, staff there tends to think you’re an old cow who doesn’t get it, and dismiss you as annoying, but they are the ones who don’t get it.
. . .
The people or person who picked my locks for over 13 years at three addresses. I suspect that this was mostly CH. Lock-picking is a favourite hobby of many hackers.
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The people or person who used angle grinders to cut into live animals and tear off their heads from their bodies. This may be simply people with Pompey dots.
How these hackers get you? If they know where you are, they drive around or park a car near you and then start scanning who’s in the air. In 2023, I’d previously noticed a dark car parked outside after dark quite often, which was conspicuous. In Portsmouth, Id seen a cop do that and he was on his laptop (but they are relatively clumsy; when they hacked into my phone, it was very obvious; a few in plainclothes started following me around at the same time as my phone got hacked, right after I had stopped by at the station again, and one of them called me a fucking liar). In Amsterdam, I once saw a white Tesla shoot off after I was experiencing interference. Never saw it again. On one of those occasions the name of the hotspots of one of my phones was changed. I’ve seen a scanner network in the air in Portsmouth, when I activated wifi. I didn’t have a wifi network at home, I tethered via USB after I lost my broadband and landline.
People who I will never forgive within this context but will forget
Suzanne J.M.H. Hulscher
Robert Gerald Van Cortlandt Vernon-Jackson
Suzanne would be well advised to watch this video and pay attention to what is said at 8 minutes in. She’ll likely think that I mean this to refer to her, but she’d be wrong. And with that, I erase her from my memory. I’m not suggesting that anything like what happened to Mme Pelicot happened to me, but that there are a lot of twisted people out there who can operate as part of networks as we now know (not just for example 4chan or 764 and other The Com groups) and who do things that are so far-fetched and evil that most people are convinced that nobody does such far-fetched and evil things – and THAT makes it possible for people to do far-fetched evil things and get away with it.
First of all, I do my best not to hate anyone within this context. Why? Because hate is soul-destroying and serves no purpose.
It is now February 2026. This all began on 9 June 2008, whatever it is. There is still some digital and IRL interference, but it is nowhere near as extensive as it was in Portsmouth. Also, the IRL stuff is now often or maybe exclusively carried out by people who haven’t the foggiest idea as to who I am. It makes it easier to ignore, somehow. What’s more, some merely tagged on and aren’t related at all to how this started.
They say that if you become stalked in any way, keeping a record is crucial. That is the worst possible advice I’ve ever read in any kind of context, other than injecting yourself with bleach and such nonsense to cure yourself of infections because “bleach cleans and disinfects”.
At the end of 2009, there were a few weeks in which there seemed to be a legitimate positive purpose behind the obsessive interference with my life. After that, it accelerated increasingly into sadism and manipulation etc. If I hadn’t lost my home in 2010, I’d have lost my sanity. Someone was literally trying to drive me crazy.
That year, I sat down one evening and started writing up everything that had happened, with screenshots and code. A few hours later, I had over 200 pages of documentation and I’d only covered a short amount of time. I screamed. All that the record-keeping did was emphasize my powerlessness. I couldn’t even take it to the police.
Maybe I should have kept a record of who was abusing me IRL, but I didn’t know most of the people involved and the idea of taking photographs of them didn’t occur to me until much later. Besides, I only got my first smartphone at the end of 2009. Below is a list of some of them, however.
Nathan, a bald Portsmouth-based Royal Mail employee who actively interfered with my postal mail. Yes, I am 100% certain of this.
Someone with access to the Amphia Hospital computer systems (Breda, Netherlands). Yes, I’m 100% certain of this. I was aware of this about a year before the Clinical Diagnostics lab results leak.
Someone with access to my Dutch bank’s computer systems. Possibly an employee at the Ceintuurbaan branch in Amsterdam.
Someone with access to the computer systems at Greenwheels in the Netherlands and the ability to make bills disappear, locate cars and access cars remotely.
Someone with access to the computer systems of Specsavers in the Netherlands or someone who intercepted their communications with me and then pretended to be from Specsavers in that person’s communications with me. My money is on the latter.
