Another day: Here we go again

11:08: Am not posting this from my computer.

I lost internet access at 10am, rebooted my old phone (I tether) and noticed that shit started slowing down ridiculously again when I was about to edit a text about what constitutes a life not worth living. Decided to stop doing that.

At 11am, the fan started gearing up again. I wasn’t doing anything at all on the computer. I decided to shut down the computer and found that it stayed on after it went black. This can be caused by a hacker-initiated process that is still running. Flipped the wall switch again.

This sort of nonsense also used to happen on my older computer that I have had at this residence. Different architecture.

12:24: The computer fan suddenly gearing up also sometimes happens when I am at the public library, sometimes on the computer that I am on (sometimes after I’ve logged off) and sometimes on an idle (not being used at all) computer next to me. At the library, I have also had brief screen blackouts that indicate that a second monitor is being activated that has the same account on the screen and I’ve had at times indications that I wasn’t actually on the library’s computer network.

The same stuff also happened on my older computer. The gearing up of the fan has sometimes been used to indicate anger. The “wind” gearing up. (There’s also been something about doors closing and opening a lot, which was ascribed to the wind doing that, too.) One time, I had a complete circus going on with both my computers doing really weird shit, one beeping and rebooting like crazy and the other one’s screen went haywire, too, and then the printer suddenly started spewing blank pages. It stopped abruptly, after I shot off an e-mail about what was going on and how childish it was, from my phone, to a friend in the States. Around Easter last year, both my computers were disabled for weeks after I wrote online about the stuff that was going on. Then they suddenly were working again and then stopped again for a week or so. Around Christmas, two of my phones stopped going online and one English SIM card and my Dutch card were suddenly asking for PUK codes. A little later, at the public library, someone kept opening the web page that I had written about what goes on in Portsmouth, so apparently, it was all punishment for that. I am supposed to keep my mouth shut.

13:58: Am utterly exhausted again. Whoever it is who keeps terrorizing and sabotaging me, I’m fed up.

14:24: Here we go again. I sent two e-mails, from two different addresses, both got blocked/rejected by an agency I have never been in contact with before and I can’t use their web-based contact form either. (See images below)

  1. (Purpose: marketing/promotion/reaching out with small bit of free assistance)

2. Computer froze again when arrow cursor changed into hand in this post, am posting these two paragraphs not from computer.

(Above: Response to second e-mail)
(Above: Response to first e-mail)

(This is what my life has been like A LOT since I moved from Southampton to Portsmouth. Police know all about it, and so does the city council. Too often being unable to reach anyone and lots of other crap.)

14:50: Tried a second e-mail address that is listed on the agency’s website and I get the same result.

So I wrote to “postmaster”. Same result!

14.57: So then I wrote to and told them that their email was down. This had an effect on what was happening on my screen and I can also suddenly type normally again. Haven’t heard back yet.

15:00: no, no response from yet but it does feel like whoever the hell was in my computer cleared the heck out when I sent THAT e-mail. Everything seems to be working normally again all of a sudden (much faster).

15:02: Response from Ameer at, as follows: “I am a little confused with your query. Please let me know whether you are facing any mail delivery issue, and if that is the case please update us with the bounce message or sender/recipient/subject detail so that I will be able to help you further.”

Meanwhile, yep, computer considerably faster, no delays in typing either. (Someone got out of my equipment to be able to pretend to be “Ameer”?)

Headers of most recent rejection response:

Return-Path: <>
Received: from ( [])
	(using TLSv1.2 with cipher ECDHE-RSA-AES256-GCM-SHA384 (256/256 bits))
	(No client certificate requested)
	by (Postfix) with ESMTPS id 4Pj7fb1JVFz3c2M
	for <>; Thu, 23 Mar 2023 07:54:47 -0700 (PDT)
Received: from inbound-trex-2 (unknown [])
	by (Postfix) with ESMTP id 8E79F802E6
	for <>; Thu, 23 Mar 2023 14:54:46 +0000 (UTC)
ARC-Seal: i=1; s=arc-2022;; t=1679583286; a=rsa-sha256;
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	s=arc-2022; t=1679583286;
ARC-Authentication-Results: i=1;
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Received: from
 ( [])
	(using TLSv1.2 with cipher ECDHE-RSA-AES256-GCM-SHA384)
	by (trex/6.7.2);
	Thu, 23 Mar 2023 14:54:46 +0000
Received-SPF: none (dmarc-service-7db665d8b4-wls8c: domain of  does not
 provide an SPF record) client-ip=; envelope-from=postmaster@;;
Received: by (Postfix)
	id C79F8880485; Thu, 23 Mar 2023 14:54:44 +0000 (UTC)
Date: Thu, 23 Mar 2023 14:54:44 +0000 (UTC)
From: (Mail Delivery System)
Subject: Undelivered Mail Returned to Sender
Auto-Submitted: auto-replied
MIME-Version: 1.0
Content-Type: multipart/report; report-type=delivery-status;
Content-Transfer-Encoding: 8bit
Message-Id: <>


