UPDATE 15 March 2026: The crap slowly started gearing up again as of August 2025 and as of mid February 2026, really started getting out of hand again. Passwords changed, unable to apply 2FA and all the other kinds of destructive shit that I have been dealing with since 9 June 2008. Signatures being included underline who this is coming from. Others don’t have that knowledge, not even the two totally unhinged but unrelated women who currently live around the corner from me. They don’t seem to know each other. They have no way of knowing this signature, but I do suspect that they are being played.
Update 17 February 2026:
Some of this nonsense is still going on. For example, I just found a post published about a family member’s LinkedIn post, in which she complains about having been told – by whom is not clear – which I published some time and then took offline the next day or so.
My page in which I mention actual people who were part of the strange harassment circus that I became subjected to gets messed with a LOT. There’s been some other stuff.
The person who started this has the nickname “The Joker” with good reason, and lots of people know about some of the stuff he is into and up to, but the only person who probably knows just about everything is his hacker brother. I don’t hate them, because I get a strong sense that they can’t help themselves and at the beginning of this nonsense, one question that I got was:
“AM I ALLOWED TO HAVE FLAWS?”
Yes, of course. Everyone has flaws. It’s part of what makes us human.
The reply was “manufacturing defects”.
I had no idea what he was talking about yet in those days. I talked some of the stuff over with various people and the clearest and best response came from a woman who felt very strongly that this guy’s sense of reality was way off.
He also said that it was important for him to be accepted but that he didn’t expect peopleto understand him or something along those lines.
You can’t help but laugh about a lot of stuff that he does even if it is terribly disruptive, but a lot of stuff that he does or asks and pays others to do are anything but humorous.
I was once told that he is a malignant narcissist. I don’t know whether that is true. It concerns someone I had three appointments with in 2008, so I don’t really know that much about him.
I tried all sorts of things to stop the nonsense or arrive at a workable compromise that would allow me to still simply live my life, but I failed.
It is very hard to figure out what on earth you’re dealing with when you are dealing with something like this, let alone know exactly who is doing what to you because it was never just one person.
I am the target of 4chan and/or 8kun and have been since 9 June 2008. The two brothers who I mention here and there are not just part of it. I think that they are the ones who drive this relentless hate and sabotage campaign, this sadistic stalking.
That is the only explanation that fully adds up, doesn’t it. It’s not either/or. It’s both. People get whipped up against me, is my impression, get told that I am some kind of horrible monster of a woman or whatever, just to get them to target me.
This has been going on since 9 June 2008, indeed, when I was still in my mid 40s. Read the entire post, look beyond my powerless crazy rambling (focus on what makes sense in it, instead), look at the evidence and watch the videos, too.
11 March 2025:
Lots of files have been wiped from my harddisk; this used to happen in Portsmouth too, on various computers. It is just part of the constant “nah nah nah nah nah”. On YouTube, I’ve been getting trolled about getting a job (and I got some kind of shut up or else warning which I simply deleted). Just like in Portsmouth and in 2023 and 2024, just about anything I try in terms of work still gets torpedoed, sometimes complete with taunting. On one occasion, I already got a rejection email before I had even applied.
Also, in 2022, I received notification that my former colleague Willem de Lange was going to be targeted as part of the long-term stalking of me. He was indeed. He contacted me at the end of last year and then again earlier this year, out of the blue. This year, his demeanor was very standoffish.
There has been something else that remains worrisome but that I am not going to detail here.
25 February 2025: Been logged out of this site on my tablet and the password has been changed. It was still working fine recently.
24 February 2025: Received an email from a cousin who I last spoke with in my late teens. “How are things and where are you now.” Mysteriously signed “je verguisde neef”. He wrote the same thing to me 1 or 2 months ago at a different email address. Was this really from him? Possibly. He’s a little odd.
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