A then still very young dude called Louis S in Portsmouth. He sat next to me once telling me a lot of strange stuff to do with his girlfriend; it was pretty bonkers. This is why I think he is part of this harassment gang. He also contacted me via Freecycle once and collected a bird cage from my home. There was a LOT of abuse regarding “cages” in Portsmouth and “cage” turned out to be sexual slang that stands for “vagina” or more generally the female crotch area.
Then there was some stuff with people pestering me who were (probably) impersonating staff from Google in Amsterdam Zuid and Hadrian Security in central Amsterdam. (I reported it to the police, just in case, because one of them – Eden Stroet aka Mrs Skelli – has been harassed and impersonated before.) Interestingly, both Eden Stroet and Felicity Meadows – see below – are part of the LGBTIQ+ community. I’m not.
Article in InfoSec Magazine: https://www.infosecurity-magazine.com/magazine-features/trolling-sexual-harassment-and/
Article in Dutch magazine Quote: https://www.quotenet.nl/zakelijk/a42630058/hadrian-hackers-startup-investering/
Article in English: https://starthub.london.edu/hadrian-a-tech-startup-co-founded-by-lbs-mba-students-raises-e2-5m-pre-seed-funding/
Article in English: https://starthub.london.edu/founder-spotlight-series-an-interview-with-rogier-fischer-mba2022-co-founder-and-ceo-of-hadrian/
Article in Dutch: https://www.bndestem.nl/overig/17-jarige-verdient-duizenden-euro-s-als-goede-hacker~ae7c7425/
Article in Dutch: https://www.vice.com/nl/article/het-klinkt-gewoon-heel-tof-om-je-eigen-overheid-te-hacken/
Article in English: https://www.sciencedirect.com:5037/science/article/abs/pii/S026840121930283X
There had been a few play-acting jerks at the library before. I ignored them. What else could I have done? Grab a nearby chair and beat them to death with it? I don’t think so.
There is also a con artist who I have seen several times in Portsmouth. Has short blond hair, looks Nordic. Broad-hipped, short blond hair, big-boned. Puts up a really good act. Has visited my home to drop off a dog that I looked after for a while. Has also pretended to be a social worker (which is a criminal offence) and several other things. Must be in her forties now. Nasty bitch.
J Lane aka Jan Lane aka Janet Lane. That is possibly a pseudonym for a Portsmouth-based female programmer whose middle name is Janet. Janet Lane is a YouTube troll, too, though. Bad sign.
The programmer in Portsmouth has actually been supporting me financially since the start of 2025, and I’m grateful for that. She’s into LGBTIQ+ (including trans) topics. Felicity Meadows is her name. I don’t think I’ve ever met her.
Someone at Keiretsu Europe BV in the Netherlands. Sent me a gift card on my birthday. Creepy. I gave it away after having verified in a RITUALS store that there actually was something on it. 10 euro. RITUALS was the only store available to me, where I could use the card, but it has no products under 10 euro. Now look up what “keiretsu” means: https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Keiretsu. Several times over the past ten years or so, I received the message “We are LinkedIn and you’re not.” Yep, they’d totally destroyed what was left of my network by then, almost entirely in other countries, plus once you get into your fifties, people in your life start passing away, even though many of my connections were younger because I’d gone to university later.
Two brothers in England, one of which is a hacker and a third person who each are a little or highly divergent in some way. I don’t know what exactly. They can’t help it; they did not create themselves. Of one, I initially thought that he had dissociative identity disorder. (I know someone in the Netherlands who has that.) In reality, he may have NPD with autism. I don’t know. I have known one of these three people for a long time. I don’t really know the other two, even though they may feel very strongly that I do, because they have interacted with me a lot but that was remotely and I wasn’t exactly socializing with them. It’s easy to be mistaken about people. These three are also in a way my adopted brothers and sister, though. In a parallel life, they could have been family. (This is an attempt at inclusivity. I have two real siblings, but we have very different values and by now, we have as good as nothing left in common.)I could say a lot more about things they did and didn’t do, but there is no more point.
A group of unhinged unknown individuals who claimed to have been sexually abused as children. I have no idea whether that is true or just a sick joke.
Someone with access to the computer systems at Southampton University (Department of Medicine, Vision Science). Angela Cree?
Someone at my GP office (Osborne ) namely a woman who was logged in as Anna-Marie Clarke. She no longer works there. She tried to make me believe that I had a form of blood cancer after my blood results came back and showed some deviations in my white blood cells. She did later apologize, but she’s clearly a very sick bitch.
