I was exhausted and had a screaming headache.

After a large strong cappuccino from a very kind lady at Starbucks and the energy drink I later remembered I had tucked into my day bag yesterday – thank you, taurine – I am starting to feel halfway human again.

In all honesty, I should probably also blame the bag of M&Ms that I ate yesterday? The problem wasn’t the bag, but its sugary contents. The burden of the terrible mess that my life has become weighs more heavily, I’m sure.

I shouldn’t have left Portsmouth. I was trapped there and hated by many and terribly isolated, but things have not improved and I actually miss England.