Headers first rejection response:
Received: by 2002:a05:6358:7e51:b0:110:8583:5ae2 with SMTP id p17csp2163747rwm;
        Thu, 23 Mar 2023 06:58:08 -0700 (PDT)
X-Received: by 2002:a05:6808:13c8:b0:387:2e2e:7b2 with SMTP id d8-20020a05680813c800b003872e2e07b2mr3703579oiw.26.1679579888177;
        Thu, 23 Mar 2023 06:58:08 -0700 (PDT)
ARC-Seal: i=1; a=rsa-sha256; t=1679579888; cv=none;; s=arc-20160816;
ARC-Message-Signature: i=1; a=rsa-sha256; c=relaxed/relaxed;; s=arc-20160816;
ARC-Authentication-Results: i=1;;
       dkim=pass header.s=20210112 header.b=NFMmIDCn;
       spf=none ( does not designate permitted sender hosts);
       dmarc=pass (p=QUARANTINE sp=QUARANTINE dis=NONE)
Return-Path: <>
Received: from ( [])
        by with SMTPS id v206-20020aca61d7000000b00387502ba6f6sor848105oib.154.2023.
        for <>
        (Google Transport Security);
        Thu, 23 Mar 2023 06:58:08 -0700 (PDT)
Received-SPF: none ( does not designate permitted sender hosts) client-ip=;
       dkim=pass header.s=20210112 header.b=NFMmIDCn;
       spf=none ( does not designate permitted sender hosts);
       dmarc=pass (p=QUARANTINE sp=QUARANTINE dis=NONE)
DKIM-Signature: v=1; a=rsa-sha256; c=relaxed/relaxed;; s=20210112; t=1679579888;
X-Google-DKIM-Signature: v=1; a=rsa-sha256; c=relaxed/relaxed;; s=20210112; t=1679579888;
X-Gm-Message-State: AO0yUKXHm4rGdaSbplwwefSUzHPq/OnBq4mswYCINgAaSdZpnSEgMWjs vhos7XMchMOzoAFqMRpiVgitnEZLIa0KUZRW9ePSkQ==
X-Google-Smtp-Source: AK7set9vO0he94Tsy6OBg3E7/vVH14CgEOxZvj15iaavHjoTQHiWEDt6P0tVUiEhCRBmkTxK8EzXxWYyn4EU8MgVofUUP0jGbCU9/nI=
X-Received: by 2002:a54:4884:0:b0:386:a6d2:30ac with SMTP id r4-20020a544884000000b00386a6d230acmr2321458oic.1.1679579888067;
        Thu, 23 Mar 2023 06:58:08 -0700 (PDT)
Content-Type: multipart/report; boundary="00000000000099952c05f791aac7"; report-type=delivery-status
Received: by 2002:a54:4884:0:b0:386:a6d2:30ac with SMTP id r4-20020a544884000000b00386a6d230acmr2678115oic.1; Thu, 23 Mar 2023 06:58:08 -0700 (PDT)
Return-Path: <>
Auto-Submitted: auto-replied
Message-ID: <>
Date: Thu, 23 Mar 2023 06:58:08 -0700 (PDT)
From: Mail Delivery Subsystem <>
Subject: Delivery Status Notification (Failure)
References: <>
In-Reply-To: <>

Content-Type: multipart/related; boundary="00000000000099a0ec05f791aac8"

Content-Type: multipart/alternative; boundary="00000000000099a0f305f791aac9"

Content-Type: text/plain; charset="UTF-8"

** Message blocked **

Your message to has been blocked. See technical details below for more information.

The response from the remote server was:
550 5.4.1 Recipient address rejected: Access denied. AS(201806281) [ 2023-03-23T13:58:07.997Z 08DB2A521F9D928E]

18:40: I merely got more nonsense after that. This, by the way, was not the only thing that happened. Something else was deleted too (besides the text in the next post). This morning. In an account for which the 2FA mysteriously enough won’t work.

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