Someone with access to the computer systems at Barclays Business? No. I think that there just was a lot of crazy fear about money-laundering. That started kicking in all over the world after 9-11. I was probably suspect because I had almost exclusively international clients – with at least one payment coming from a research institute in the Dominican Republic at the time – and was a foreigner.
Someone with access to the computer systems at NatWest? Possibly, but more frequently, someone intercepted their communications with me and then pretended to be from NatWest in that person’s communications with me. Phone calls. To get around this, I would always walk into the branch. The first suspicious call already arrived when I was still in Southampton. Shortly after, a payment of about 2000 pounds disappeared, but it popped up again a week later.
Someone with access to the computer systems at HMRC VAT Services who changed my contact details there. It is possible that this was accomplished with the aid of data from my stolen postal mail and/or publicly available information.
. . .
Someone at Virgin Media Business who put a message on my landline telling me that I was at death’s door. That’s a computer game, for those who don’t know. There was no more space in my vagina. Ha ha. I also got stuff about cobwebs in my vagina and about golden showers. Teenage stuff. They also put a stupid warning tone on my phone when I was in a call with someone in Florida (T.C.) and later kept disconnecting my conversation with someone in California (N.B., who I knew from Florida) so that I could keep “reconnecting” with the person. Over and over and over, whether we called, used video software, anything. Ha ha.
Someone with access to the computer systems at the bookkeeping department at the University of Twente? No. Someone called me pretending to be from the bookkeeping department at the University of Twente, but when I called back a few times, I couldn’t get through. We’d get disconnected as soon as someone at the University answered the phone.
SH in Almelo. (She’s NOT your friend, Marianne. She talks trash about you. She lies, too. She’s talented but manipulative, and she is personally vulnerable, which simply goes with her profession. SB is your friend. SH isn’t.)
Someone with access to (control over) the public library system in Portsmouth. I’ll spare you details but yes, I’m 100% sure. There was also access to the civic offices systems. Yes, 100% sure.
Someone with access to the electricity companies in the UK, possibly. My electricity account got transferred repeatedly and I’d have to hunt down which company my account had been transferred to this time. Answer: There is a national database in which staff can actually look it up, but most power company employees don’t know that. Because the information you need to transfer someone else’s account is publicly available, it might not have been done by someone with access to the company’s systems.
Infuriatingly, if you tell such companies that their security sucks, staff there tends to think you’re an old cow who doesn’t get it, and dismiss you as annoying, but they are the ones who don’t get it.
. . .
The people or person who picked my locks for over 13 years at three addresses. I suspect that this was mostly CH. Lock-picking is a favourite hobby of many hackers.
. . .
The people or person who used angle grinders to cut into live animals and tear off their heads from their bodies. This may be simply people with Pompey dots.
How these hackers get you? If they know where you are, they drive around or park a car near you and then start scanning who’s in the air. In 2023, I’d previously noticed a dark car parked outside after dark quite often, which was conspicuous. In Portsmouth, Id seen a cop do that and he was on his laptop (but they are relatively clumsy; when they hacked into my phone, it was very obvious; a few in plainclothes started following me around at the same time as my phone got hacked, right after I had stopped by at the station again, and one of them called me a fucking liar). In Amsterdam, I once saw a white Tesla shoot off after I was experiencing interference. Never saw it again. On one of those occasions the name of the hotspots of one of my phones was changed. I’ve seen a scanner network in the air in Portsmouth, when I activated wifi. I didn’t have a wifi network at home, I tethered via USB after I lost my broadband and landline.
People who I will never forgive within this context but will forget
Suzanne J.M.H. Hulscher
Robert Gerald Van Cortlandt Vernon-Jackson
Suzanne would be well advised to watch this video and pay attention to what is said at 8 minutes in. She’ll likely think that I mean this to refer to her, but she’d be wrong. And with that, I erase her from my memory. I’m not suggesting that anything like what happened to Mme Pelicot happened to me, but that there are a lot of twisted people out there who can operate as part of networks as we now know (not just for example 4chan or 764 and other The Com groups) and who do things that are so far-fetched and evil that most people are convinced that nobody does such far-fetched and evil things – and THAT makes it possible for people to do far-fetched evil things and get away with it.
